Random pretty disturbing stuff.
Our wonderland bodies warping or doing jerky movements on their own, scenes repeating, distorted faces and some monster consisting of black smoke. It did nothing though. Normally tupper is not impressed by such shit or anything weird that happens in wonderland because who gives a fuck but the fact that all this happened on its own over and over again was really annoying. She could not stop it and got really angry. I told her to just ignore it instead of thrashing everything which just caused the effects to respawn immediately. Well whatever. I guess I was just tired and exhausted.

Thu, Nov 2nd
Missed evening session, night session was ok, no more intrusive shit, average visualization. Tried to do more math but it only works if we do it together. I suck at multitasking, so I guess no parallel processing anytime soon.

Wow, this thread has over 20K views now, Mr. Bot sure is busy.

Actually I was surprised it worked at least a little bit. I really suck at math but still it's not totally impossible to do something else simultaneously. Just really hard. If I'd really practice that shit for several hours a day who knows what would be possible?
I'd possibly die from exhaustion in the first week

Fri, Nov. 3rd
More visualization practice on tupper's face and hands. We made a campfire and Alice had fun picking up glowing pieces of charcoal  and watching the color change as they dim. She's always been poking around in fire with bare hands because I guess she can.

Totally forgot about cool dancing shadows. And the scent of smoke. Not to mention the sounds of crackling embers. Fuq, this is even more multitasking than the math stuff.

Sat, Nov 4th
So we did it again, this time trying to pay attention to all the sensations and the surrounding wonderland. I wanted to barbecue something other than wonderland animals as tupper suggested and ended up using one of the green basketball-sized spiny fruits from the tree Alice made long ago. It popped open and separated into slices containing white flesh with big embedded seeds, but still didn't taste like anything. Wonderland senses are still virtually nonexistent. Visualization wasn't really good today either. No matter, I'll continue doing this for an hour a day. It can only get better.

Don't get lazy because you don't have to write what you did.

I was the bot all along.

I guess you need more t-t-t-t-tupper dates.

That cat better be catty.

I found an interesting site a while ago that fills line drawings with patterns. One option is cat. It generates some pretty neat stuff sometimes, others are just creepy. Perfect!

So here we go, these are tupper's first drawings of our cat made from reference photos because the real model was all curled up and asleep. Note the smug grin!




And of course she also had to draw this from last post


It worked kinda well though I didn't manage to occupy myself in wonderland all the time. Drawing is still really difficult so I was somewhat involved and did interfere. We'll see how things go from here, it would be awesome if we developed different drawing styles. Right now our 'art' looks quite similar and like it was created by a retard.