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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #120 on: September 15, 2014, 04:41:28 PM »
That was more or less what I was asking. I was wanting to know what it felt like for you, as a host, to have another sentient being of whatever kind in your mind, in regards to conversation, interaction, etc.

I'm still here and there about making some tupperware, which of course isn't the best mindset. I'm not sure if I can pull it off as the whole concept and idea is very unclear and up in the air right now. There is no Ikea manual that outlines what do, even if it is complex.
(I put together an Ikea wardrobe before. Wasn't that hard actually. People are whiny bitches.)

I'd like to be able to do it, as any sane (hue hueHUE) person would, but I'm still just not sure how I would do it, what I would aim for and if I could maintain it, at least right now.
HEY YOU, WHAT YOU GONNA DO, HEY YOU, WHAT YOU GONNA DO HEY YOU, WHAT YOU GONNA DO HEY YOU, WHAT YOU GONNA DO PARTY PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE LETS GO IT'S YA BOY JAYSKI AIGHT SO PASS THAT THING AND WATCH ME FLEX BEHIND MY BACK YOU KNOW WHAT'S NEXT TO THE JAM, ALL IN YOUR FACE WASSUP, JUST FEEL THE BASS

Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #121 on: September 15, 2014, 05:04:58 PM »
Well first you'd have to make up your mind.

Then you have to realize that there honestly is no one way to go at this and you most likely can take a really strange path and still somehow get to the end just because it's so subjective. Maybe you should try to see which parts you usually have liked about guides like maybe you actually did like FAQman's rigid method. Just take the stupid hour count limitations away and stick to a schedule with 1 hour of this a day and 1 hour of that and see where it takes you, maybe. I just suggest you try to loosen it up a bit and take what you can out of our ramblings of trust and ~~feels~~. You're pretty much on your own, but luckily you are the one who knows yourself and your head the best, not us. Even if it feels like you don't know it at all, you still know it better than us. Do what feels right and shit.

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« Reply #122 on: September 16, 2014, 03:46:12 AM »
Then you have to realize that there honestly is no one way to go at this and you most likely can take a really strange path and still somehow get to the end just because it's so subjective.

How can there be so many guides written on something so subjective? How can we even know there is an actual uniform result to be attained when it is so subjective? Are we all just imagining stuff and calling whatever we get the same thing?
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #123 on: September 16, 2014, 09:17:48 AM »
Everyone writes about their own experiences and what worked for them. That's why there's guides and that's why their guides might work for you as well, because sometimes there's some nuggets of Good hidden in there that you think make sense.

Do we know if everyone who claims to have a tupper has a tupper? Nope. You know that some people just call roleplaying characters "tulpas" because I don't even know. Not everyone knows what the term is because people keep redefining them to feel more special or something, but this far we're still claiming that it should be something that at least acts like it's independent and sapient. Could those who actually get it be mentally ill in some way which is the only thing that makes it happen? Maybe. Are all the actual tuppers people have actually the same kind? It's possible that they're not. It's not like we even know for certain what exactly causes a tupper to be formed in the first place and we don't really have ways of testing them.

And you will only ever know your own experiences and feel your own tuppers, never ours. You can only know if they feel sapient yourself. And some people might be wrong. That's kinda what making tuppers is about and what it's going to teach you, you are going to have to walk this thin line and try to find the truth of something so confusing and something you can't even fully understand. I think that it's something that will probably make you start thinking what makes you you and such. Gets deep brah.

All I got was that it seemed plausible because the mind can do many crazy things. Placebo has been scientifically proven and while we can't scientifically prove multiple personality disorders and such, people do claim that they happen. Those medical conditions alone seem to imply to me that something like this might be possible in the first place. Is what I got a tupper or a mental disorder? I don't know, maybe everyone else is faking it and I got a "tulpa" because I'm actually the cray. But I would be pretty certain that I can claim I got a tupper based on the definition we got.

But hey, maybe I'm wrong. We all could be wrong. Or insane. Who knows.