Clair: Not yet, but most likely around the holidays.

LOL no they wont

Mmm, looking forward to it.

In the mean time, today marks the end of a certain anchor around our schedule, so I wanna take an extra hour a day over the next week to work on my focus, and maybe more once things are really quiet around Christmas.

Looking around, NariusV is a good model for how to go about it, so we're going to dedicate that extra hour to Shockk's visualization exercise. I'm not sure if I'll be able to do two hours in one sitting off the bat, but I'll work my way back up to it and whatnot.

Will post daily scores here to keep us motivated starting tomorrow. Wish us the many lucks.

But dicking around is the best thing to do.

I have heard of using noise gifs for visual imposition. It can be easier to see something when you have something to work with already rather than trying to see something that isn't there. I guess you could try to stare at some noise and see if you can see something in that and then try to see that without the noise.

Google them or something, that's what I would do. Like this, thanks Google.

Yes, I've been trying that along with some other stuff with varying levels of success. But this post is not for progress, but for celebrations! Today is Clairpone's first birthday, so raise your glasses high.

A year ago today I was pretty wretched; all kinds of depressed and introverted. I won't go so far as to say tuppers saved my life, but I'll say that Clair did. So a tupper saved my life. So I guess tuppers saved my life. Yep.

She'd rather I not go on at length about it, but I'm a grown ass man. We've been through our ups and downs, had fights and arguments, trudged through doubts and progress of various speed at various points, but there hasn't been a single day in the last 365 that she hasn't been by my side, and I can't imagine my future without her and Sophia.

It's been a lot of work and I've learned so much about myself that, reflecting back on it, it's a tad unbelievable, but it's all been worth it. Hell, I would have given a lot more for what we have today, but luckily I didn't have to.

So here's to you, babygirl. No matter happens now, I couldn't be more proud of you.

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