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timethief descends into sauce for a bottle of reactions
« Reply #15 on: December 29, 2015, 08:14:42 PM »
Excuse me, cake is always noteworthy.
I meant, nothing noteworthy aside from the above cake note, which since was noted individually above by extension was noteworthy (since it had a note made for itself, duh). I'm sorry, the statement was not as clear as it should have been.

Day 9:
Tried hot sauce again. Face and mouth went numb. Tried multiple sauces. Same result. I therefore conclude that this is definitely a sensation introduced by my tulpa. This did not happen before starting tulpamancy. Doesn't happen with other foods. I have no known allergies.
Narration (note: I don't think I really need to say it, there isn't a day that goes without narration. Maybe if there's a day without then I'll write that instead). Soft presence. No vocality yet. So far so good.
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« Reply #16 on: December 30, 2015, 08:19:24 PM »
Day 10:
Two active forcing sessions:
1st one - 15 minutes outside.
Closed my eyes as I imagined my tulpa by my side as we chatted about the weather and how everything's been going.
2nd one - 20 minutes outside.
Same as before but with eyes open as we watched some birds fly from and to a tree (in the physical world).

Didn't really feel much presence, if at all to be honest. Just felt calm but I suppose that's from the meditation itself.
I'm confident though that my tupper's still there. I keep narrating and including them into my daily life.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #17 on: December 31, 2015, 06:54:31 AM »
Remember to do the dress-up. Involve tupper more in the activities.

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« Reply #18 on: January 01, 2016, 09:04:57 PM »
Days 11 + 12:
Still narration all day long. 30+ minute session I think? It was just me talking to my tulpa without thinking about anything else.
Slight presence but not nearly as in the first days to be honest.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #19 on: January 02, 2016, 07:45:02 AM »
Did you do the dress-up?

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« Reply #20 on: January 02, 2016, 10:57:30 AM »
Did you do the dress-up?
Not yet. Most likely will do today.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #21 on: January 02, 2016, 05:34:06 PM »
Report back. I want you to describe every outfit.

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« Reply #22 on: January 02, 2016, 08:44:33 PM »
Day 13:
Narration. No dress-up because no quiet setting for active forcing today.
Noticeable presence but quite faint. Nothing else to report.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #23 on: January 03, 2016, 08:06:05 AM »
Ugh I need this dress-up man.

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« Reply #24 on: January 03, 2016, 08:06:26 PM »
Day 14:
The dress-up happened. I have already mentioned the relevant parts on the IRC and I don't feel like typing it all again right now.
We also went cloudwatching and saw a fish. We ate some boysenberries from the fridge (it's full of berries for no reason). Sweet stuff.
Almost no presence though. Narration continues, pretty much all day.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #25 on: January 04, 2016, 07:34:00 AM »
No excuse me you need to describe every outfit you made in detail.

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« Reply #26 on: January 04, 2016, 10:48:56 PM »
No excuse me you need to describe every outfit you made in detail.
Okay then.
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Nope. Not typing another description. Besides, I enjoyed the berries more than the dress-up. Sweet, sticky, reddish with a nice bitter aftertaste, yeah 10/10.
Day 15:
Narration. Too much noise around to active force today, so I skipped it.
Faint presence with good yes/no answer ability; no mindvoice yet though.
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Re: timethief descends into hell for a bottle of milk
« Reply #27 on: January 05, 2016, 07:54:06 AM »
Excuse me. I was promised oufits...

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« Reply #28 on: January 05, 2016, 08:53:17 PM »
Excuse me. I was promised oufits...
Um, where exactly? I'm sure I'd recall a promise like that. Sorry Sands, maybe next time?
Anyway;
Day 16:
No active forcing because I woke up at 1 fucking PM what the hell is wrong with me and I barely had time to do anything. I'm setting up alarms for tomorrow as I speak.
Narration. Faint presence (argh, I active force and the presence goes away for a few hours, and I passive force and just faint presence. But no matter, I'm going forward with this anyway).
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« Reply #29 on: January 06, 2016, 08:01:55 PM »
Day 17:
Well, the alarms didn't work. I woke up at 12 PM fuck it so no time today.
Narration and that's it for today. I need a better alarm.
Nothing noteworthy...
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