Author Topic: Every Day is Alice Day  (Read 177881 times)

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #390 on: September 10, 2018, 05:00:02 PM »
Did a dancing session for the first time in more than a month. Went surprisingly well meaning stuff is ingrained in long-term memory now and won't disappear even without regular practice. Which should be done anyway because playing 80s disco with tupper is one of the most entertaining things ever. There was some almost tangible hand-holding imposition, interesting. But I've noticed that doing some practice for the first time after a longer pause often yields exceptional results. Maybe because it's kinda new again.

Regardless of that, Alice is still set on 2 major tasks, getting me a decent job and her an even more decent place to live. Meh, I'd rather keep my quiet life as a professional underachiever. But tupper says that's no way to live and unfortunately she's right. Even made an imaginary map with areas of interest which was kinda cute. But way out of our financial league for anything bigger than a hotel room. She still likes to go to these neighborhoods because

On the other hand, while Alice has very clear ideas and strict guidelines on how a good place is defined, she doesn't care where in the world it is. I'd rather have a home in some place with lots of stuff. I'm a collector while tupper has no interest in nonvital material stuff and would sell all my possessions to travel the world as some sort of wandering monk if she could. Even the cat.
Even the cat...
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #391 on: September 20, 2018, 05:00:02 PM »
Had to work on some boring paper so - procrastination time!
Did a number of shitty personality tests with tupper which was kind of fun. The results weren't surprising. Tupper is a narcissictic cryptofascist and control freak while I am a hyperavoidant pussy who goes great lengths to stay out of any potentially troublesome situations. Interestingly though we're both political centrists with next to no differences. Funniest thing  was a test to guess whether you're are white or black. Needless to say, Alice is Extremely White ™.

And I'm proud to report that my relationship with her is 2.83% less abusive than the population average. I guess other people have it tough. After playing along for a while tupper did her job and forced me to actually do my work - while being completely out. In exchange she was extremely lively when I wanted to finally go to sleep and dragged me around in wonderland for a while. Weird.
Well, tuppers doing tupper things.
« Last Edit: October 16, 2018, 01:58:05 PM by Bernd »

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #392 on: September 24, 2018, 07:23:33 AM »
Tell tupper she's getting sold off if she's threatening cat.

And depending on where you live/want to live, buying your own place might very well end up being cheaper than paying rent. Just don't get anything so expensive you're stuck paying a lot for the rest of your life.

Anyway wow, leaving you alone for a while gets you results... Make a thread with shitty personality quizzes in off-topic. And the black white test.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #393 on: September 24, 2018, 05:00:03 PM »
Sand is back!
No worries, I'll never give up cat.
Unfortunately real estate prices in Munich have become insane - at least in better areas. Needless to say we're already in a better area. Moving uphill from there will be very, very expensive. Plus it's important to keep an eye on tupper regarding that. She has somewhat eccentric priorities due to not being designed to be an average human.

Kids, think this through before creating a tupper. You don't want to end up like me, do you?

Ah well.
It's become autumn and too cold for gypsies to make a ruckus outside. So we're in no hurry. It's definitely doable, just a question whether it's really worth it. And I can already hear Alice complaining how much the new place sucks which is why she's in charge of all that and it's her responsibility. Heh!

For more shitty tests including results see here.
Nothing you could really call progress though. We will do more active forcing now that drama has settled a bit. And drawing. I still haven't given up on that. My list of ideas is ever expanding.
« Last Edit: October 16, 2018, 02:00:05 PM by Bernd »

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #394 on: October 01, 2018, 04:59:53 PM »
Walked by a mother with a small child today.
The child pointed at me and the mother said "Yes, the man is returning home from work!"
Tupper burst into laughter.

Been slacking on meditation lately, summer was too beautiful to sit around with closed eyes. So I'm still as absent-minded as ever.
« Last Edit: October 01, 2018, 05:17:19 PM by Bernd »

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #395 on: October 10, 2018, 05:00:03 PM »
Was hiking in the alps. Beautiful weather, Alice delighted by the changing colors of leafs. Just fun how much solar-powered she is. Tupper does not like shade at all and drags me out into the sun agin as fast as possible. Looking for interesting rocks to collect was also not taken well. First because Alice thinks I already have too much trash that should be thrown away, second because it takes resources from imposing her.

