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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #60 on: January 03, 2014, 05:26:42 PM »
Sweet. Yeah, as long as you think, or feel in the slightest that you're talking to her, you should be good. But idunno, if you don't get that solid feeling when you think about her, might be hard to tell. Just wing it, and hope it gets easier. But yeah, the writing narration accounted for like, 60% of my attention towards Miri for a good while, and I think it was the biggest help. Hope it works out for you too.

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« Reply #61 on: January 05, 2014, 04:04:24 PM »
Slacked the fuck off because studying for exams. And vidya.

I'll be doing a bigass session tonight in bed, so hopefully I'll actually get somewhere with it, now that my mind is relatively clear. I'll update tomorrow if I have any big news or if I feel stuck, but I doubt neither will happen.
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« Reply #62 on: January 06, 2014, 10:43:35 AM »
Did a big ol' session last night. Shit was nasty man. Head pressures all over the place, went on for hours.

Loljk I just did a good bit of narration and shit last night, since I couldn't sleep. I decided to go with the placeholder name "Ten" for now, as I feel that if I keep calling it "tulpa" all the time, that's all it'll ever be.
Just some tupper without a proper name.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #63 on: January 06, 2014, 10:48:42 AM »
Well, "you" is also a good replacement for tupper.

What are the >feels?

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #64 on: January 06, 2014, 10:59:10 AM »
Feels are currently limited to very mild headpressures that happen randomly. So nothing much so far. This is the first and only session I would call worthwhile so far. Everything else has been so rife with lost focus that I'd be loathe to count it.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #65 on: January 06, 2014, 02:15:21 PM »
After some totally _ot discussion with Sands, Roswell and MayorMorgan, I have decided to make a form for Ten. Because forcing is hard without it.

Also I'm going to drink more OJ and not eat.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #66 on: January 06, 2014, 04:06:31 PM »
_ot? That's the off-topic channel, you know. The one we weren't in.

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #67 on: January 06, 2014, 04:09:06 PM »
For some reason my brain translated "on topic" as _ot.

Let the records show we were in fact in #tulpa.info.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #68 on: January 07, 2014, 08:53:52 AM »
Right, Ten now kind of has a form. It's super generic and undefined, but it helps me keep focus.
I did some of that "stare into their eyes and keep focus" bullshit technique, and I have to say that it did help. Either that, or I am gradually getting better at it again.

I've been a long time of out practice, so this is to be expected. I'll do more and get back to you all when something worthwhile happens.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #69 on: January 08, 2014, 05:11:10 AM »
Head pressures ahhhh

Not sure if these actually mean anything or what (half of people say it's relevant, the other half say it means nothing) but whatever.

I did a bit of forcing narration last night and I'm currently trying to do all day narration today. It'll be full on study all day today for me so it shouldn't be too hard.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #70 on: January 10, 2014, 09:27:45 AM »
Feel like I'm getting into my stride with this stupid bullshit again.

Still not an amazing amount of forcing being done but you know fuck it.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #71 on: January 10, 2014, 11:46:14 AM »
Right, Ten now kind of has a form. It's super generic and undefined, but it helps me keep focus.
I did some of that "stare into their eyes and keep focus" bullshit technique, and I have to say that it did help. Either that, or I am gradually getting better at it again.

I've been a long time of out practice, so this is to be expected. I'll do more and get back to you all when something worthwhile happens.

I'm new tulpa is almost form entirely around this premise: "stare into their eyes and keep focus"

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #72 on: January 10, 2014, 11:47:29 AM »
Head pressures ahhhh

Consider this a good think. Also, Avalanche you sound a little stressed out bro, you alright?

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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #73 on: January 10, 2014, 01:01:39 PM »
Consider this a good think. Also, Avalanche you sound a little stressed out bro, you alright?

No, I'm fine. I'm getting back into forcing and my exams and stuff are over.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #74 on: January 11, 2014, 11:54:14 AM »
Well, this was getting too had so I decided to start over and kill my tupper.
I did a long ass all nighter last night and I think I managed to make a full new tupper. I tried to do some visualization and shit just clicked.



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