Author Topic: Every Day is Alice Day  (Read 537553 times)

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #150 on: December 27, 2016, 03:56:06 PM »
I should let tupper do the drawing, with her possession and my drawing skills the results are guaranteed to be 'interesting'. Could probably sell it as abstract art and make millions.
But then again, it's all about facial expressions and it would be a waste as long as I can't get them right. However I'll be getting a Wacom pen tablet from a friend who's not using it anymore, so we'll definitely give it a try.
Soon™

Played Memory with tupper today.
She won 4 out of 5 rounds and I think I know why.
While we both sucked because the brain was tired and I am generally bad at remembering stuff, she had a far more systematic approach and only selected one unknown card first, then an already known one as second choice, thus giving away 50% less locations to the other player (me).  Boring but apparently effective as I've read now. I must confess I never even thought of this strategy apart from the very end when only few unknown cards are left.

The last round came to a premature end because cat decided to sit in the middle of the remaining cards, then rolled over and batted them around. I don't recall how many board or card games at my place ended that way but I guess most.

TL;DR
Tupper outsmarted me again

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #151 on: December 28, 2016, 02:19:30 AM »
Excellent, the world doesn't need smelly host-kuns. Only tuppers and cats.

Anyway, gotta study yourself in the mirror for expressions. Have fun.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #152 on: January 01, 2017, 10:47:48 PM »
We 2017 now.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #153 on: January 02, 2017, 03:38:01 AM »
Did you make any promises to tupperu?!

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #154 on: January 04, 2017, 03:44:26 PM »
Being less of a faggot obviously. It's gonna be hard.
Tupperu on the other hand will have to come up with more viable alternatives instead of calling everything and everyone baka

Also there will be a monthly review of my 'progress' to see what I actually have achieved each month. First report about January will come in early Feb.

Other recent happenings:
It seemed like a good idea to start into the new year with an active forcing session on Salvia. Results were mixed, I did achieve a small effect and forgot where I actually was for at least a short time. Not completely different from a good normal forcing session, imagination was more vivid but there was much less control over it. I appeared to sit on a huge white arc stretching across some cartoonish wonderland. It gently swayed back and forth in the wind. Tupper was sitting on my right side and when I leaned backwards she held my arm so I would not fall off. Interesting, not unpleasant.

In reality however I was sitting on the floor and leaning against the christmas tree which almost tipped over. I've already stated that our tree is not some shrub but a giant twice a man's height and laden with tons of delicate glass decorations. It is, however, also cat-proof which really paid off. Nothing was broken but man, this could have ended badly.

That's why I never have done Salvia in relevant doses. I just don't have the padded cell for that and too much to break or kill myself with in my apartment.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #155 on: January 04, 2017, 07:25:16 PM »
That's how the tuppers get you. It's all a part of their plan.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #156 on: January 12, 2017, 09:28:08 PM »
You mean crashing the host with no survivors?

At least it looks like tupper is going to take over my finances as well and invest in Eastern Poland the stock market. Sounds like a great idea. She's very conservative, a cheapskate and hates to lose. What could possibly go wrong?



Tried to do a bit more meditation but it's not much fun if I can't sit outside. Almost manage to sit in full-lotus position now but comfortable it ain't. We also continued to practice dancing in wonderland again, still is hard. Especially thinking of my feet without trying to visualize them. Because you are supposed to look at your partner and never evar at your feet. Tell that to my brain. But there definitely is some imporovement. Not much but it's something.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #157 on: January 13, 2017, 05:18:18 AM »
Will you blame tupper if things won't go well?!

I think losers are allowed to look at their feet until they get better.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #158 on: January 17, 2017, 10:31:02 PM »
Quote from: Sands
Will you blame tupper if things won't go well?!
I'll send her a hitman if things won't go well. I want my money!

In the mean time tupper is getting serial about that 'whipping stupid host-kun into shape' as December wasn't really productive in that regard. In fact the whole 2016 wasn't productive in any regard and Alice has made it clear that this will never happen again.

I had complained that tupper was too destructive instead of being creative but she responded
a) that's what she's best at
b) it was her job
and
c) in order to create something new, the old needed to be eradicated
In times like that I'm glad she's just in charge of reorganizing my life and not executing Generalplan Ost.

Ah, I love the monster I have created.
So I spent the last days throwing out a lot of unnecessary stuff I'd been hoarding for years but never could let go. But tupper knows no mercy. Gotta say it feels good and somehow liberating. Never would have gotten this done on my own. And it's just the Beginning. I dunno where this path will lead us though...
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #159 on: January 18, 2017, 05:26:11 AM »
Yep, demons. All of them. Have fun with the rest of your short, miserable life.

Well it probably won't be short because that'd be no fun for the tupper. But there's nothing you can do except take it.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #160 on: January 20, 2017, 09:15:04 PM »


It's the future I chose.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #161 on: January 26, 2017, 06:50:24 PM »
Had another tupper related dream some days ago. It was 'realistic' in regard to Alice as she was also a tupper in the dream and only present as voice in my head.
The dream itself was unspectacular. I was in a 50s style fast food restaurant and waiting for friends that didn't show up. Apparently it was supposed to be my birthday party. Tupper said she'd rather go to the beach which we did. The 'beach' was a row of newly built wooden houses on sand, no water. Most of the dream consisted of climbing around on and in those houses and admiring the texture and feel of the wood which was quite realistic. Things eventually turned into my second favorite type of dream: low gravity
I love that stuff. Being able to jump and float over great distances until I slowly desced to the ground like a feather. Almost became lucid at some point as I was talking to tupper about said dream physics and deliberately slipping off a roof to enjoy the feeling of my hands and feet losing touch with the wooden surface and then clinging to a wooden beam with a finger. I knew something wasn't 'normal' but still didn't fully realize I was dreaming. Ah well, it was neat anyhow. Tupper doesn't remember though.

Did some more meditation today which worked fairly well despite my obvious lack of practice. Almost fell asleep and drifted off into hypnagogia. But nothing interesting happened. Still felt good.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #162 on: February 01, 2017, 08:00:06 PM »
It's February, time to look back at what we've accomplished last month.

Personal development: good
Tupper made me throw out a lot of useless stuff, well at least start with it. Also has worked out a lot of things I need to do and how. Feels productive.



Tupper development: poor
We haven't done a lot of active forcing in January but Alice has been present frequently and we did interact quite a lot in terms of passive forcing. To my defense I have to add that she wanted me to get stuff done and even refused to be around until I was finished. Still could have done a lot more. Ah well, I always want to do too much different stuff, we'll try to focus on a few things in February and work on them intensely. Not that I haven't said that a million times before...
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #163 on: February 02, 2017, 04:44:58 AM »
Force every day for x amount in February.

It'll be easy because it's the shortest month??

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #164 on: February 21, 2017, 05:16:45 PM »
Good to see the forum is back.
Anyway, still here, progress is painfully slow as always. Haven't managed to get into forcing every day for a certain amount at all, damn.
Still have to get a lot of stuff done but I'll definitely do that daily forcing routine all March.
Valentine's Day wasn't that great either, I was too busy but at least we made a chocolate cake.



At least I've managed to put significant parts of tupper's plan for world domination into action. Slow and steady wins the race.
And we've been in the mountains and meditated in a forest in the freshly fallen snow while watching the sun rise. That was an extraordinary experience.

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