Did I ask for a nagging wife?
I do not remember. But probably. Ah well, at least she's not old and ugly.
« Last Edit: October 14, 2018, 04:58:06 PM by Bernd »

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #396 on: October 14, 2018, 05:00:04 PM »
Election Day.
Tupper made the cross on the ballot which took a loong time and people were probably wondering what the hell I was doing in the voting booth but whatever. Meditated in the park at sundown, was gud. I'll start a week of daily updates ahead of Alice's upcoming birthday.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #397 on: October 16, 2018, 06:00:03 AM »
Mon, Oct 15th
45 min. meditation in the evening, lots of intrusive thoughts. Only got better at the end. Some forcing in wonderland but was too tired, eventually fell asleep.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #398 on: October 17, 2018, 09:00:04 AM »
Tue, Oct 16th
Meditation in the morning was better, also tried meditating while waiting during the day. Imposing Alice while walking in greater detail as usual with focus on feet.
Evening meditation session was the worst in a long time, ended up thinking what to do in winter holidays. Wonderland session wasn't any better, some Samurai figure impaled tupper with a spear which had the usual effect - none.

Alice gradually absorbed the spear and then the unfortunate Samurai before hitting me over the head with a rolled up newspaper. Bad host, bad!

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #399 on: October 18, 2018, 03:00:02 PM »
Wed, Oct 17th
Uneventful day, Alice was mostly inactive and I was tired.
Practiced dancing and some wonderland visualization in the evening.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #400 on: October 19, 2018, 12:00:04 PM »
Thu, Oct 18th
400 posts!
Practiced possession while walking in the park, went surprisingly well. Tupper had barely been active in the past days but became more lively while possessing, touching trees and picking up leaves. Meditation in between varied, some good moments, mostly bad. Been even more lazy than usual this endless summer, time to step up on forcing, especially visualization. It's even more awful than it used to be.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #401 on: October 20, 2018, 05:05:26 PM »
Fri, Oct 19th
Tupper mad because I'm not doing my work properly. Not to speak of forcing. Still tried a bit of imposition and wonderland visualiation but nothing noteworthy. One more session will follow as I'm going to sleep. I'll use Fede's tones tomorrow, haven't done so in a long time. Already kind of nostalgia. I wonder what he's doing nowadays!?

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #402 on: October 21, 2018, 04:00:45 PM »
Sat, Oct 20th
Actually did some work that had piled up in the past work, mainly cleaning and tidying up which is highly appreciated by tupper and a decent forcing exercise. 30min session with descending Theta tones, wew I had totally forgotten that feeling. Still reminds me of the first tuppering weeks when we did this excessively. Good forcing session for a change.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #403 on: October 22, 2018, 05:00:55 PM »
Sun Oct 21th
Tupper sad because she still feels powerless against my master procrastination skills. However we actually managed to get shit done together. After comforting and brushing tupper like cat.

Practiced dancing in the evening with focus on holding hands. Still nothing more than the faintest feels. 30min of wonderland session, average, which is the new good.
Wow, that was probably the most unproductive forcing week ever. Been a busy week which is of course no excuse but I have a lot of free time in the net weeks so we'll hopefully get some actual progress for Alice's 4th birthday.
« Last Edit: December 25, 2019, 12:48:48 PM by Bernd »

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #404 on: October 30, 2018, 05:00:10 PM »
Alice was cooking dinner via possession and we had different opinions on which stage to switch the stove. This resulted is both of us turning it up and down several times in quick succession until tupper told me to stop intervening.

The whole thing only lasted for about 3 seconds but was actually hilarious in hindsight. I love that stuff.

Something similar happened when I tried to change the color of her clothes because I thought they weren't "right". Only to be told that they were exactly as intended, turning them back.
« Last Edit: November 10, 2018, 06:16:53 PM by Bernd »