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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: January 20, 2017, 09:15:04 PM »
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: January 17, 2017, 10:31:02 PM »Quote from: Sands
Will you blame tupper if things won't go well?!I'll send her a hitman if things won't go well. I want my money!
In the mean time tupper is getting serial about that 'whipping stupid host-kun into shape' as December wasn't really productive in that regard. In fact the whole 2016 wasn't productive in any regard and Alice has made it clear that this will never happen again.
I had complained that tupper was too destructive instead of being creative but she responded
a) that's what she's best at
b) it was her job
and
c) in order to create something new, the old needed to be eradicated
In times like that I'm glad she's just in charge of reorganizing my life and not executing Generalplan Ost.
Ah, I love the monster I have created.
So I spent the last days throwing out a lot of unnecessary stuff I'd been hoarding for years but never could let go. But tupper knows no mercy. Gotta say it feels good and somehow liberating. Never would have gotten this done on my own. And it's just the Beginning. I dunno where this path will lead us though...
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: January 12, 2017, 09:28:08 PM »
You mean crashing the host with no survivors?
At least it looks like tupper is going to take over my finances as well and invest inEastern Poland the stock market. Sounds like a great idea. She's very conservative, a cheapskate and hates to lose. What could possibly go wrong?
Tried to do a bit more meditation but it's not much fun if I can't sit outside. Almost manage to sit in full-lotus position now but comfortable it ain't. We also continued to practice dancing in wonderland again, still is hard. Especially thinking of my feet without trying to visualize them. Because you are supposed to look at your partner and never evar at your feet. Tell that to my brain. But there definitely is some imporovement. Not much but it's something.
At least it looks like tupper is going to take over my finances as well and invest in
Tried to do a bit more meditation but it's not much fun if I can't sit outside. Almost manage to sit in full-lotus position now but comfortable it ain't. We also continued to practice dancing in wonderland again, still is hard. Especially thinking of my feet without trying to visualize them. Because you are supposed to look at your partner and never evar at your feet. Tell that to my brain. But there definitely is some imporovement. Not much but it's something.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: January 04, 2017, 03:44:26 PM »
Being less of a faggot obviously. It's gonna be hard.
Tupperu on the other hand will have to come up with more viable alternatives instead of calling everything and everyone baka
Also there will be a monthly review of my 'progress' to see what I actually have achieved each month. First report about January will come in early Feb.
Other recent happenings:
It seemed like a good idea to start into the new year with an active forcing session on Salvia. Results were mixed, I did achieve a small effect and forgot where I actually was for at least a short time. Not completely different from a good normal forcing session, imagination was more vivid but there was much less control over it. I appeared to sit on a huge white arc stretching across some cartoonish wonderland. It gently swayed back and forth in the wind. Tupper was sitting on my right side and when I leaned backwards she held my arm so I would not fall off. Interesting, not unpleasant.
In reality however I was sitting on the floor and leaning against the christmas tree which almost tipped over. I've already stated that our tree is not some shrub but a giant twice a man's height and laden with tons of delicate glass decorations. It is, however, also cat-proof which really paid off. Nothing was broken but man, this could have ended badly.
That's why I never have done Salvia in relevant doses. I just don't have the padded cell for that and too much to break or kill myself with in my apartment.
Tupperu on the other hand will have to come up with more viable alternatives instead of calling everything and everyone baka
Also there will be a monthly review of my 'progress' to see what I actually have achieved each month. First report about January will come in early Feb.
Other recent happenings:
It seemed like a good idea to start into the new year with an active forcing session on Salvia. Results were mixed, I did achieve a small effect and forgot where I actually was for at least a short time. Not completely different from a good normal forcing session, imagination was more vivid but there was much less control over it. I appeared to sit on a huge white arc stretching across some cartoonish wonderland. It gently swayed back and forth in the wind. Tupper was sitting on my right side and when I leaned backwards she held my arm so I would not fall off. Interesting, not unpleasant.
