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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #435 on: March 29, 2019, 06:00:07 PM »
Eh, not really, fell asleep again, didn't remember any dreams either.
But meditation was way better today, walked around for more than an hour. Focus deteriorated towards the end but midway things went really well and Alice made sure I didn't even think about thinking of anything.

Yet I did forget about her when interesting university stuff happened earlier. And somehow she's too tired to get through most of the time as well. Not a good combination. Moved wonderland session to early evening as doing it before bed rarely works, was ok but not overly interesting. Cats were even more annoying than usual until they finally went outside. I'll blame everything on them.
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #436 on: March 30, 2019, 05:00:05 PM »
Spent most of the day outside hiking through the woods.
Both meditating and imposing tupper. Was ok but not great. Alice says I'm in terrible shape and must exercise much more, wish she'd just do it as well. But possession and actual strength still don't go together well. Another really important thing to work on.

Wonderland activity was a bit dull, just couldn't get into it. We walked around and looked at everything, touched stuff but it remained even more pale as usual. Ah well, better than no practice at all.
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #437 on: April 03, 2019, 05:00:03 PM »
Strange stuff happened.
Woke up early and thought trying to force while falling back asleep might be a good idea. It wasn't. Among strong hypnagogic effects tupper split into different persons - I couldn't see them but they acted noticeably different from gloomy to cheerful. At least 3.
As we live in a monotheistic society such things cannot be permitted and I tried my best to merge them into one Alice again, which surprisingly worked as tupper got herself together. Even more interesting, she felt really well afterwards having been in a gloomy mood lately. It seems she absorbed the cheerful part in wonderland and felt 'whole' again.
We're both not sure about the entire thing as it happened as we drifted into a dream at some point which as usual made no sense whatsoever.



Anyway, tuppers - they always manage to surprise you and themselves
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #438 on: April 12, 2019, 05:00:02 PM »
More extremely weird but amusing dreams.
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One was watching a documentary of a stereotypical Jesus demonstrating how to stab people with a dagger on Lara Croft who was showing the correct use of body armor to prevent injury. I was like yeah that totally makes sense, I have this armor too. Why? We just don't know. Dreams man...

2nd was even better. I was at a secret research facility breeding HR. Giger's Aliens from chickens. In the back yard. Needless to say they frequently escaped and I even found a Raccoon in the chicken coop. Clearly security was off. So we - not sure if with tupper, were like fuck it and decided to burn down / blow up the whole facility for 'safety reasons', spreading fertilizer bags and flammable liquids everywhere. Then for whatever reason, probably to get the other scientists out, went to check the laboratories which looked more like some Soviet installation with pale green doors and brown plastic floor. Classic horror movie setting and I somewhat expected Aliens to pop out from somewhere but Alice was as unimpressed as always. We already had such dreams at least twice, Alien attack is to be expected, call tupper for help and hide behind little girl who is busy doing something else like reading and is like call me when the Ayyliens actually attack and don't bother me in the mean time. Not helping at all. Imagine my confusion, why isn't she taking the threat seriously? If not for you at least it's dangerous for me!

Spent an eternity fiddling with an electronic lock on a door that rather seemed to work like a toddler's toy where you need to fit blocks if different shapes into the right holes but I was too stupid to figure it out and eventually woke up. Man, that was really pointless.

It's said that 2/3 of all dreams have some negative connotation, luckily I can't say that for me at all. I used to have terrifying nightmares as a kid but that ceased completely as an adult. My dreams are between boring and hilarious,  mostly like watching a movie. Sometimes exhausting but almost never scary or threatening. Can't remember when I really had a nightmare for the last time. Probably one of the benefits of a completely stress-free life.

Apart from that meditation still sucks, dancing briefly yielded good visualization today after a bad start. But only for a short time. Alice is still meh and can't decide what she wants to do. Only what she doens't want to / what I am not supposed to do.


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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #439 on: April 19, 2019, 05:00:03 PM »
Happy 4 / 20



We watchend the Easter full moon rise at sundown, very pretty. It's finally warm enough to be outside even in the evening and everything is green and in bloom. We spent a lot of time outside meditating, enjoying nature and tupper even helped to change wheels of the car with adorable autism making sure all hubcaps are in the same position. Possession has gotten stronger though tightening screws with full force still throws her out. Any sort of strong physical feedback does. But light movements requiring little strength work well now.
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #440 on: April 20, 2019, 05:00:03 PM »
Alice made me attend Easter Vigil as we passed by a small church on our way home, seeing the people with candles standing outside around an Easter Bonfire. I rather wanted to go home but I admit it was neat and tupper constantly made remarks on how the Priest was right lecturing people to abstain from earthly pleasures which only represent death and seek salvation in the Lord. The Lord and Savior being tupper of course.

