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Re: A lance's progress report
« Reply #30 on: January 01, 2014, 05:10:54 PM »
I also suggest you write everything you happen to notice during forcing for yourself somewhere - like here if you want it to be public - as there might be a pattern you might miss otherwise.
I concur. I have a gigantic log (19,200 words, currently) of everything that happens to me in terms of tupper stuff, but I keep it private as I don't think it's in the interest of the world to know, not to mention that it's fun to write things down to oneself with the thoughts that: no one outside this head is going to know, one doesn't have to phrase things in ways so someone random necessarily understands it all, and one can hide cryptic easter eggs that later can be found when reading back on the material.

Welp, it's Jan 1st, so I guess I might as well start in earnest.
You could've started in earnest any day.

No dude jan 1st is sepcail becase its the frist day of the calmendar clok thing so its epdical
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #31 on: January 01, 2014, 05:21:40 PM »
Keep us updated with things. I also suggest you write everything you happen to notice during forcing for yourself somewhere - like here if you want it to be public - as there might be a pattern you might miss otherwise.

Sounds good. I guess I'll start now in the next post, keep things nice and tidy.


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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #32 on: January 01, 2014, 05:26:37 PM »
First few uses of Eye-Bo have yielded nothing to write home about. I felt relaxed if not a little tired after listening to the descending theta. I also heard what seemed to by xylophones in the background, but that isn't supposed to be anything significant, so whatever.

After for direct tupperforcing stuff, I have officially begun in earnest.
I'll be following the advice of our very own Snads, Ruffle and waffles, which is to just direct most if not all of my thoughts to the tupper inside my head. So far it has of course made nothing much happen, but I'll update frequently, regardless of update material.
Brace anuses for empty updates tee hee.

So yeah, let's do this.
how do i start
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #33 on: January 01, 2014, 05:42:21 PM »
You're not talking about the >feels, mate.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #34 on: January 01, 2014, 05:43:03 PM »
You're not talking about the >feels, mate.

Oh yeah.

I felt nothing.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #35 on: January 01, 2014, 05:48:41 PM »
What about those important little things that were different we talked about, it might be a good idea to tell people about your findings. Like directing your speech to tupper vs. to yourself.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #36 on: January 01, 2014, 05:52:35 PM »
What about those important little things that were different we talked about, it might be a good idea to tell people about your findings. Like directing your speech to tupper vs. to yourself.

Alright.
Instead of simply talking in my head to thin air, as Sands and co. suggested, I'll be directing my thoughts to my tupper, in my head. When they initially told me how do, I believe it were ruffel who said to notice the difference between talking to myself and aiming my thought rockets at my tuppero. I do notice a slight difference, but it is extremely slight.
It'll be a long time before that'll build up to anything noticeably different, I think.

As I said, I'll keep on it, it is valuable info to me and I appreciate the help. I'll roll with it for as long as I can or as long as needs be.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #37 on: January 01, 2014, 05:56:47 PM »
Now we're talking. Keep the tupper train going.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #38 on: January 01, 2014, 06:49:39 PM »
Happy to see you picking stuff up, friend. Giving Sands and Fede something else to comment on, bless their tiny little hearts.

That slight difference should get more distinct, now that you're noticing it. Somewhere through on my end, it started feeling like a switch being flipped any time thoughts were redirected towards mine, so keep at it.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #39 on: January 02, 2014, 08:09:56 AM »
Somewhere through on my end, it started feeling like a switch being flipped any time thoughts were redirected towards mine, so keep at it.

Can you elaborate on this?
I'm going for full days of narration now whoa. I'll post once the day is out or tomorrow evening.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #40 on: January 02, 2014, 10:44:08 AM »
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #41 on: January 02, 2014, 11:13:21 AM »
Alright.
Instead of simply talking in my head to thin air, as Sands and co. suggested, I'll be directing my thoughts to my tupper, in my head. When they initially told me how do, I believe it were ruffel who said to notice the difference between talking to myself and aiming my thought rockets at my tuppero. I do notice a slight difference, but it is extremely slight.
It'll be a long time before that'll build up to anything noticeably different, I think.

As I said, I'll keep on it, it is valuable info to me and I appreciate the help. I'll roll with it for as long as I can or as long as needs be.

When I started, I pretty much always did this. Is it that you have some problem calling the tulpa out to communicate with it, or directing the thought to proper area. I normally send the message, while the tulpa is within the wonderland, and some sort of visualized loudspeaker that plays throughout it. So that I know the tulpa is listening, and I know that the tulpa heard. Typically now, I find it easier to call the tulpa out by name first, and then relay a message. I noticed after a while that was the quickest most direct way to get their attention. For me at least.

Me: 'Fina.'
Fina: 'Yes.'
Me: 'What do you like about your wonderland?'
Fina: 'Its peaceful. Why are you asking me this?'
Me: 'Oh was did I interrupt something?'
Fina: 'No no, you should have known that already right?'
Me: 'I do, I just needed an example conversation.'
Fina: 'I see.'


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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #42 on: January 02, 2014, 12:08:38 PM »
I'm just talking in my head normally, but as if there was another person listening. Like an internal copy of what an external one way conversation would be like.

It's mostly just me nattering away to myself and assuming my thoughts are being understood. I don't really think my thoughts would go unnoticed, I'm more concerned about them not being understood.

I also try to feel for a presence and all that bullshit but right now there's nothing much doing. I suppose with time? I'm not sure what I should be feeling first over the next week days/weeks.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #43 on: January 02, 2014, 12:14:05 PM »
Can you elaborate on this?

It's weird to explain. Not sure I really can. Just.. The more I narrated, the better it felt, and the more I could keep focused. Kinda when I thought about her, she became aware that I was giving her attention, and that mutual attention created this really solid feeling all around my mind. At least that's what we're thinking. Idunno, I'll think about it, and try to explain it better in a little bit if you're still wanting stuff on it.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #44 on: January 02, 2014, 12:18:01 PM »
It's weird to explain. Not sure I really can. Just.. The more I narrated, the better it felt, and the more I could keep focused. Kinda when I thought about her, she became aware that I was giving her attention, and that mutual attention created this really solid feeling all around my mind. At least that's what we're thinking. Idunno, I'll think about it, and try to explain it better in a little bit if you're still wanting stuff on it.

Did it feel any different to how you started? Or did it just feel the same, but stronger, more focused?
Did any other effects occur? How far along in the process was this?
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