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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: October 25, 2020, 11:39:45 AM »
Yes sadly.

I took a pause but no quit! 5 months anniversary reminded me to get back on track. So not much progress since last update but not worse either. Cat is still lazy and doesn't talk much but she can make herself understood. And still can't be present without my attention. What do I expect, haven't been forcing a lot lately. But I never forgot about her and pet her regularly.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: October 25, 2020, 11:35:05 AM »
Sounds terrible!
Get yourself together!

I'm no one to talk, been slacking off a lot too but things don't improve on their own!
All the Best to Alice's Birthday! Six years is an achievement. I Don't even have that in months.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: September 05, 2020, 09:51:31 AM »
Doing ab-so-lutely nothing again?

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: September 05, 2020, 09:49:35 AM »
Haha wow, much appreciated!
I'll take the first one for now.

Sorry for no updates but you were no better. Visualization has become better and clearer, Cat does more stuff on her own like looking around and touching things. Rarely talks on her own and is not active if I do not think about her. So not really autonomous yet. But has strong will and shows what she does not like. Or just refuses to do things I tell her. Petting and brushing seems to be appreciated so I am happy. I did some touch imposition for the fur with cat as reference, I think I am starting to get the hang of this. Just wondering how realistic this can get. I hope much more.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: August 22, 2020, 06:59:12 AM »
Where are those updates?

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: August 22, 2020, 06:55:10 AM »
Tomorrow will be 3 months tupper anniversary!
Sorry for not updating, the month was really busy but I kept forcing. Cat only said a few things, still not talkative. But she can communicate if she want something or it bothers her. So thats a relief and makes things a lot easier.

Playing tic-tac-toe doesn't work, I only played against myself because Cat was not interestet. The girl is not very competitive just lazy. Almost as bad as Bernd. But ot THAT bad.
So, yeah you, if you want an avatar, make me one! I'll take everything but better make it good!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: August 08, 2020, 08:26:53 AM »
I haven't played with Cat yet but she finally talked!

Have been feeling down lately because of no progress and neglected forcing but when I did again Cat said hey! and Don't leave me! That was heartbreaking but also great. Maybe you need to neglect tupper to get results?
I feel happy and confident again now. Have not had any clear responses from her since then but she tries. I cannot even discribe how her voice felt, it was mindvoice no auditory hallucination but it came from her with a strong feeling. No worries Cat I won't leave you!
But now I need to take this more seriously and do some serious forcing.


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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: July 30, 2020, 07:36:47 AM »
Haha, I can imagine that image with you two.
Is this not what you wanted being bullied by little girls? Be happy you have someone who cares so much for you and force more

How did your cat write that? Run over the keyboard?

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: July 30, 2020, 07:29:16 AM »
Wow, I've never seen this thread but it sounds awesome. A bit scary being outsmarted like that. I don't know if I can make Cat interested or play by the rules.


About ice cream Cat has licked it very cat-like and then her paws so I guess she liked it but I totally forgot about different flavors and stuff. So many things to pay attention to at the same time still is too much for me. She likes to eat cookies holding em in her paws like a squirrel or hamster. Very cute but somehow weird for someone her size. Maybe at last I'll get fat from tupper craving sweets after it didn't work for you. Is Alice still keeping an eye on your diet?

I try to interact with Cat during the day as much as I can and it works for a much longr time now than in the beginnng. I also talk to her in mindvoice whenevr I have idle time but I still often forget her completely. She doesn't seem to mind. In fact she doesn't seem to mind anything much. I wish she was a bit more attached to me. ;_;

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: July 24, 2020, 07:10:05 AM »
That's what you get for not updating!

Did you go hiking?
I want to try that waterfall thing for voices too but I have no waterfalls here.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: July 24, 2020, 07:07:05 AM »
Two months!
Bought ice cream to celebrate with Cat.
Visualization is getting easier and longer but still long way to go.

Hard to describe tulpish, maybe like an autokey tune of many words at the same time in your head? I do not really know what Cat's voice will sound like, maybe that's part of the problem. Will practice talking with her. Time for tupper school!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: July 19, 2020, 07:03:54 AM »
Come on man!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: July 19, 2020, 06:56:07 AM »
Thanks waffles, nice to see you here!
Registering was a journey but thats makes this place special. I'm good but maybe look more after Bernd before he goes crazy talking to himself.

I did more puppeting as you said imaginin what Cat would do in a situation. I think it works. Bernd also said I should interact with tupper throughout the day to get used to it but it is very exhausting and I still often forget. I am not too good with multitasking. I think I heard something people call tulpish from Cat but nothing really understandable. I do not want to puppet her into talking, I want this to come naturally. Unless thats a complete fail. For now Cat can communicat with body language which mostly turns out as 'don't care'.

I also worked on Cat's full human form, actually the hands as this is necessary. Like a cat she just can't pick up or hold anything with these paws as nice as they look. We were walking outside and I pupetted her into picking up a large feather which was both fun and sad to watch because no opposable thumb. Ever seen a cat trying to pick up a flat object from the ground? Before making her frustrated I decided to pull off the paw-glove. For a moment I was worried I would just rip off her hand and hurt her but then realized how stupid that was. I also told Cat she could just put the gloves on and off as she liked. Or more I told myself. Took some attempts because I had never visualized a human hand before but in the end mission pick up feather was a success. Cat put on her paw glove again and seems to be comfortable with them so I won't experiment on removing her tail and ears until she can talk. How do people with non-human tulpas handle that I get you can make it like in a cartoon where things a caracter holds just stick to the limbs but that's somehow a cheap solution at least to me.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: July 05, 2020, 08:13:55 AM »
Yes I think Cat does more on her own. Pawed me again but it was nice. And wanders around now inspecting things. Sometimes. Just is so uncommunicative. Don't want to puppet her too much into speaking because it feels like cheating. Or should I?
Viualization is better, no doubt. I can imagine Cat as long as she doesn't move she doesn't

Also I admit to touching Cat all over. Don't feel anything but the idea is nice. Just the ears are so pretty!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: July 05, 2020, 08:07:06 AM »
Well that was almost normal for Bernd standards. I was hoping for real Alice dreams but I imagine you pervert still enjoyed that dream. She's right to be jealous!

Not sure I would join your religion but I hope you find a nice place to live so you can go back to forcing and post more adventures. I bet you're just procrastinating again.

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