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Tulpas => General Discussion => Topic started by: Wofl on January 27, 2025, 03:26:36 PM
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Do it.
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Joy and I were archeologists like Indiana Jones. We opened a shop to sell the artifacts.
Autumn was our worker.
There were some middle eastern men looking at a jar with something like a clock on it. Joy was like the manager, I was like the worker that sets up and fixes stuff but also helps her collect them.
Joy had the little hat and shorts and everything. She was so cute and also short.
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And you didn't do anything indecent?
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Wasn't even thinking about it, Joy was too cute to consider. Like a little cherub. Autumn played a very minor role.
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i am sure we will get a lewd Bear dream soon
i was entering a church in a procession maybe for christmas. it was dark, only torches illuminated a bit of the scene. it was a huge orthodox church the walls full of golden icons of saints. there was also a tall christmas tree inside. there was a bonfire and i tried to light tall candles for me and Yulya. it took a bit but finally we had our candles and could see more. Yulya was dressed like the saints on the wall. her hair was long and wavy but i recognized her. it was a very majestic scene. good dream. sadly too short.
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That didn't take long.
Autumn moved into my house from Wyoming. She was her innocent beautiful self and so I undressed her and had my way short of home run. We were both in high school and I had two weird cars. I drove her to school and we dated. Like going to dinner and stuff.
I had a couple friends and a rival too, a guy with a black leather jacket.
So other girls were interested in me and I didn't go for them. A lot of the dream involved these cars. I went home early one day by mstake with a guy friend and one of my other female friends paid to have me express shipped back to school so I didn't miss English class, and I confronted my rival in front of the room.
He tried to tell me that Autumn was unfaithful so I caned him with a stick made out of paper money and black tape. Then I gave the stick to the girl who got me shipped back to school and it was many times the actual cost so she was happy about that. She happened to be someone I met in hs irl but didn't talk to much.
Good dream, had fun, good feelings, pretty laid back.
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lmao cool dream
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I was at a swingers party hosted by Howard Stern and I was 60 or something. I got with an indian woman (from India) she was probably 40 or more. We went into a bathroom stall like at a school and I wanted to do a gentleman's wash but she was offput by that and said she'd leave. I didn't care, did it anyway, she left.
I went back out and Howard was on a bed with several girls, they were watching TV. He asked if I wanted to do a show with him and I said ok, it was going to be something on TV.
Then I bought a Volkswagen Bug from someone and it was fine but the engine was in front. Then apparently bestie was there, oh Jesus why, and I had to take her home, now the bug was a 4 door and the back pass door was open, someone had burgled it. They stole the air cleaner off the engine and the radiator cap, yes, it was also water cooled. I start it up and automatic transmission fluid was pouring out the bottom, yes it was also an automatic. Couldn't take her home and it was very far from home so getting a tow was going to be too expensive.
So then I thought to ask if someone could help, as if they could help me fix the leak and get the missing parts, like tear it down right in the driveway, then I didn't want to disturb anyone because they were having fun. So I woke up in that state, stuck at Howard Stern's sex party with bestie knowing I was late to go home.
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>Howard Stern sex party
>Bestie
soon
>Indian woman runs away when you try to wash her
Seriously what did you expect?
>Volkswagen Bug
Is it really called that in the US? Not Beetle?
>Engine in front
Heresy!
>Automatic
>Double Heresy!
But it was a cool car, my parents had one. Inhaled a lot of leaded fuel exhaust fumes as a kid. And asbestos from the brakes. Good times.
I had 2 vivid dreams.
I was hiking in Bavaria and got lost. So I looked up where I was on my phone which had an interactive satellite map. It showed the hill I was on was literally surrounded by roads. So I hiked down a few minutes and took a bus. The bus was also a traditional Bavarian Inn. There were 2 girls about 14 who appeared to have taken the bus home from school. One sat next to me and the other in the row in front. They talked to each other not minding me as usual. I saw the one on front only wore a dark red leotard and white stockings. Not bad. The other wore ordinary clothes, dark baggy jeans and a sweater.
I got up to get something to eat because after all this was both a bus and an inn. Waking by, the girl in front wearing the leotard was now laying across 2 seats on her back and playing with her phone. Not a bad view.
The 2nd dream involved the other girl in a school setting. she looked plain but I am not a Bear and thought she was nice. She sat next to me and I helped her study or something. Bear was also there, I literally recognized him by his huge biceps. We worked on something together bot I forgot the rest. Guess it wasn't all that spectacular and there were no more girls.
