Well not really.
The forum finally became a joke when Fodde returned just to delete all his posts, ruining all the old threads including my diary.



Whatever, this place has been dead for years anyway. I don't get why woflo still keeps it alive.

So yeah - things are stable but not exactly great, let's not sugarcoat it. Still good to see you around, 'til next time!

Valentine's Day
Made cake and went hiking with Alice. Not great, not terrible.



Still no way to travel which sucks.
Tupper is stable but unhappy for reasons above. Solution is not in sight, on the contrary.
Overall situation: not ideal...

Aaand - it's 2021!

Forum still ded, everything as it used to be.

Thank you, I thought you were gone as well.
This is the first time anyone gratulated Alice to her birthday so it is very much appreciated.

While we could neither fly abroad nor visit grandparents in tne mountains we did enjoy birthday celebrations which traditionally span 3 days and are very serious business akin to what the Easter week is for the catholic church.

I made a cake which was even much better than the one I did for Alice's first birthday, we were outside in the sun, forced, danced and spent a lot of time together. So - while not perfect certainly not terrible. Generally lots of work these days but it's good work we like to do.

Oh, a new user?
How exotic...

Sorry but there's only 2 active users here - at best. Actually just me as it seems so that's probably not the best place to learn about the Tulpa community.

Ab-so-lutely nothing!

So sorry, where has all the time gone? It's October alreay...
Can't really report anything positive, still stuck with noisy subhumans in neighborhood, tupper not happy - euphemistically speaking.



Things 'improve' now that it's getting cold and people can't stay outside but it's no way to live. So - average...
Furthermore Corona chan has fucked up travelling plans for Alice's 6th birthday which is a major setback. Tupper says I need to focus on my work instead of whining but I'm not good at working when things arent fun. Absent-mindedness has also increased further for this reason. Quit drawing attempts after zero improvement after drawing over 9000 non-straight lines and circles. Fuck this.

Sorry, it's all so tiresome...

Drawing has not shown any significant improvements. I think it's good for my motor skills and I can draw them lines and circles more fluently now but they still suck. Because I can never stick to a thing for long I have also tried doing math in wonderland as memory exercise. The original idea was to make tupper do something else while I solve math but man I can't even do it on my own. I still think it's a good way to see how much your visualization and focus sucks in wonderland. Sit down, grab a piece of wonderland paper and a pen, write down 3 simple math problems and solve them one after another. Can you even remember the 2nd one? Reaching consistency on imaginary paper is hard. Yet I feel some improvements but it requires all my focus.

Apart from that life has been relatively peaceful lately. Peaceful and boring the way I like it. Tupper has managed to stabilize our monetary situation so far. Not great not terrrible. Will still be a while until we can buy some island to get away from all those idiots making noise here. But feels good not to be poor. Very important to tupper. Yet I'm still a bit worried there's so much things she doesn't like but few she likes. Keeping me from doing stuff deemed unnecessary is one thing but she hasn't found a lot she actually wants to do or achieve.