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Sands:
Will you bake something next time?

timethief:

--- Quote from: Sands on December 28, 2015, 04:17:38 PM ---Will you bake something next time?

--- End quote ---
Sure.
Day 8:
Read cake log above. Passive forcing (narration). Nothing noteworthy.

Sands:
Excuse me, cake is always noteworthy.

timethief:

--- Quote from: Sands on December 29, 2015, 08:07:21 AM ---Excuse me, cake is always noteworthy.

--- End quote ---
I meant, nothing noteworthy aside from the above cake note, which since was noted individually above by extension was noteworthy (since it had a note made for itself, duh). I'm sorry, the statement was not as clear as it should have been.

Day 9:
Tried hot sauce again. Face and mouth went numb. Tried multiple sauces. Same result. I therefore conclude that this is definitely a sensation introduced by my tulpa. This did not happen before starting tulpamancy. Doesn't happen with other foods. I have no known allergies.
Narration (note: I don't think I really need to say it, there isn't a day that goes without narration. Maybe if there's a day without then I'll write that instead). Soft presence. No vocality yet. So far so good.

timethief:
Day 10:
Two active forcing sessions:
1st one - 15 minutes outside.
Closed my eyes as I imagined my tulpa by my side as we chatted about the weather and how everything's been going.
2nd one - 20 minutes outside.
Same as before but with eyes open as we watched some birds fly from and to a tree (in the physical world).

Didn't really feel much presence, if at all to be honest. Just felt calm but I suppose that's from the meditation itself.
I'm confident though that my tupper's still there. I keep narrating and including them into my daily life.

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