Will it be a legit cooking and baking date with birthday cake?

Imagine if that was the way to success after all and you had just been ignoring it, huh.

Meanwhile in wonderland

I didn't ask for this!
But seriously, who comes up with such storylines? Also there's a disturbing amount of 'Alices' in animu. Not that anyone ever got the lame name jokes in this diary anyway - oh wait, theres no one here except Mr. Bot.

Ah well, half of October is already gone, weather is awesome which means less active forcing. I did manage to meditate outside listening to the sound of falling leaves. Much awesome! And had some progress with dancing together and generally having more fun in wonderland. But not nearly enough.

Yessir!

Last week brought some warm and sunny days so we went on another short trip to southwest Germany and bought some fruits so we could make an almond-quince cake for Alice's 3rd birthday. As usual everything from raw ingredients. Hell we even made the candles from scratch. It was a lot of work but turned out really well. Surely one of the best cakes ever.
r8 the amount of autism

How much did tupper participate? Well, not enough. Both possession and sharing any senses still suck most of the time.
Tried to do as much forcing as possible (still pathetic) yet no spectacular progress. Some weak touch imposition stuff but we both got really confused about it after a while. Feel kinda exhausted from the past days.
Still I will start another week of daily updates since it will force me to actually produce at least some kind of results to report!

Nah, I already spend more time writing reports than forcing with a single daily update. Not like I write this shit in 30sec as one would suppose.
For now I'll do at least two 30min sessions of active forcing daily an see if that yields any results. 2x 1h would be even better.

Mon, Oct 30th
First session wasn't overly productive, meditated most of the time to get rid of intrusive thoughts, then fell asleep.
Second session was much better, pretty good visualization. Still got problems with my wonderland body and anatomy in general but it's been worse. This faggot brought up the idea to use shadow boxing to train parallel processing so we tried to have a swordfight to both act simultaneously. But as we really suck at that plus got no idea about swordfighting it was more like two kids swinging sticks at each other. Not that boxing would be any better. Martial arts is still a blind spot for me. Much to Alice's dismay.

Any other advice on parallel processing / independence?

Duh, tupper's never been really fond of doing stuff there on her own, rather to change the world out there. Would be easier if I did something in wonderland while she'd like clean the house or something. Yes, that would be it.

Tue, Oct. 31th
Pretty much the opposite of yesterday, first session was fine, fell asleep on the 2nd. Mostly did work on wonderland bodies, focusing on hands. Try to meditate during the day whenever there's time, there are definitely some improvements to both that and visualization. At least for the moment. Really feel the impact of active forcing, the brain is working overtime.