In reality however I was sitting on the floor and leaning against the christmas tree which almost tipped over. I've already stated that our tree is not some shrub but a giant twice a man's height and laden with tons of delicate glass decorations. It is, however, also cat-proof which really paid off. Nothing was broken but man, this could have ended badly.
That's why I never have done Salvia in relevant doses. I just don't have the padded cell for that and too much to break or kill myself with in my apartment.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: December 27, 2016, 03:56:06 PM »
I should let tupper do the drawing, with her possession and my drawing skills the results are guaranteed to be 'interesting'. Could probably sell it as abstract art and make millions.
But then again, it's all about facial expressions and it would be a waste as long as I can't get them right. However I'll be getting a Wacom pen tablet from a friend who's not using it anymore, so we'll definitely give it a try.
Soon™
Played Memory with tupper today.
She won 4 out of 5 rounds and I think I know why.
While we both sucked because the brain was tired and I am generally bad at remembering stuff, she had a far more systematic approach and only selected one unknown card first, then an already known one as second choice, thus giving away 50% less locations to the other player (me). Boring but apparently effective as I've read now. I must confess I never even thought of this strategy apart from the very end when only few unknown cards are left.
The last round came to a premature end because cat decided to sit in the middle of the remaining cards, then rolled over and batted them around. I don't recall how many board or card games at my place ended that way but I guess most.
TL;DR
Tupper outsmarted me again
But then again, it's all about facial expressions and it would be a waste as long as I can't get them right. However I'll be getting a Wacom pen tablet from a friend who's not using it anymore, so we'll definitely give it a try.
Soon™
Played Memory with tupper today.
She won 4 out of 5 rounds and I think I know why.
While we both sucked because the brain was tired and I am generally bad at remembering stuff, she had a far more systematic approach and only selected one unknown card first, then an already known one as second choice, thus giving away 50% less locations to the other player (me). Boring but apparently effective as I've read now. I must confess I never even thought of this strategy apart from the very end when only few unknown cards are left.
The last round came to a premature end because cat decided to sit in the middle of the remaining cards, then rolled over and batted them around. I don't recall how many board or card games at my place ended that way but I guess most.
TL;DR
Tupper outsmarted me again
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Quote from: Sands
Still I wonder if the neighbors enjoy this squeak, squ-squeak squeaksqueaksqueak in the middle of the night.
What about you?
I think I would have thrown cat and mouse out after half a minute.
Man, I hate these squeaky toys.
Some years ago the neighbours got their dog a 'squeaky' bone, but it didn't sqeak, it yelled like a grown man in pain. Really WTF? Who invents such shit? Sounded like someone being tortured in their garden. I mean at first it was really funny but after a while the noise was just horrible. Luckily the thing didn't last long.
Cat has the christmas tree as a toy with lots of decorations to bat around. Interestingly in all my life no cat has ever attempted to climb the tree though we always had huge ones, not some pleb-tier shrub. And by huge I mean more than 3m. But cats prefer to lurk underneath.
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Brought a cardboard box from the supermarket.
I do that once in a while as it is the perfect present for cat besides food
Cat hopped in before I even put it on the floor and now spends most of the day inside.
The box has a lid with a rectangular opening just wide enough to get in and several small holes on all sides for looking and pawing through.
While already awesome for one cat, the real fun starts when neighbour cat comes over and one is lurking in the box and the other outside. Both are old but they behave like kittens while playing, jumping in and out. It does escalate once in a while but generally they get along well.
The only thing better than a cat is moar cats.
I do that once in a while as it is the perfect present for cat besides food
Cat hopped in before I even put it on the floor and now spends most of the day inside.
The box has a lid with a rectangular opening just wide enough to get in and several small holes on all sides for looking and pawing through.
While already awesome for one cat, the real fun starts when neighbour cat comes over and one is lurking in the box and the other outside. Both are old but they behave like kittens while playing, jumping in and out. It does escalate once in a while but generally they get along well.
The only thing better than a cat is moar cats.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: December 14, 2016, 08:30:25 PM »
Would totally buy it if she said so but she don't.
