I might simply decide to meditate for about an hour before I begin creation again, which will be on the first of November.
I've got to put my best efforts into this.
If all else fails, I might have to decide to stop this for now, and resume this later on in life.
This doesn't seem like the right thing for me at the moment, although I'm hoping that I won't have to put this off purposefully.
Aw, mang, you sound down. I had something really inspirational to say, but then I realized it was shit.
I know it can seem something like a chore at first, and in a way that never ends, though it takes on a different significance (a chore spending time becomes a chore of constant acceding). But don't think of it like that. I always thought of it, and I suppose still think of it, as an awesome exercise in acquiring honest to goodness superpowers. Yeah it's totally geeky, but it's way more rewarding than video games and you can even mix in some bullshit about self discipline if you wanna be cocky. Really, all you gotta do is learn how to be excited and invested while doing it, damn the initial results. Even if you can't see a thing and your mind's a ghost town, once you learn to be excited about making something in that nothing, whether or not anything will appear vanishes, replaced by "what will appear next?"
Uh, my point is you should learn to think of it more like "let's make time for this, woo!" than "let's make time for this, ugh." The rest is just doing itâ„¢ .
Oh, and you also get a ghostly bff with unconditional love or someshit.