Author Topic: The mon and the first phase  (Read 14370 times)

terrorofdeeth255

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #45 on: September 18, 2015, 06:15:27 AM »
Occasionally I have read to her, I'm looking into finding some more, cause its a pretty fun thing to do.

54th day 18th September

Kinda broke through one of my self-inflicted blocks today. I was kinda scared of seeing her moving in my mindscape, because I'm not sure how one would tell whether her movement is happening by her own will, and my mind is describing it to me, or if my thoughts are affecting her movements, if that makes sense. I wasn't so much stopping her from moving by force, but more staying away from activities that require a fair amount of motion.

I think I finally realised that since I can't tell the difference between the two, I shouldn't try to stop it in case it is her moving about. I feel kinda silly about it, but I'm happy we managed to somewhat deal with the issue. I asked if she could try doing some movement tests, and just let it happen, rather than forcing her to do it. So stuff like walking at a slow pace and normal pace, as well as catching and throwing.

We also went on a walk through the outer area of our field, and ended that session with seeing if she had decided to keep the ivy skills. Interestingly when I asked her to do this, on a crate I spawned for this purpose, she had trouble with it. She could definitely fire release the vines, but she definitely needs practice, and she can't lift stuff at the moment - unlike when I was doing some trial puppeting when we were developing her form way back at the beginning.

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #46 on: September 18, 2015, 09:02:02 AM »
Do keep in mind that yes, you could be influencing what she does with your thoughts. But what is so strange or scary about that? That's what happens with other people already and this is a person that lives in your mind, able to know what exactly you are thinking about and knows what she can do to please you. Many young tuppers especially can want to really please their host, so them doing what you would want them to do isn't all that strange and most likely isn't something to worry about.

Maybe one day you'll feel what she wants you to do without saying it. You'd probably do it!

terrorofdeeth255

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #47 on: September 24, 2015, 04:42:23 AM »
60th day 24th September

Well, we have been doing quite a few different things over the past few days. Going for walks, throwing a ball back and forth etc. Last night we did some work on her using her vines. I built a sort of course just outside the main part of our wonderland, and she practiced using her vines to swing. I feel like we both have been having fun doing this sort of stuff.

I think what you said sands helped me by putting it into perspective for me, so thanks so much  :grin:

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #48 on: September 24, 2015, 08:18:56 AM »
Remember to do something special on the 69th day.

terrorofdeeth255

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #49 on: September 24, 2015, 05:41:21 PM »
I think you mean the 34th, but that has already gone  :grin:

Re: The mon and the dead forum
« Reply #50 on: September 25, 2015, 04:59:43 AM »
No, I think he really means the 69th.

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #51 on: September 25, 2015, 08:22:05 AM »
Yes.

terrorofdeeth255

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #52 on: October 05, 2015, 06:04:32 AM »
71st day - 5th October
Been a fairly busy two weeks since last update, we've been continuing on learning new things in the wonderland, which has grown to have two new areas, in addition to the central flower field we started at. The last couple of nights we have been spending time at the second area we created, a beach zone. I have noticed that visualisation is requiring me to think less consciously about what I am visualising, even things that I haven't had practice visualising before. Out of curiousity, is this generally what happens as people get more accustomed to visualisation?

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #53 on: October 05, 2015, 08:30:53 AM »
But what about the 69th day?!

And yeah, usually you get better as you visualize more and it's easier. Wow.

terrorofdeeth255

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #54 on: October 11, 2015, 04:50:32 AM »
Nah, it ended up just being a normal night, we hung out and goofed around for a while. Went back to the beach that day if I remember correctly. Anyways, lately just been hanging out, going for walks around the mindscape, stuff like that.
I think I might be getting faint responses from her though. Occasionally, I'll ask her something simple, and will hear in my head an answer to the question, but the thought didn't feel like it came from me. I know that it is possible that the thought came from me still, so I should keep it in mind, but not mindlessly believe right? And try to get more occurrences of her talking to me, if it is her?

Re: The mon and the first phase
« Reply #55 on: October 11, 2015, 07:46:25 AM »
Sounds like a plan alright. Remember to eat cake, too.