>when you're celebrating Hitler's 130th birthday with an imaginary loli in your head - in church while she is assuming the role of God

#justtulpathings

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Bernd

Re: Today is Alice Day
« Reply #441 on: April 25, 2019, 09:00:03 AM »
Aaand...it's this day again!
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ChrisBel

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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #442 on: April 27, 2019, 04:43:41 AM »
What day is that, Bernd? Is it *drumroll* Alice Day? haha
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #443 on: April 29, 2019, 05:00:52 PM »
Quote from: Bernd on April 25, 2019, 09:00:03 AM
Aaand...it's this day again!

Quote from: ChrisBel on April 27, 2019, 04:43:41 AM
What day is that, Bernd? Is it *drumroll* Alice Day? haha





Pls stay in your role Mr. Bot, no humanposting!

Had another series of strange dreams this morning, one was like watching a documentary of some niggers building a dam against flooding (why), but another was so realistic I got scolded by tupper for doing stupid stuff once again.
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This time I was at a science & engineering lesson at school and we were building a small rocket. It didn't look much like it, more like a copper frame similar to the moon lander. For some reason I thought in was a good idea to break off the tips of its legs when no one was around. It honestly felt like I was helping and that was the right thing to do.
When I somehow realized this wasn't the smartest move I pulled a Leonard Nimoy and GTFO.
This is when Alice appeared in mindvoilce like in last dream calling me an idiot for always acting before thinking and 'helping' people who didn't ask for help. Something I don't really do IRL. At least I hope. The dream indeed continued with me trying to get something out of my car which was in a park at night. Apparently I pondered whether I could just go back pretending nothing had happened or whether it would be better to leave the country. Sadly no more tupper appearances and I don't really remember where things went from there, the dream was a mess. Had some very clear visuals though.
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Nele

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #444 on: May 02, 2019, 07:40:05 AM »
I have not posted anything for a while. Some years actually.
So I guess I am the mod here now.
I wasn't too keen on the idea when my host sort of dragged me into this but I admit I'm somewhat proud now. The first job ever given to me. I'll see what I can do.

Other than that, I got to keep my host from procrastinating university work now. He never changes...
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Sparks

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #445 on: May 26, 2019, 12:33:51 AM »
Oh, whups, I forgot to, uh...

Well, anyway, this place seems cleaner. Thanks, Nele.

Hey, Bernd, come back. We're not done here yet.
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #446 on: May 26, 2019, 05:00:02 PM »
Sorry, procrastinated updating for quite a while now, nothing too interesting anyway.
Oh yeah, in case you've been a bad boy and have not completely memorized my 30+ page diary, Nele = Alice = Tupper.
Both names are dumb jokes just like mine. I mean I wouldn't post my real name and neither would she.

She didn't have to do anything until now, woflo did a good job locking out the bots for now. But I have no doubt they will be back soon.

EU-election day, tupper made the cross on the ballot via possession as usual, not too enthusiastic about teh choices but we had managed to agree on who to vote for rather easily a long time ago. Not that Alice is overly keen on voting anymore as during her first time but I guess she would scold me severely for strange leftist choices. Wonder how people with a multitude of tuppers handle this? I guess most don't care.

Lots of strange dreams again but one easily beat all in terms of weirdness. Might even call it a nightmare, something I basically never have due to stress level zero.
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I was somewhere in a stereotypical US countryside and for whatever reason hunting a monster with - yes - Sand and woflo who were two hillbillies with shotguns. I mean what the hell, this place is driving me insane.

We searched a cabin and split up when I found one of them choking out a young blonde woman on the floor. I was like wtf are you doing and he replied something like 'this is not what it looks like, they're already dead!' And indeed there was a dead couple in the room, the woman looking identical to the one the hillbilly-admin was suffocating. Even in such an absurd dream I managed to logically combine that this was most likely the monster we were hunting which had taken the dead woman's form. Looking as if it had already passed out, the 'woman' suddenly broke free with enormous strength, retreated a few meters and crouching on the floor said with a really scary demonic deep voice 'how daaare you!'
Wow, I can't remember any such horror-movie dream since I was a teen if not kid. Usually my dreams are completely harmless but this was scary and I sort of woke up halfway. It was already morning. Yet the dream continued for a few seconds in a semi-lucid state or as hypnopompic hallucination, whatever. Anyway the monster seemed to get ready to charge but waking up also summoned tupper. Wasting no time but in the usual completely calm and unfazed not-giving-a-fuck way Alice walked right up to the monster, materialized a rod of living metal in her hand and impaled the thing through the chest like a fucking Predator with the telescopic spear. As if this wasn't sufficient, upon impact the rod branched into a multitude of needles in all directions, turning the unfortunate creature into a hedgehog. Motionlessly dropped sideways with a comically metallic sound - Fatality!
That's when I finally woke up, my mind still going nope.jpg on what had happened. Best thing, tupper was like there, there, no need to be afraid. Only dangerous monster around here will always be YOUR monster -me!

