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Dutch:
Last night, before bed, I did a belief implanting session with interesting results. I spent fifteen minutes or so cuddling with a pillow, thinking about my girls and getting an all over the body tingling sensation, a slight smirk across my face. Right now we're working on removing any doubts from my mind it's us, or them, so I've been repeating "Yuki and Sen are real" in my head slowly during these sessions, while considering them as people, visualizing them and thinking about them in general, and pondering the meaning of the word "real".

After the session, I just hung out with them a bit, and for some reason had a much easier time immersing myself into the wonderland and seeing them there as physical beings. Their faces were much more detailed, the clothes they were wearing fit them naturally and looked real, with texture and everything, and their touch, voices and facial expressions were much more clear  to me than usually. The scenery of the part of the wonderland we were in, Sen's hollow and transparent U-Boat, felt like it was an actual, physical space. I saw the light from above refracting in the water around the submarine, I saw little fish swimming around the boat, I saw the dark silhouette of a reef in the distance. The longer I looked around, the more little details became very vivid to me. I was able to focus on more than usual, strangely. Unfortunately, I passed out soon after. Going to do a longer belief implanting session today, in the afternoon instead of the middle of the night, and see what happens if I force afterwards.

Dutch:
That "Carrot" figure isn't really my thing, so I use the boat girl as cuddle object. Not very large, not all that soft, but cute and brings me happy emotions that Yuki's sex bot probably won't give me.

Yes, the vividness is nice. I wonder what would cause it. Maybe it's simply because of the clearing of the mind. I often go into forcing sessions without any lead up to them, so with whatever is on my mind still on my mind. After belief implanting, you're basically a blissful blank slate.

Sands:
Well, seems like the more time and effort you are willing to put into it, the more vivid it becomes. And once you start seeing things super vivid, it also seems like it becomes easier to just see it that way right from the start.

Sands:
You know it, buddy.

Dutch:
Did more belief implanting today, around half an hour, followed by forcing. Sen's submarine keeps getting more and more vivid. Her face and way of speaking are becoming clearer, and in a way it feels like some kind of fog in my vision is slowly lifting over time. M-maybe my tulpas and the wonderland have always been here and I've been astral projecting all this time........ I'll ask reddit.

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