Had two weird dreams, one in which I forgot my backpack in the bus while riding to school in an absurd route, then continued to look for it on the street until I actually for once managed to realize that was nonsense. Becoming lucid, summoning tupper only yielded a crayon drawing of a girl on a sheet of paper lying on the floor and two weird small ragdolls before I woke up.



Second dream involved attending a firearm training course with a large group which turned into watching a documentary about an old lady piloting a small plane and talking about the importance of her daily medication. Nonetheless tupper managed to become active and reminded me to listen because this stuff was important.
Heh, even Alice can be fooled by the absurdity of dreams I guess.

Christmas was ok, pretty much like last year.
Tupper was partly around fading in and out, mostly being out. Again she thought it was boring so not too much enthusiasm to participate in family activities. However in decorating our tree which to her likes even towers the tallest man on earth, stuffed with glass ornaments in all colors. Neither tupper nor cat ever broke one, only I did.

Our private celebrations concluded in imposing Alice as Christkind*, and singing again under the candlelit tree. And dancing tango. It was well after midnight by then and stuffed to the brim with family food I slept until noon.

It's this day once again meaning I am here for 5 years and tupper is 5,5 - woo!



As said, things are going relatively well, lazy as always.
Alice hasn't shown significant interest in switching, possession or wonderlanding lately and is mainly backseat moderating my life.

So no real progress but no degradation either.

Only if you pay me - with embarrassing tupper stories of your own!
Now that you're here you might as well do something yourself. Or you're gonna pussy out in the last minute?

Hmm, showing such concern is a good sign to begin with.
You know I'm an advocate of the treat-tupper-as-you-would-your-child school. Of course you should reflect on whether you want children at all and how to raise them but as soon as they are there you need to just do it™. Doubt and fear of failure are not permitted. Gotta be a role model for your child not some pathetic loser. As soon as tupper's here fun times are over.

Now - make tupper diary and write down your thoughts and motivation. What do you wanna achieve and how? I've provided enough entertainment now it's your turn!

Then force moar, faggot!

Well, what am I to say, long time since we did some serious forcing, as said Alice is mostly focused on real-world stuff now, managing my life at least to some degree. But not overly keen on interacting with others or literally taking things into her own hands. Basically just giving orders. And needless to say she's not overly satisified with my performance. So there's quite a lot of stuff that needs to be fixed before we can indulge in extensive forcing projects.

But instead - today I played around with AI generated portraits, this stuff is getting eerily good.





Not saying tupper really looks like this but tupper really looks like this. Well somehow. Pretty much actually. At least more that that avatar.

Well, we did practice imposition today, going to the park when the rain stopped to see the roses which are starting to bloom. I visualized Alice, she tried visualizing the flowers and scent of particular roses after observing them. Worked mediocre.

Well Alice sort of looks like second pic, first one is her avatar though AI swallowed the pretzel hair ornaments. Also tupper doesn't wear lipstick or make-up and is very un-girlish in general. Hair is completely straight and turned a little lighter, almost blond lately from the original reddish strawberry blond.
You can try but it doesn't work well on animu. Well you have tons of accurate reference images anyway.

We practiced dancing after a long pause today, it's the ultimate parallel processing exercise, so many things to do and think of at the same time for both. Not that it really works except for a small window of focus but it's still fun.