How about carrot cake? That's tasty and healthy.

First recipe I found online for carrot cake.

    4 eggs < Healthy.

    1 1/4 cups vegetable oil < Not healthy, replace with butter.

    2 cups white sugar < Neutral. Empty calories but no real negatives.

    2 teaspoons vanilla extract < Fine.

    2 cups all-purpose flour < Not healthy.

    2 teaspoons baking soda < Fine.

    2 teaspoons baking powder < Fine.

    1/2 teaspoon salt < Fine.

    2 teaspoons ground cinnamon  < Fine.

    3 cups grated carrots < That's a lot of carrots, but also fine.

    1 cup chopped pecans < Never cook nuts. Ever. It's like making varnish.

I'd have to do a fair bit of supplementing. Experimenting with other flours and / or starches would take time. Just because the name has something veggie / fruit like in it, doesn't make it healthy.

I'll be fine. I'd rather not consume the flour. :P

Ideally, I wouldn't be eating cake either. I'm largely a health nut, hence the food restrictions I placed above. The stuff I can cook is largely because of current circumstance.

I suppose it's because it appears to be a larger concern that way. It recognizes itself and a larger wound that it had. It could also be the idea that using binoculars puts it in more focus for you. It would already be hurting, just you wouldn't be feeling it due to it not being at the forefront of our mind.

Now hang on a second, if my tulpa can cause headaches. Then doesn't that mean that they can mess with other chemicals in my head other that can cause other effects?
Could we lessen pain?
Pump adrenaline into our veins whenever we want?
Highs?
Anyone willing to experiment?
This excites me.

We are, as humans, capable of manipulating the focus of our attention. In the case of lessening pain, many people can do that simply by keeping focused on something else. Ever get cut, but while doing something with concentrated effort, only to realize later (perhaps at the notice of someone else) that you were bleeding? Highs and lows can be done through a change in current emotions, which are largely under out control to begin with. (You choose how you react to something, largely.)

To give you an idea, what does the inside of your nose smell like? Our body shuts down certain information like that just because it's constant. The same happens with pain. Part of why it hurts so much is it's almost like your body is trying to pull your attention to it, so you can get something done about it (or so that it can do something about it on it's own). People with slight allergic reactions to something that they've always eaten can also do this, as shown with very specific restrictive diets that remove allergenic foods.

Likewise, it would be difficult to otherwise conclude anything done by the tulpa was indeed done by them, or ourselves by proxy. The thing about this is that it would also require extensive blood work. Being very happy alone can increase our mood, strength, and overall well being as well. Aside from the chemical reactions that alone has, it is largely under our control already, but would otherwise be a perceived thing, rather than possibly something actually measurable.

I have been quite obsessed with this song the last few days. I'm sure I've heard it about 100 times yesterday alone. Most of my music are English translations of Japanese songs.

Hello everyone. I am Lost. I mostly lurk and have been for the last few months (on the previous site, as well as this one). I have only just recently (About a week ago) decided to actually go through with the process.

Perhaps I'll start a diary, but for now, I have more reading to do (I'm thorough to a fault), and a schedule to set. Until then.