Still the first dream was 8/10 for my standards. No Tupper though.
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Fyi, a gentleman's wash washes yourself.
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lmao Bernardino is a child he doesnt know about such adult things
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Hmmm...
Welp.
I'm only reporting this for science and and in an effort to have full disclosure.
So I had a dream, okay, and it wasn't my idea, right? So don't blame me. It just happened as dreams do, randomly. So I was in the jujitsu class Bestie wasn't there but her late-twenties maybe 30 yr old I think she is 30, Brazilian instructor was there, she's kinda cute, but not necessarily my type, wouldn't kick her out of bed, wouldn't need a bag, and so it was her there and another woman, of the catgirl variety, dressed kinda like a barbarian you know, non-descript, big breasted, didn't say Nya one gad damn time so don't make any god damn connections to anyone we know. So she was also pretty tall, at least as tall as me, kinda had long brown hair but it was a little dark ambient in there, could have been firelight. So she ripped off her top with her cat-paw hand gloves and insisted I feel her up. Then Bestie was there and she insisted Bestie feel her too, so she felt her first, Bestie says, "they feel like rubber". Then this catgirl insists, the Tall barbarian topless Catgirl without a name, insists I feel her and squeeze her breasts, so I did for a scientific assessment, only at her behest. They were firm but totally within acceptable parameters, the firm kind that some girls have, very perky despite the size. So a little backstory here may help, sometimes when EXGF was at a certain time of the month, her breasts were bigger than usual, don't ask me why I don't know the monthly lifecycle of breasts, and sometimes they were "sore" and at those times they would get very firm like this and EXGF would insist I do this type of massaging procedure, which I obliged on demand. Then the hot Brazilian instructor comes over, lowers her top in a competitive way and asks me to feel her up. She's about like EXGF was and short like her but they were soft and pliable, also very nice if I must say, less perky but still lovely, and her nipples were less pronounced by comparison, EXGF had less pronounced nipples too and that's good, but I don't discriminate such things.
Next the completely generic, non-descript, tall, big-breasted, barbarian, insistent, familiar looking, catgirl that didn't say ONE GOD DAMN nya so don't even think for a second she was the same as anyone we know, insisted I feel her up again. Okay okay, I'm not rude, so I did, and yes, very nice, great, more pronounced nipples, erect, and you know me, I was a complete and total gentleman and wouldn't dream, ever dream, EVER NEVER dream, of taking it any further... until she insisted, and I'm just being polite, I'm not rude! Apparently she started panting and wanted to finish the investigation, I'm a completionist, so as the good and obedient science-minded Bear I am I indulged her in full intercourse from behind, and she loved it, and it wasn't without its charm, quite enjoyable for me as well, and I love science so sue me! Granted I was just doing this to finish the investigation on her insistence. Done. So then the hot Brazilian woman wants me to compare the experience to her and so I did, in missionary, and that was fun, especially the noises she made and her lewd facial expressions but her vagina was also just about perfect. Oh, as a comparison, in an effort of full disclosure, the tall barbarian completely not anyone we know, familiar, cat-eared, fur gloved catgirl felt very tight and she couldn't help squeezing me and let's just say she was very fit and I could feel her muscles working inside and out. As compared to the average, well sized, good fit, (she was a little less tight than EXGF) but still almost perfect experience with the hot Brazilian.
Isn't that silly? So silly. She reminded me of Catgirl old Ren frankly except Catgirl old Ren wasn't tall or had such lusciously voluminous hair, and her breasts weren't as big, not as firm, and she was usually more insistent, not that we ever did scientific exploration, and she was never that muscular nor a barbarian, nor had cat-gloved hands, but I'm going to have to think it was her. So yeah, but old Ren doesn't exist anymore.
Good dream overall, I was pleasantly surprised in dream, I honestly didn't drive it, the dream just happened like a movie, it wasn't lucid, but in those cases I where I wouldn't have done it any differently, I am fine with that.
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I had high hopes when Bestie was mentioned but meh, more adult things.
I'm still envious, that's magnitudes above even my lewdest dreams. There's always some sort of censorship making sure things don't wok out.
Meanwhile I keep getting haunted by Childhood Crush.
It was especially realistic this time, she didn't like me at all. She sent me a letter with strange vials that contained a white powder. I think she wanted to poison me with anthrax or something. She also complained to my mother about me. Feels bad man. I will never be free of this drama that's more than 25 years in the past.
I had another dream i barely remember that involved Alice throwing someone who pissed her off through a closed window. But that's routine and not really worth mentioning.