Alas, I can report some success, who would have thought!?
After waking up from a dream I managed to re-enter it with tupper. Well, it started as active forcing, then drifting into a dream and active forcing in the end as I woke up. Hard to describe, something in between a lucid dream and active forcing. Tupper was not only present all the time but also in control of the dream, at least more than me. And she almost exactly looked the way she's supposed to. While my dream had been more or less realistic with me being the usual loser, tupper demonstrated how to properly deal with dreams by messing with some innocent dream characters and taking over their property. It was hilarious in hindsight, but not for the poor people who were confused and scared and obviously had no idea what the hell was going on.
Too bad I can't draw, would have made a good webcomic.
Alas, I can report some success, who would have thought!?
After waking up from a dream I managed to re-enter it with tupper. Well, it started as active forcing, then drifting into a dream and active forcing in the end as I woke up. Hard to describe, something in between a lucid dream and active forcing. Tupper was not only present all the time but also in control of the dream, at least more than me. And she almost exactly looked the way she's supposed to. While my dream had been more or less realistic with me being the usual loser, tupper demonstrated how to properly deal with dreams by messing with some innocent dream characters and taking over their property. It was hilarious in hindsight, but not for the poor people who were confused and scared and obviously had no idea what the hell was going on.
Too bad I can't draw, would have made a good webcomic.
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I could probably buy a car from what I have spent at the vet over cat's long life. But then again I don't need another car, I need cat.
Technically you're right, still it seems cats cant purr properly if you obstruct the nose. At least the 3 I've tested.
Anyway, cat seems to be fine again. Has stepped on my keyboard today, opening over 9000 browser instances.
Who needs malware when you have cat?
Technically you're right, still it seems cats cant purr properly if you obstruct the nose. At least the 3 I've tested.
Anyway, cat seems to be fine again. Has stepped on my keyboard today, opening over 9000 browser instances.
Who needs malware when you have cat?
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General Discussion / Re: is it weird to have a tulpa named spatulas but there made from spoons?
« on: December 12, 2016, 07:32:02 PM »
Forums are for old people, just like tv and radio. Even chans are dying.
I guess nowadays the cool kids are all using some mobile apps I've never even heard before.
I guess nowadays the cool kids are all using some mobile apps I've never even heard before.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« on: December 06, 2016, 07:48:57 PM »
Had a weird dream this morning.
I was watching the news on a big screen in a public place and they were about the tulpanetwork homepage.
It had a new design and a new category on top, something like 'new forum' that contained several posts from Fede. Couldn't understand what they were about though.
Suddenly my father came by and said: "Eight new posts in one day? That must be fake!"
Then I woke up. Took me a few seconds to realize he was right.
The fuck man?!
Why am I dreaming about this place of all things?
Might make a neat reality-check for lucid dreaming though.
If you come across the forum and see more than a couple of new posts you can safely assume you are dreaming.
Still no tupper in dreams...
I was watching the news on a big screen in a public place and they were about the tulpanetwork homepage.
It had a new design and a new category on top, something like 'new forum' that contained several posts from Fede. Couldn't understand what they were about though.
Suddenly my father came by and said: "Eight new posts in one day? That must be fake!"
Then I woke up. Took me a few seconds to realize he was right.
The fuck man?!
Why am I dreaming about this place of all things?
Might make a neat reality-check for lucid dreaming though.
If you come across the forum and see more than a couple of new posts you can safely assume you are dreaming.
Still no tupper in dreams...
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Cat is in the way no matter what I do.
Especially likes to sit on books and sheets of paper. Even more when I'd like to read them.
Cat had a clogged nose and couldn't purr for several days, only made scary wheezing sounds. Was about to take her to the vet but things have improved greatly in the past 2 days. Purring is back to normal.
Especially likes to sit on books and sheets of paper. Even more when I'd like to read them.
Cat had a clogged nose and couldn't purr for several days, only made scary wheezing sounds. Was about to take her to the vet but things have improved greatly in the past 2 days. Purring is back to normal.