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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 06, 2014, 10:48:42 AM »
Well, "you" is also a good replacement for tupper.
What are the >feels?
What are the >feels?
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 06, 2014, 07:21:00 AM »Blanked
Nah come on, you just need to do lucky guesses and cheat. Also implying homework ever gets done.
I don't think I'm a very good rolemodel, huh.
Anyways. If there's one thing I can say, it's that school is awful and sucks you dry. But I can also say that life after school - at least for me - is very wonderful. This is the kind of life I've been waiting for the entire time, since I was a kid and forced to go to school. This is what I worked towards and I am very happy. Finishing school is the best moment about school, that's when you start to live. No need to worry about anything, just go through it and then enjoy what life has to offer.
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 05, 2014, 06:34:21 PM »
What, you need to try at school? That's new to me.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: co2
« on: January 05, 2014, 06:19:30 PM »
Helps them focus better, I guess?
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 05, 2014, 06:17:46 PM »
Noo.
Well, it's just a warning. I think anonymity is really important, posting anything personal someone else might have seen at some point or is posted on another website will make you found if someone starts searching. Or just is lucky and the right person bumps into this place, someone who knows you. Be careful when posting you information or pictures online.
I would think that school makes for some good narration/wonderland adventure time. But what do I know, never was in school while forcing.
Well, it's just a warning. I think anonymity is really important, posting anything personal someone else might have seen at some point or is posted on another website will make you found if someone starts searching. Or just is lucky and the right person bumps into this place, someone who knows you. Be careful when posting you information or pictures online.
I would think that school makes for some good narration/wonderland adventure time. But what do I know, never was in school while forcing.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: co2
« on: January 05, 2014, 05:55:59 PM »
Personality might affect tulpas. Personally I just see it as a way to start narrating, you have easy things to talk about (the tupper's personality) and you won't really run out of things to say as you can repeat.
I think I can see some of the traits I "forced" in Roswell, but even if I could describe him with the same words, it seems like they just work in a very different way than I imagined.
I think I can see some of the traits I "forced" in Roswell, but even if I could describe him with the same words, it seems like they just work in a very different way than I imagined.
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 05, 2014, 05:54:05 PM »
Well, just recently a person who posted their artwork on .info got tracked down and their real name is now known to some...
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 05, 2014, 06:57:18 AM »
Not sure if it's the smartest ideas to post faces of yourself on a site like this unless you're fine with real life people knowing what you do, I guess.
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 04, 2014, 05:38:05 PM »
Ah, Mountain Dew. The nectar of the neckbeards.
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 04, 2014, 04:18:03 PM »
For smell, there's the old trick of getting something that smells like what you want the tupper to smell like and keep it close to you when you smell the tupper, so you can smell the smell. We do have a pretty good smell memory actually, so after a while you will start to not only think of the tupper when you smell the smell but you will be able to smell it when with the tupper. Even if there is no source for the smell, except the tulpa.
As for the rest, I think you just need some time. Think about your doubts and why, you could talk to the tulpa about them as well and see what she thinks about them. Worrying won't really do much, but you can talk about your problems. But in the end, it's something you gotta figure out for yourself. Until then though, the doubt isn't going to be some TULPA POISON that will KILL YOUR TUPPER FOREVER if you just let it exist and go on despite it. There's no need to make rash decisions.
As for the rest, I think you just need some time. Think about your doubts and why, you could talk to the tulpa about them as well and see what she thinks about them. Worrying won't really do much, but you can talk about your problems. But in the end, it's something you gotta figure out for yourself. Until then though, the doubt isn't going to be some TULPA POISON that will KILL YOUR TUPPER FOREVER if you just let it exist and go on despite it. There's no need to make rash decisions.
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Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: January 04, 2014, 07:08:07 AM »
Doubts are normal. Forcing yourself to not doubt would make you go against something that's normal and probably make yourself doubt even more.
But until you are certain, there is no reason to make a decision. Perhaps you are depressed and that causes the feeling, instead of it being the other way around. That was everything could seem off, so even trying to make decisions like was it all a lie just sounds something that not's very well thought out. Suicidal people rarely think their suicide through, either. And then after their try, many do want to live after all.