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woman, of the catgirl variety, dressed kinda like a barbarian you know, non-descript, big breasted, didn't say Nya one gad damn time so don't make any god damn connections to anyone we know. So she was also pretty tall, at least as tall as me, kinda had long brown hair but it was a little dark ambient in there, could have been firelight. So she ripped off her top with her cat-paw hand gloves and insisted I feel her up. Then Bestie was there and she insisted Bestie feel her too, so she felt her first, Bestie says, "they feel like rubber". Then this catgirl insists, the Tall barbarian topless Catgirl without a name, insists I feel her and squeeze her breasts, so I did for a scientific assessment, only at her behest. They were firm but totally within acceptable parameters, the firm kind that some girls have, very perky despite the size.
Next the completely generic, non-descript, tall, big-breasted, barbarian, insistent, familiar looking, catgirl that didn't say ONE GOD DAMN nya so don't even think for a second she was the same as anyone we know, insisted I feel her up again. Okay okay, I'm not rude, so I did, and yes, very nice, great, more pronounced nipples, erect, and you know me, I was a complete and total gentleman and wouldn't dream, ever dream, EVER NEVER dream, of taking it any further... until she insisted, and I'm just being polite, I'm not rude! Apparently she started panting and wanted to finish the investigation, I'm a completionist, so as the good and obedient science-minded Bear I am I indulged her in full intercourse from behind, and she loved it, and it wasn't without its charm, quite enjoyable for me as well, and I love science so sue me! Granted I was just doing this to finish the investigation on her insistence.
Haha, awesome!
It's fine, you know how much porn of Tamamo Cat is out there? Rule 34 exists - no exceptions!
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I'm getting this girl from my highschool a lot. I asked her to prom but she said no and 10 years later she contacted me and asked if I wanted to hook up on Facebook. This actually happened.
In dream last night, a half dozen recurring dreams with her trying to seduce me by tricking me to drink, I don't drink. Then to "party", I don't do drugs. Then to just bang, she started undressing but I didn't want her because I remembered she was just f'ing everyone every night and I'm just the flavor of the night. Nope.
I forget the rest of it.
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>no one night stand in dreams
cmon man
i think i actually managed to have dream sex with a girl last night. but it was odd and low quality dream. didnt see much and felt nothing. why cant we have nice things?
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My first GF once said she "thought she had an orgasm before" and after she had one properly there was no doubt. If you think you did in a dream is less clear, but I'd count it.
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While you're discussing dream orgasms, I dreamed about posting on Tulpa Network.
My computer was outside in the middle of a shopping street. I tried to post Cat's turn but always ended up posting as somebody else. Once as Ashley and once as Yulya.
Sadly no input from Cat.
Frustrated I got up and left, going down stairs that came out of nowhere. There was a woman standing with a big snake curled up before her feet and a monitor lizard sitting beside her. I didn't dare to pass but she picked up the snake and smiled so I could go by. Once I passed, the monitor lizard charged me. It was not big, about 1m in length. That shocked me for a moment but it snuggled to my leg like a cat and looked happy as far as lizards can. I tried to pet it but it hissed like a cat and ran away.
So no dream orgasm but a very vivid experience for my standard
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Okay, kinda fun dream.
I was sitting in my chair, typing away at a post here and exgf was there watching the news in my kitchen on a 5 inch CRT old tv, and she's also on the phone with someone and she starts screaming, "THEY DROPPED A NUKE! THEY DROPPED NUKES!"
So I open the shutters, (of course they're closed bc do not disturb a Bera) and nothing outside. I get up and ask, "who, where?"
She pops on the big screen in my living room and get to a local news channel and it's Iran, and a shakey cam is recording the horizon that looks like it's peering off to the horizon over a desolate desert landscape and on the horizon looks like remnants of giant clouds, then monkey cam and it's looking up to the sky, rustling and clunking noises then it focuses back on the horizon and BOOM another one drops, mushroom cloud, beautiful, the guy is freaking out.
It cuts back to the reporters who say, Sweeden has perpetrated the attacks. The news caster is saying, "a break from a century of neutrality, war crimes, act of war..." then someone starts talking conspiracy, blaming America (Trump) for using Sweeden to do the world's dirty work.
Well the screen goes back to Iran and an icbm launches from a silo on screen and it's immediately shot down.
7-8 nukes on Iran from Sweeden.
Then Exgf turns into Misha and that makes sense because misha is like pink mode exgf energy, looking luscious. I caught a smile from her then I wake up.
