Often, just like with speech, surprising things will start happening at some point. Could that still be you? Maybe. Maybe tuppers are always "just you". But hey, if they can surprise you and do things you thought they never would, that sounds pretty close to what we want out of a tupper. At least something that seems autonymous, even if it isn't. We don't really know what a tulpa is for sure. But us hosts do have to learn to let things just happen. Even heavy parroting users like Fede claim that things just happen these days and he's not consciously controlling anything. So whatever you do, you'll probably get to the end in one way or another as long as you continue.

Of course, some people swear on the prism trick and if you have a lot of trouble focusing on many objects, it might help you as well. Imagine a prism on top of the tulpa's head/snout/whatever, and imagine a feather on top of the prism. Keep the feather in balance and concentrate on the prism and the feather. If the tulpa moves after that, it's supposedly not puppeting. Not foolproof of course, but it might work, once you're comfortable enough with trying it.

I don't think there's really anything that's "nothing productive" when making tuppers. Like I said, even those who have done nothing but parroting and never really stopping on purpose have gotten tulpas. I don't think you can go much more "wrong" than that, controlling the tulpa yourself the entire time. Still they somehow find a way to become distinct and at least seemingly autonymous.

There's no one method or way that works for everyone. Embrace the SCIENCE.

How do you get kicked out of home at your age? Is that even legal? Got some other place to go to, though?

Damn it took me long to figure it out.

Time zones, so they all were posted on April 1st for me.

I suggest you go and get help. This sounds more and more like an abusive relationship when you speak of such fear and outside help would help a lot. Either someone to help you mediate between your dad and you or help you find a new home, if things go that bad.

Your mental well-being is also an issue. It's not really an issue of what he does, what is an issue is that you don't feel safe, you can't sleep and you're feeling miserable because of your situation. Turn it around. Don't concentrate on trying to make others see what he does wrong but show them the real symptoms you are suffering because of what you are going through. Be honest about them.

Well, I could say a lot about parents like that as I've seen plenty of them and they tend to act crazy enough for me to think that there's something wrong with them. Either something physical like hyperthyroidism or maybe they got something wrong with their head, paranoia or schizophrenia or something. But I don't think you want to hear all that.

The truth is that you are having symptoms and there's a reason for that. Even if it would be you "just" overreacting, you're still feeling it and suffering. That's why it has to be dealt with. And protip, usually if you're wondering if you're overreacting, you're probably not. The people who truly overreact without a reason rarely doubt themselves there.

If you call some help line, they won't know who you are or where you live. There's no way they could tell your father. But they could tell you more about your rights in your country. As for school, I always suggest people to at least do the minimum they need to be able to get employed easily. Yeah, >implying you can get a job easily with this job market, but cut me some slack here. Don't want the only reason you can't get the perfect job for you to be some piece of paper you're missing.

Sure, I can give you a schedule. Every day you must start your day by saying good morning to tupper. You could also tell them what you're planning to do or what kind of a dream you saw. You must also spend a certain amount of time with your tupper every day, how it's spent doesn't matter. It could be visualizing their form or talking to them about something or touching them or whatever, anything you want to do at the moment. How much it is would have to fit you, but I'd say something like an hour each day has to be spent with your tulpa. You can split it into smaller sections and do something like 15 minutes every forcing session, but what's important is that every day, you do an hour. At least an hour, you can do more. And that's the only way you can skip a day, if you know you're gonna be busy an entire day at some point, you're going to have to force the missing hour on the previous days. If you don't do an hour and haven't done the hours in, you get a big frowny face sticker. And every night before you go to bed, you say good night to tupper. You could also tuck them in and tell them what you want to do tomorrow or about your day. Go do it fgt.

Hey, if your tupper doesn't like it, they'll let you know. For SCIENCE. And I'll assume you have never had naked models to draw. Drawing from life is the greatest thing ever, if you have an ability to have nude people pose while you draw them, I suggest you go. It helps so much with drawing and learning anatomy.

Pull covers over person, that's tucking someone in for sure. And do whatever else you want I guess, up to you really. Fluff pillows if you really feel like it or braid the tupper's hair. It's all just spending time together.

Try your narration thing and report back, I guess.