Was it good chocolate cake. Was it real chocolate cake? Was there sense sharing? Was there possession?!

Did you try to later imagine eating that cake again if it was real?

Are you going to touch the toes though.

Force every day for x amount in February.

It'll be easy because it's the shortest month??

Imagine fleas.

How long can you think of them without scratching.

Yep, demons. All of them. Have fun with the rest of your short, miserable life.

Well it probably won't be short because that'd be no fun for the tupper. But there's nothing you can do except take it.

When you're still so early in the process, it can be difficult to say how a tulpa is supposed to feel once they're properly developed - especially if you have a vivid imagination and have an easy time creating characters that seem to act out on their own. A year from now, you might look back and realize you had no idea and thought the tip of the iceberg was everything.

Is this creature a proper, fully developed tulpa? It could be. It also could not be, depending on your history that we don't know. If you have ever had a similar experience in the past, or if you just have a habit of creating a lot of characters in your mind that seem to "come alive", this could just be one way how you handle things in your imagination.

Not everything that speaks to you in your mind is a tulpa.

Did your tulpa create a tulpa? Ask her. How would we know?

What seems to be the case is that these are your worries you can't just outright ignore. Whether or not this is a tulpa, my armchair psychologist gut says you need to actually talk about your issues, with yourself and with Joy. You know, voice them and see how they sound when you've said them and if they're valid. If they sound valid then what can you do about them?

PS. "subconsciously" and anything relating to a "subconscious" is very much a new age nonsense term that has been redefined to mean so many things it means nothing. Scientific communities prefer the word "unconsciously".

That's how the tuppers get you. It's all a part of their plan.