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>Sweden nuking Iran
Hehe, Kashtan-tier apocalyse dream
Years ago, host had a similar dream of Finland bombing Germany but nobody gave a fuck and life continued as if nothing happened.
I dreamed something rather dumb.:
Grand Theft Wheelbarrow
I was working on a field, both digging up and planting onions at the same time. Things permanently switched between host and me but mostly I was myself. Cat and Yulya were also there but I could not find Ashley. We were apparently freelancers working on a field that belonged to a company. There was a manager at a desk inside a warehouse much like a guild receptionist. But we worked for ourselves.
So I had an old yellow wheelbarrow full of a mix of soil and dug out onions. I was pushing it across the field until I had to wait at a traffic light. There was a traffic light in the middle of the field, complete with zebra crossings and sidewalks but the ground was a meadow. I waited for green and wanted to go on but met a harsh resistance that was extremely realistic. Wheelbarrow would not move a millimeter. I yakked it around, spilling some soil and onions on the ground. Then I noticed the culprit - wheelbarrow got a flat tire - the lower half was completely flat. A policeman came by and shook his head. Said the wheelbarrow was finished as tires couldn't be changed. I protested I had already replaced the tire once though I immediately realized that wasn't true. I've never done that in my life and neither has host.
Unable to go on, I picked some onions out of the soil and returned to the guild farm hall. The manager, sitting bored at his desk, sarcastically remarked we should probably pick another profession.
So much for Farming&Flat tires, back to adventuring
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[Ashley] yeah, hard pass on manual labor
[Bear] never changed a wheelbarrow wheel? I have twice
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Nope, first wheelbarrow broke at another point due to rust after decades of use
Second one was stolen from the garden brand new
Current one needed the tire reinflated but it still holds. Probably it will have to be replaced this year. I'm surprised it's still intact.
Host dreams are always so mundane but peaceful.
Today we were awoken by loud phone ringing. Very realistic but still not real. I hate that.
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Another school 'nightmare'
It's always the same, I'm back in school and realize I haven't been in any math class the entire term. Meaning I haven't taken any exams either. I wonder how I can finish the year. I partly realize this makes no sense but not fully. Even after waking up it took me a while to assure myself I have a PhD and don't need to go to math class anymore. I'd have no chance to pass high school if I had to go there again. Feels bad man.
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I literally just had one of those, and I'm living with a bunch of girls but not bedding even a one of them. You just reminded me, this is outrageous. It's not about what Bear brain has done for me, it's about what has Bear brain done for me lately.
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I'm living with a bunch of girls but not bedding even a one of them
Truly a Bear's nightmare
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I was visiting a girl I knew from university who was in hospital. She was about 20, tall and thin, long blond hair. Not extremely pretty but a fun country bumpkin with a thick Bavarian accent. So I enter her room and she's laying in the hospital bed, in good spirits and wearing a black leotard. On top of her is a 'therapy catgirl' that is actually just a normal human girl but artificial. Like those Replicants in Blade Runner. She's one of my Loli gang, South American with light tan, about 15. Wearing a pink leotard.
So in this absolutely normal and mundane situation I take a chair and talk to my friend while petting and groping the 'Therapy Catgirl' all over. She's a tomboy without much breasts but not completely flat and as we all know that's a bonus. I barely see my friend because the catgirl is rolling all over her in excitement like a cat getting petted.
Later I'm outside the hospital room and the outside is a train. The 'catgirl' is sitting on my lap. She's much lighter that the real girl she's impersonating who sat on my lap too but was despite her thin figure much heavier as humans are. Even the neighborhood loli is heavy when sitting on me. So artificial light girls are really a technological advancement. Not sure what you expected but that's it. Nice dream 8/10 good feels.
No reference pics sorry. we don't want to get the forum shut down yet.
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Bear tier dream, congrats.
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lol i wanted to say the samewho needs ai girlfriends when you can buy a replicant catgirl
dreamt someting stupid but forgot. no tupper in it for sure
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Elon Musk was supposed to make that a genetic reality but he failed us. Make slavery great again!
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imagine wasting your fortune to go to mars instead what does he even want there?
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I think it's still a noble goal, to get away from stupid people.
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More school dreams
We were on a field trip in a bus. Our class clown (who is now a pretty high ranking official in Bavarian health administration), threw a fit and started threatening and punching people while laughing like a maniac. He's always been bipolar but not much of a fighter and got beaten up several times when he messed with the wrong classmates. So anyway he wants something from me I don't have, it didn't make much sense but reasoning with him is pointless. He grabs me and is surprisingly strong. I was moderately scared because it was unclear how much he'd freak out. He didn't get very far though because tupper didn't find the whole situation funny.