I guess the question is, what did you believe in her now that you are doubting? Kinda implies there had to be something you believed in for you to doubt now. Her speech? Perhaps something else? I would suggest you try telling her to do things you can do and then you trying to copy them. Look very carefully at everything, feel every little difference. Even if something feels like it's 99% same, that 1% came from somewhere. If it happens all the time and you have to like say, use more conscious thoughts to parrot things, then maybe there's something very special in that 1%. Something would be different, the question is why. Maybe a tulpa? But if it's same, it's hard to say if it is the same or if you just haven't seen the difference. Not a very definite way to do anything like nothing about tuppers is, but perhaps you will learn something.
Young tuppers tend to be very connected to their hosts in like, so many ways. You could easily guess her answers because you just know her that well. You could also get her answer sorta bleed over to you before she actually says it, that does seem to happen. And man, I remember like starting to ask a question and then getting an answer back before I had even finished. It takes less time to think up questions and answers, so once those bleed over... They wouldn't even have to answer with words. Often both of you do, but I had to actually inform the tupper to not talk over me and let me actually finish the question because that was nicer. Weird little things.
The tupper journey is so personal. You two might still be way too early in the process to be hoping for things like speech out of absolutely nowhere which probably would make you feel better, but some people could get that very fast.
Oh and I forgot, when it comes to visualizing, sight was your worst sense? What about other imaginary senses, I think you were probably one of those who had good audio but there's still things like touch and smell. See if you can use them to bring out the visual part of imagination.
But until you are certain, there is no reason to make a decision. Perhaps you are depressed and that causes the feeling, instead of it being the other way around. That was everything could seem off, so even trying to make decisions like was it all a lie just sounds something that not's very well thought out. Suicidal people rarely think their suicide through, either. And then after their try, many do want to live after all.
I guess the question is, what did you believe in her now that you are doubting? Kinda implies there had to be something you believed in for you to doubt now. Her speech? Perhaps something else? I would suggest you try telling her to do things you can do and then you trying to copy them. Look very carefully at everything, feel every little difference. Even if something feels like it's 99% same, that 1% came from somewhere. If it happens all the time and you have to like say, use more conscious thoughts to parrot things, then maybe there's something very special in that 1%. Something would be different, the question is why. Maybe a tulpa? But if it's same, it's hard to say if it is the same or if you just haven't seen the difference. Not a very definite way to do anything like nothing about tuppers is, but perhaps you will learn something.
Young tuppers tend to be very connected to their hosts in like, so many ways. You could easily guess her answers because you just know her that well. You could also get her answer sorta bleed over to you before she actually says it, that does seem to happen. And man, I remember like starting to ask a question and then getting an answer back before I had even finished. It takes less time to think up questions and answers, so once those bleed over... They wouldn't even have to answer with words. Often both of you do, but I had to actually inform the tupper to not talk over me and let me actually finish the question because that was nicer. Weird little things.
The tupper journey is so personal. You two might still be way too early in the process to be hoping for things like speech out of absolutely nowhere which probably would make you feel better, but some people could get that very fast.
Oh and I forgot, when it comes to visualizing, sight was your worst sense? What about other imaginary senses, I think you were probably one of those who had good audio but there's still things like touch and smell. See if you can use them to bring out the visual part of imagination.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 08:58:45 AM »
Also not sure if it's the best idea to tell the guy with huge parroting issues and fears to parrot. Unless you want him to quit tuppers forever again.
We talked about this a bit elsewhere but my suggestion was shorter sessions with more breaks in the middle, use your wandering thoughts as narration fuel. It can help to make you less bored and maybe make the sessions really something to look forward to because you also have some daydream adventure sessions in the middle, something your mind seems to want to do. You'd also be teaching yourself to snap out of your thoughts and then talk to the tulpa again like normal, not making a big deal out of it and not losing too much time or anything either. Just a refreshing break so you can continue better and all, you know?
We talked about this a bit elsewhere but my suggestion was shorter sessions with more breaks in the middle, use your wandering thoughts as narration fuel. It can help to make you less bored and maybe make the sessions really something to look forward to because you also have some daydream adventure sessions in the middle, something your mind seems to want to do. You'd also be teaching yourself to snap out of your thoughts and then talk to the tulpa again like normal, not making a big deal out of it and not losing too much time or anything either. Just a refreshing break so you can continue better and all, you know?
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Off-Topic / Re: This forum is dead
« on: January 03, 2014, 08:53:31 AM »
I think the chat thread still almost makes sense.
This has passed the point of no return.
This has passed the point of no return.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 02, 2014, 10:44:08 AM »
um excuse me thats racist
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 01, 2014, 05:56:47 PM »
Now we're talking. Keep the tupper train going.