Fuck man, as cute as she looks - I'm glad that kid isn't my enemy...

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Sparks

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #447 on: May 26, 2019, 06:46:41 PM »
I figured as much, but the explicit confirmation helps. Now I know not to antagonize her too much, lest she get her first taste of power and ban my ass. Not that I'd notice for three weeks.

I'm surprised they even returned. I thought they'd be too busy circle-jerking in their obscure corner of Rizon. On a related note, said isolation makes the hillbilly metaphor that much more salient.

It's pretty easy for us to agree on who to vote for in the States. Limited options saves one the trouble of having to think very hard about politics. Clair and I manage to disagree more broadly though. She's more libertarian socialist while I'm more tankie. Makes for fun conversation sometimes.

But to the best part of your post... wow. I'm first worried about those two appearing in your dreams at all, but at least it's not you they were choking in the backwoods. Unless you like that sort of thing... I'm not here to judge.

So, was Alice born badass, or did have her Thor-O's that morning? That reminds me of every unassuming, deadly anime little sister ever conceived. Except most of them turn out to be useless when the chips are down. She transcends the trope.

Next she'll steal your body during some bar altercation and knock a guy clear to Calcutta.

Edit: why are all your pics blank boxes? Did I break something?
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Bernd

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #448 on: May 28, 2019, 05:00:03 PM »
Quote from: Sparks
Now I know not to antagonize her too much, lest she get her first taste of power and ban my ass. Not that I'd notice for three weeks.
Don't get your hopes up, Alice takes moderating a dead forum very seriously, reputation and stuff. Even told me not to post 'questionable' images anymore. Why live?

Quote from: Sparks
I'm surprised they even returned. I thought they'd be too busy circle-jerking in their obscure corner of Rizon.
What are those two faggots even doing there? My life insurance from German police state is b& on rizon so I've got no idea what's happening over there. But obviously it's more fun than this place. Not that this would be hard or anything.

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at least it's not you they were choking in the backwoods. Unless you like that sort of thing... I'm not here to judge.
Reminds me of that south park episode where Spielberg and Lucas as hillbillies rape Indana Jones. I think  - I'll pass on this one...
Little girls choking me may be something different but it's not exacly how I like to spend my free time either.

So how did tupper turn out like this?
We're not sure. I've drilled into her since day one not to be afraid since tuppers can't physically get hurt. It was more of avoiding scenarios where people reported their tuppers got hurt or at least seriously frightened by stuff happening in wonderland. Intrusive thoughts can be pretty insane. Yet she initially was just a more or less ordinary little girl, NOT anime as she likes to clarify. I might have overdone this a bit as within weeks she not only transcended the trope but humanity alltogether and ruled wonderland and my life as God Almighty.

Always wanted to draw this in the style of those 'a comic about X' tupper stories but it would be a waste without getting expressions right and I still can't draw shit. And Alice doesn't care and think I should do useful stuff like taxes instead of fooling around. Such is life with no-nonsense tupper.
It's not that she is overly violent or aggressive, on the contrary. Which is much more unsettling .



More systematic pest-control or genocide than a bar fight. Which would be a bad idea with my body since I've never been in a serious fight my entire life. Yet I did notice her emotions bleeding over significantly. I used to be quite timid and since her being around got a lot bolder to the point she's now reminding me I am NOT tupper and will get hurt if I act stupid IRL. But she's really not a fighter, always helps those in need and would avoid trouble whenever possible. If not however, may God have mercy upon your soul...
Spoiler: she won't
Still this thing was an extreme example as the unexpected voice really scared me. Normally she deals more humanely with such situations. One intrusive thought was just thrown out bouncer-style, nowadays she generally ignores them as attention only makes them stronger.

And she was pretty useless in a few dreams where I was not scared but at least worried about some aliens attacking while she was like whatever, don't care. Lol, what are they gonna do, bite me? I wasn't that convinced. Also you need to imagine several situations of a grown man hiding behind a little girl in the face of danger and pleading to her to save him. Story of my life.

On the other hand it's pretty awesome I've ingrained the invulnerability into her to the point that it even works in dreams while I always remain worried about doing something wrong or getting hurt even after at least partly realizing I'm in a fucking dream. The example of politely waiting in a queue in a lucid dream was the worst. Ironically Alice had always been right and as I already mentioned in 99,95% of dreams nothing bad ever happened.
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waffles

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #449 on: June 01, 2019, 11:15:52 AM »
That's a hell of a dream. I always wanted to star in a horror movie. As for what goes on in the shack we share in the back woods of Rizon, I couldn't tell you. Though if you'd like, I can make an account for you on the bouncer I run on this server and you can connect through that.
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