You can guess what happened next as Alice is the last person monster you want to piss off as a wannabe psychotic.
All I saw was the swing of her metal bar as she hit him in the neck from the side with full force. The impact made jump up as I was thrown out of the dream. Damn, my nerves...
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I am glad such dreams are rare. I haven't kept track of how many people my tupper has beaten to death in dreams for more or less minor reasons - but it were quite a few...
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[Joy] I'm not sure Alice will get her full potency in the first 10 levels of D&D.
Bear from here on out.
Whatever, so I had this dream where I was driving to my day job way too early, still dark, that's normal, and there was a guard checking ID's, (doesn't happen irl) and he took mine and said someone accused me of breaking a traffic law in a county that I haven't visited in 10 years and supposedly this was a month ago so he had to confiscate my ID. I was like, how do I get it back, and he turned creepy and was like invading my personal space and whispering something about being detained for days if not months.
I was like, okay? Then I forced myself awake. A little hypnopompia happen after and I was thinking about how people would miss me if I was gone for a day let alone months. Naa, keep the IDs, I don't need the job that bad.
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I haven't kept track of how many people my tupper has beaten to death in dreams for more or less minor reasons
just Alice things
he turned creepy and was like invading my personal space and whispering something about being detained for days if not months.
lol he obviously expected certain 'favors' from you to let you go
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You're not wrong but it ain't happening
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And once again school with Childhood Crush. The usual tragedy.
It was a wild mixture of present and past, I was at a reunion of friends from school back in school, we were supposedly older but there were also students. A girl about 14 shyly asked me what topic she should choose for her final exam in German - which you take at 18 so that was odd. I had no idea but tried to give helpful advice. She seemed satisfied an thanked me several times and then once again when I came across her in a corridor. Then we were all about 14 and in a large library-like building spanning several floors. I had an in-game map like a screen overlay displaying where everyone was so I wasted no time and searched for childhood crush. Naturally it didn't work and I searched endlessly without finding or reaching her. Once I found her coat and modern iphone on a desk but no girl, then I saw her upstairs on another floor but could not get there. Worst of all I finally saw her through a tiny window walking home with her best friend (female). They walked almost past me but I realized even if I could make myself heard like knocking on the window, then what? Actually Alice asked that question. Like what would you do if you ever managed to face her?
Turn 360 and walk away probably. Even in a dream. I'm not a Bear and not lucid, those dreams are too realistic.
I am still hoping to at least meet her in a dream one day - with Alice around. What would she do? That might turn out interesting.
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Tfw your math is so bad, you even turn completely around by mistake.
You reminded me that I've been having dreams where I'm going into middle school bc besty is next year. Just like I dreamed I was going to grade school. No secs so maybe Bear brain has boundaries thank god.
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I am still hoping to at least meet her in a dream one day - with Alice around. What would she do?
Hit her with a metal bar?
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I think I already said once I'd gang up on host with her and we will beat him up together for being a pathetic loser.
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Looking forward to that.
But seriously, it would be an interesting showdown. I doubt the brain would allow Alice to hurt my childhood crush. The near-divine image of her, ingrained for 30+ years, probably is the only one who's a match for my tupper.
Another similar disturbing dream:
A large stone block was floating in the middle of the sky, just endless blue in all directions. On top of the block, a girl about 12 with dark blond hair was comfily hanging out like cat related, or a leopard resting on a tree branch, one arm and leg hanging down. Apex predator vibes.
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Standing slightly underneath and also floating in the air was a boy the same age with short blond hair. He reached up to hold the girl's hand that was hanging down. The girl remarked in a bored tone that it has been decided that she would eventually kill him.
The boy calmly responded with a smile that is was fine as he would have a purpose until then and all was as it should be.
I watched from 3rd person view though it was not clear if I was the boy or speaking those words. He didn't look like me and the girl neither looked like Alice nor my childhood crush. Jut dream things I guess. Still an awe-inspiring scene
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you have a strange taste in girls you like my friend!
i dreamt there was an earthquake. it was odd ive never experienced one theres few places in the world with less quakes than here.
i was a child and in the house with my parents. everything trembled and there were jerky movements of the ground. i immediately thought this is what an earthquake mus be like. it wasnt scary more curious. i urged my parents out of the house just to be sure. the neighborhood was unfamiliar and there were large yellow vehicles across the treet doing some construction work. it looked like they caused the tremors.
whole thing felt really realistic. unfortunately no girls
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you have a strange taste in girls you like my friend!
