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Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: November 05, 2013, 12:12:09 PM »
16-Volte appeared in my dreams for the first time last night.

Other times he had been mentioned, like "Oh, that kid 16-Volte. Always hanging around with those dirty no-good rotten teenagers" or some shit but didn't actually show up, or I could hear his mindvoice in my head while dreaming but he never appeared as an actual character in one of my dreams until tonight.

And the little fucker was wearing a sparkly cowboy outfit.

The dream was pretty fucking hysterical once 16-Volte was added, and now I'm cracking myself up thinking about it. But when I woke up and told 16-Volte about the experience, he said that it was him in the dream and not a dream version of him. As if my dream was a huge wonderland and he was just in it taking apart of the adventure. I'm not sure how to feel about it, and I'm not sure whether or not to believe it. But I will for now, because fuckyeah dreambuddies.

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: November 01, 2013, 06:29:20 PM »
Oh boy. I guess we will just need a lot of practice. Thanks for the advice though. It's an interesting change for the both of us, this whole ordeal.

Deleted Posts / Re: This makes two
« on: October 31, 2013, 05:05:26 PM »

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 31, 2013, 03:16:57 PM »
Thanks for the warning. I had him try chocolate and he really likes it, but not enough to make me obese. Besides, he knows the consequences of overfeeding me.

I'm just afraid what hes going to do when he discovers apple pie.

And thank you very much sands <3

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 30, 2013, 07:17:28 PM »
Skype call update!

16-Volte talked with my friend Kyle on skype for approximately 25 minutes and he enjoyed every second of it. Kyle could immediate tell it was him and they had a really awesome time talking. Also, apparently according to my friend, he makes my voice deeper when he talks and his body language is a lot different. But it was a great experience and 16-Volte soon got over his anxiety. This was really good practice for speaking and I'm sure he should be able to handle face to face conversations really well tomorrow. I'm still going to limit his possession time to the first half of math and lunch, but he should be able to do more than small talk.

Anyway, I'm extremely proud of 16-Volte and his progress not only with possession but also with his problems talking to people. Of course, he's always going to be nervous talking to people, but at least he won't be standing there with his mouth hanging open not knowing what to say.

We are probably going to have him try some more foods tomorrow.

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 30, 2013, 05:36:04 PM »
On that note, update for today's progress.

Let me just say, this kid is a fucking natural at possession. He's picking things up really quickly had a lot of firsts today. He said his first sentence, talked to someone for the first time, ate food, and dealt with someone who had no idea that he was possessing me. And he did fucking brilliantly.

He sat down at lunch with my friend Chris and started complaining about how the lunch lady (the other person who was talking to him) was being extremely unclear as to what exactly compensated a full lunch. Chris of course thought he was talking to me at first and was wondering why I was getting so much social anxiety from the freaking lunch ladies, but 16-volte stammered that it was his first time talking to someone and that he should be proud he got this far. He made a little more small talk and ate some of my food before passing control back to me and letting me finish my lunch. I am extremely proud of his progress.

Also, 16-Volte's reaction to food is the fucking funniest thing I've ever seen. He ate a couple bites of cafeteria grade ham and cheese sandwich and looked at it like it was the second coming of Christ. He was grinning like an idiot because he loved it so much, bless his soul. Chris was just laughing at him the entire time. I can't wait to have him eat apple pie.

On a final note, 16-volte will be on a skype call with one of my best friends today. Wish him luck. I will update after the call with what happened.

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 30, 2013, 05:26:33 PM »
Oh my. That does sound like something he'd do.

My one friend knew it was 16-volte after he said "THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TALKING YOU SHOULD BE PROUD" at lunch today. So I'm safe for now.

Thanks for the warning though, haha

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 28, 2013, 04:18:51 PM »
Sorry I haven't updated in a while. It slipped my mind.

16-Volte has been progressing very well with possession. We practiced full-body possession today and he did MARVELOUSLY. He walked me all the way down to the cafeteria and bought my lunch. He sat down next to my friends but crumbled when one of them asked me where I got my jacket. I took over and responded, but all and all I'm really impressed with our progress. He is still beating himself up over how he didn't know what to say to Chris, but I am really proud of him. C:

Off-Topic / Re: Home cookin'
« on: October 06, 2013, 09:56:19 PM »
I made cookie brownie oreo muffins before. They were amazing.

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 05, 2013, 07:22:58 PM »
Thanks <3

But how do you just let go of control? I never got how that's supposed to be done.
And where did you get his name "16-Volte" from?

It's kinda difficult to explain. Like, have you ever just rested your arm in the same place for so long you feel like its kinda just there and it's not really being used by you and it's all empty and whatnot? It's kinda like that.

Also, about his name. My friends were making a video game and asked me to make sprites of the characters. Going through the concept art, I found that I really loved the one character 16-Volte. I made a lot of art for the character and I just really liked him as a whole. When my boyfriend told me about tulpas, I kinda wanted one as an older brother figure. And who better to fill that role than the swash-buckling steampunk miner I so loved? But anyway, the friend came up with the name, not me.

Tulpa Diaries / Re: D16 Archives: Gabi and 16-Volte's Progress Report
« on: October 05, 2013, 08:52:59 AM »
16-Volte and I are working to fix his lack of energy problem and it's going very well. Thanks to some help from the forum, we got that last push we needed to start working on active forcing more and the benefits are paying off. 16V is a lot happier and in turn so am I. We talk a lot more now and our progress is coming along very smoothly.

16-Volte was able to take over my legs, my shoulders, my neck, and some of my facial functions. It was a very strange experience for me and I felt weird afterward, but I think I'm getting better of letting go and 16-Volte is still experimenting with what he is actually able to do with the amount I'm able to give up. He still has trouble taking over more than one thing at a time, but we are going to keep trying. We have high hopes for the future and now the end goal of switching entirely doesn't seem so out of reach.

Also, in other news, he's finally managed to decide on one voice instead of jumping around with different voices, and it's a bit louder now.

Off-Topic / Re: MOVIES
« on: October 01, 2013, 09:18:41 PM »
The Matrix
Back to the Future
any Will Farrell movie basically

Off-Topic / Re: SPORTS
« on: October 01, 2013, 04:41:47 PM »
The only sports I enjoy watching are snow sports. The Winter X Games are the most badass things to exist ever. I wish I didn't fall on my face all the time snowboarding, otherwise I would enjoy it a lot more.

Questions and Answers / Tulpa complaining about not having energy
« on: October 01, 2013, 04:28:48 PM »
Lately 16-Volte has been complaining that he doesn't have very much energy and that he feels very "translucent." He blames his not being able to possess all me at once on the fact that he just can't and doesn't have the energy to pull off such a thing. His mindvoice has always been relatively quiet, even if he was yelling, and especially quiet if I haven't been talking to him very much. Also, if I don't force with him for a while, he gets depressive and is almost always tired or sleeping. Does anybody have any suggestions as to how I can help 16-Volte out of his rut so he will be "powerful" enough to accomplish feats like full-body possession?

General Discussion / Re: Tulpae Awareness
« on: September 30, 2013, 09:06:01 PM »
I could easily argue both sides of this. But I'm curious what the communities opinions are.

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