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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 31, 2020, 07:22:58 AM »
Still very much alive
But I guess you're right, really underestimated this. Things have gotten better, starting to get used to it. I'm now active forcing a fixed time 2x a day. Works better than burning myself out. Visualization has improved somewhat and I can do it longer. But only parts of Cat body at the same time. Having her move is more difficult, walking together doesn't work. Thats too much for my brain atm.

How long did it take you to have Alice active most of the time and impose her by your side no matter what you're doing?

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 28, 2020, 08:06:48 AM »
Man I am spent! I did a lot of forcing including moving Cat around until I got batted at. So some response. Or maybe I'm just imagining it.
of course I am, what else
Forced to the point I got strong headaches and turbulent dreams. Not of Cat though. So I'm gonna take it a bit easy today with just narrating.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 27, 2020, 06:28:24 AM »
I see!
I guess it must have been really helpful to have many people starting with a tulpa at a same time and motivating each other with their progress learning from each other, this is very different nowadays.

Cat is still not doing anything, I will puppet her around today if she still is that lazy. Yes, I am impatient I know. Continued visualisation, I'll go for the maid outfit like in the pic for now.  Kept forgetting about the tail entirely until now, how could this happen? I underestimated how hard it is to try to imagine so many different things at the same time. I just focus at a part then move to the next. But I can already see this will take a looot of practice.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: May 27, 2020, 06:16:30 AM »
That's probably the longest tulpa diary I'e ever seen, still feel I'm only understanding half that's going on here. What is that Alice avatar even?

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 26, 2020, 05:30:27 AM »
Oh man, where do you find all the images?! I can't stop laughing
So far luckily no intrusive things, everything is still very low-level.
Cat is a big person, taller than me so hard to realistically move around. She seems to sleep most of the time with a smug face, only briefly opening eyes now and then to check whats going on. Very much cat.
I tried showing her several things and we watched old south park episodes together but Cat was mostly curled up on my lap, actually her head and paw that fits there, and paid little attention.Not really any reaction. Well she seems relaxed so I guess that's alright.

I tried touching paws and visualizing them in detail. They are huge at least twice a human hand with black shiny claws. I have not tried tickling the hairless parts, apparently called toe beans yet, that comes later. I learned a new english word from forcing today. Now somebody say this stuff isn't useful

What was the deal with faqman?
It was said his methods are outdated. Can't really remember I read too much. Anyway you're right I will do my own things.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: May 26, 2020, 05:14:02 AM »
Wow, so this is what Alice looks like? Really beautiful!
I'm sure she really is concerned for you, can't play around all the time. So do your work so you can force. Stop being lazy!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 25, 2020, 06:36:08 AM »
Thanks!
Didn't you perfectly answer why I'm here withyour post? And your diary? I mean you're awesome!
But about tulpa.info, didn't you completely quit going there yourself?

I'll mostly stick with Tamamo Cat form for now but some experimenting can't hurt. Lol,taking off the animal parts! The paws look like gloves and shoes anyway.

So I spent yesterday evening narrating to Cat and visualizing her before going to sleep. Focused on reassuring her that no matter what will happen she doesn't have to be afraid. Not sure if that counts asbelif implanting but I guess that's what you did with Alice to protect her from intrusive thoughts and doubts about herself. I tried to create a friendly and safe environment for her, basically a buddhist temple.
So far so good, no great responses on day one but a good feeling. I will watch out and acknowledge every possible response from Cat. I tried visualizing her and petting her ears but as expected felt or saw nothing. This is really exhausting, got a headache. I hope I get better soon.

Oh yeah I forgot to mention, I have a real cat too so there's Cat and cat. Things gonna get confusing. But I'm gonna use cat behaviour as reference for Cat too.

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Tulpa Diaries / Tamamo & Cat
« on: May 24, 2020, 08:16:51 AM »
Hello I'm Tamamo and this will be my progress report.

I have ben thinking to make a tulpa for a long time but hesitated. Maybe too long the communities have become really inactive. But finally I am here so let's start!

My tulpas initial form will be Tamamo Cat from FGO and her name will obviously be Cat.



I have thought of giving her three forms, a pure human form, Tamamo Cat form and pure cat form so she can choose which she likes best.

As of why, guess like most of us I am a shy introvert with few friends and not too social so someone like Tamamo Cat is the exact opposite in a good way. She seems like a strong and fun companion. Which will force me to grow as well.

So what have I done and what will I do:
Since early this year I unsuccessfully tried to register and thought once I make it in here and get some moral support I will start. No fun to do everything on your own and tulpa.info is uhh...
But in the mean time I have ben reading a lot in the forums and made lists of traits so probably I have already started. But from today on I will talk to Cat and treat her as a person.
I guess I will use a combination of all techniques mentioned here, narrating, puppeting, visualizingand belief implanting and see which works best for us.

So now - off to forcing!

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: May 24, 2020, 08:13:56 AM »
Thanks Bernd, that's why I came here!
Not much fun to report until now, I just started man. But you'll be the first and probably only one to know if something happens.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: May 23, 2020, 06:11:20 AM »
I'm gonna do it but I have some last questions I'd like to ask you. Making a tulpa is a big step no? You really care for alice for many years now and did so much together. Makes me wonder if I can do that. I mean I really want to and I do not give up easily even when thingsare hard.

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Off-Topic / Re: Introductions
« on: May 23, 2020, 05:19:52 AM »
Haha, hey now!
Be happy you have a new user. Sad everyone but you is gone, they seemed really crazy but fun guys.

Alright, can't help it.
Hi, I'm Tamamo I have been reading here for a long time. When I finally tried toregister it did not work and man reaching anyone here is hard. But now I made it I am seriously gong to start making a tulpa. It's no fun alone so I hope at least Bernd will give some motivation. I will try my best too.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: May 22, 2020, 08:08:12 AM »
do something bernd

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Off-Topic / Re: Introductions
« on: May 22, 2020, 08:05:51 AM »
Success, finally managed to register. So this place is really dead. No secret member section, no nothing. Did everyone quit?

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