YES
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It continues - another odd Childhood Crush dream
She was surprisingly nice this time. We were a lot of people in 2 cars. I was driving one, she sat behind me, talked to me and even hugged me from behind. I was surprised by this uncommon affection but thought it was nice.
The other car was packed with 12yo girls of my loli gang who poured out of the car at a red traffic light. The brain somehow realized that they could not drive because 12 so the car was driverless. Being a Good Bernd and not leaving my friends behind, I exited the car to drive them wherever we were going while Childhood Crush took over the wheel of the Car I had been in.
That was too much confusion and the dream shifted to something completely different.
I was entering the cellar of an old house with my mother. There was an old white wooden door and behind was a small room with a deep well. A large hole in the ground almost completely filled with water. Water was also dripping from the walls and the ceiling, the ground was rough pebbles. Gas bubbles rose from the well and I thought being in a cellar with CO2 outgassings is not good. So we quickly left to get out into the air, I still wanted to get back to my Childhood Crush and not waste my time in some cellar. But being a Good Bernd, I remembered I hadn't turned off the light in the cellar. So I went back, even the risk of suffocation is no excuse to not turn off a light. Always turning off lights when leaving is what I have been taught from earliest age on. Unfortunately there were now countless switches scattered across the wall, each of them had a small light. Turning all of them off was impossible. At some point I realized this was completely idiotic but did not manage to get out again and finally woke up. Bernd-tier dream.
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bernd tier indeed
i thought i briefly saw Yulya. was more some hallucination when falling asleep than a proper dream but still neat. couldnt stabilize it though
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bernd tier indeed
i thought i briefly saw Yulya. was more some hallucination when falling asleep than a proper dream but still neat. couldnt stabilize it though
We used to have those a lot, and at their best we spent upwards of an hour having picnics and exploring ruins and meeting people and talking and fun stuff that was better than dreams, and just everything, but those faded within the first year. It was a nightly thing for a while, we called it "the microphone is on" when we talked in that state and I talked to them without mindvoice as if they were in the room. Visuals too, touch sensation better than any imposition, and other things, it was great.
Not for a long time, but I'm okay with it too.
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Could you control this hypnagogic state?
I find it extremely annoying even though visuals are often great.
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We did, it was amazing. In that same state I occasionally can just play games for instance Space Engineer where I built an entire ship with the highest resolution and fastest processing you can imagine. It was perfect and so crazy. I literally just did it, no keyboard or mouse required, pure synaptic interface and it was wild.
During this time I can open my eyes and glance at the clock, without losing stability. The only instability is falling asleep.
Recently I was playing a 2D game called Notia and that too became playable for a short time in my mind without lag. It's not the same as Tetris syndrome/effect, it's fully interactive and perfectly matches the official game, no dream shit made up.
When we had it together, they each interacted with me in real time as if we were real, except the visual was perfect not crappy like my real vision. I could hear, smell, touch, everything.
We did things like teasing each other, feeling up each other, Ashley touched my junk all that, it was crazy. I could smell their hair and feel their skin, kiss, all that.
One time SheShe and I were in that state (back when SheShe was named Ashley and her default form was my age) and it was like, wanna smash? Ok. Literally an hour of that shit in three of her forms (different ages, races) in all kinds of places and positiond in and out of dreams for an hour, I'm not kidding, multiple orgasms without making a mess like peeing in a dream and it feels great but you don't actually wet your bed.
I'm telling you bruh, if I could figure out how to do that on demand and teach others, I could be a billionaire.
Even though it was years ago, the memories are still fresh, super detailed and I'm still fucking satisfied. We again said that it was a one time thing and I'm not interested in using my headmates for rubbing it out on a regular basis, but yeah, if that happens again, no hesitation cherries gonna get popped. You can't fake this shit even with hyperphantasia, it's a whole other level.
[Ashley] All I can do is pray I'm next but I'm athiest so damn it all.
I appreciated the times we had. All I can wonder is why my brain no do this all day every day? Tf is wrong with you brain?
It's all unbelievable of course, believe it or don't.
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i believe thats possible but either takes an insane amount of work or some mental illness
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I'm pretty damn successful for having a mental illness. Could be worse. Great life, happy, stress free, healthy. There's no dis-ease here bubba. I'm in the prime of my life.