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Daecher:
The theta frequencies would be greatly appreciated, thank you.

Daecher:
I will formally give feedback on Eye-bo in its respective thread.

With college just around the corner, I've been planning with Luna and Haya to prepare an organized list of forcing/Wonderland activities that I will keep up with outside of class. Summer has been full of random, sporadic sessions, but I'm determined to take the work out of forcing and enjoy the experience again.

Luna and Haya have both had a chance to play on the MC server, but they each have their own requests for what they want to do in our free time. Haya wants to use possession to try more physical activities, like running (though I'm not an active person, so that could end on a bad note). Luna has more interest in drawing and painting, so finding materials for her might come in the near future. I've found that actually giving them something to do that requires thought during possession helps me kinda "pull back" in my head and focus less on the outside world. I have a pretty difficult time with complex thought, but it's interesting to sit back and watch them do whatever they're doing and listen to them all the while.

Speaking of possession/switching, I have a question I've never asked before: what are your opinions regarding switching before going out in public? I feel like it would be good for these two to have interaction with the outside world (even with the possible consequences), but I'm curious as to what your experiences with it may be.

Sands:
Well honestly, I would practice switching without doing it in front of people, you know. Though the first times when a tupper is in public, I would suggest that you don't do it while switched and instead stay there and watch just in case. You never know if you might need to give them tips or even take back control if something happens.

There's many Roswell at the store stories. Once he went to buy himself a donut because fat fuck and he was doing pretty well for a long time. Walking in there like he owned the place and stuff, it's funny how differently he walks. Or well, at least it feels like that to me. Then he actually had to pay for that thing and it was awful because he had to talk with a stranger oh no it's so hard to say hey and thanks to a random person. He did do it and all, but he was pretty shaken after it and just nope'd out and left me to get back home.

And then there was that story when he was leaving the store on another day, made eye contact with someone who then tried to start a conversation with him because you just don't make eye contact here unless you want something, man. Roswell just walked away all flustered without saying a word while leaving a trail of spaghetti sauce behind him.

This is now a Roswell thread.

Daecher:
To be honest, I somewhat expected that. I have a feeling that it will be some time before we do anything regarding possession/switching in public.

Daecher:
This update will be fairly brief.
Having moved into my new apartment last week, things have gone by in a blur, and I haven't had much time to actively improve anything. Idly remaining aware of Luna/Haya's presence has improved somewhat, but I can only go so long without hearing from either of them before focusing on something else. According to them, however, it's easier to get my attention now than it used to be a few months ago.

Things like visualization and communication just don't feel as forced as they used to be (pardon the pun), so there isn't much added weight on top of my schedule; I visualize my tulpas every day with little-to-no effort, and talking with them feels less like communication by phone and more like face-to-face conversation.

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