I dunno how much Sammy actually can or will learn from it, considering how different the two of you are in the tupper department, and also considering the length of that diary of yours. From what I understand, he wants something to speak to him without him willing it. He doesn't seem to want it to be "automated" in the way I traditionally prescribe, but rather "come from someone else", and shuns my guide's parroting approach as such, even despite that I tell him he won't be able to tell a difference in the end when the voice would've become automated and unique-sounding. As far as I understand, the voice may not "sound like him", either. Furthermore, I don't think he cares about belief, "listening", or "feeling" for a voice, so much of Colonel's and a few other peoples' advice from the IRC was rendered null in usefulness.
I think his problem in this case is simply an underactive imagination. It's also difficult to use the word "imagination" around him because he, based on the talk I had with him, seems to differentiate between "imagination" and "hallucinations". From what I could tell, he also doesn't want the tupper to come from the imagination, but his "subconscious", the mythical source of tuppers.
Mostly correct, Fede-sama.
Firstly, you say that in the end after using your guide, you won't be able to tell the difference. But doesn't the fact that you know that this happened mean that you can tell a difference? You remember what the voice originated from, so regardless of whether you can or cannot tell the difference at the end, you still know where it comes from, i.e. you. So that renders it useless.
Secondly, I do care about belief, just not blind belief. I simply cannot just "believe" until something happens. I listen all the time, I don't understand where you got it that I don't care for listening. Feeling for a voice is just like listening, but more meta than I'd like.
Lastly, I still don't understand what you mean by an underactive imagination. My imagination is lacking? I can't imagine a tupper well enough? Well that's good. I don't want to imagine a tupper. I don't want an imaginary friend. I want to hallucinate a tulpa. Two different things, in my eyes. I've had imaginary friends before, and guess what? They're 2 dimensional and boring.
If it doesn't come from my imagination, then it isn't under my control (imagination is an umbrella term for me to describe the parts of the brain I regularly control), thus it comes from the remainder of the brain somewhere, the subconscious (another umbrella term).
Also this isn't a sarcastic PR jesus christ I'm super serial
I wanted to use the word "blow" so I could instruct you to perform blows onto your tupper and later blow it like a trumpet when its specimen develops. Or even blow into, as you suggest. It's a versatile word.
I like to be moderately specific.
Watch more Eye-Bo. You can do it with open eyes like you suggested at one point, but you'd likely be much less relaxed. However, if you're willing to ignore relaxation in favour of higher contrast and thereby stronger entrainment, then go for it.
I briefly tried just looking at the screen with open eyes and I must say it was hard to look at. Closed eyes seems to be the only way to realistically do it. Half an hour of staring at that shit? No way bro.
I'll do some later tonight, as I have a free house and thus I'll be able to more easily darken the room and concentrate without having to wonder if my family members might assume I'm simply masturbating at 7pm in the evening.
I also suggest you write everything you happen to notice during forcing for yourself somewhere - like here if you want it to be public - as there might be a pattern you might miss otherwise.
I concur. I have a gigantic log (19,200 words, currently) of everything that happens to me in terms of tupper stuff, but I keep it private as I don't think it's in the interest of the world to know, not to mention that it's fun to write things down to oneself with the thoughts that: no one outside this head is going to know, one doesn't have to phrase things in ways so someone random necessarily understands it all, and one can hide cryptic easter eggs that later can be found when reading back on the material.
Welp, it's Jan 1st, so I guess I might as well start in earnest.
You could've started in earnest any day.
No dude jan 1st is sepcail becase its the frist day of the calmendar clok thing so its epdical
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