If you wish to try again, you would have to try to figure out where you went wrong. You would need a new way of looking at it for a better chance of success.

Hello. I have been playing on a Minecraft multiplayer server recently and someone wanted to know what I was building, so I took pictures. It is done in creative and it's not completely finished yet. But I will show you what I have. It would be nice for you to share your creations with us, as well, haha.




This island used to just be that small sand hill that now has a fountain, haha. I made it bigger before adding a house.


I took a picture of the fire pit on the beach, because I could.




The yard is still a work in progress, so I didn't take pictures of it yet.



The front door and the view from the front door. It is a bit modern.

First look inside in both directions.





A small sitting room of some kind with a fireplace.


You can enter this porch from the previous room.





A dining room, kitchen and a pantry.


The view from the dining room if looking in another direction. There is the living room.





View from the living room. The glass garden area is right next to the living room. Another entrance to the pantry can also be seen, you can walk through it to the kitchen.


We can enter the central spiral staircase from many places, but here we went inside from the living room entrance. The doorway leads to a bathroom.







Heading further up the stairs, we come to a small library.




You can enter the balcony from the library room.


Upstairs into the second main floor.



View to the right once you exit the staircase.





There are games.

If we turn around and leave the pool table behind us, we can see this little room.







Coffee is important, apparently.

If we head to the right instead of left once we enter the second floor, we can see the bedroom.






There is also a bathroom connected to the bedroom. Room divider stops you from peeking in.



View from the throne.




I don't have anything else to show now, haha.

Having motivation is all you need. As long as you actually are also willing to act on it instead of sitting around, haha.

I wish you good luck. Please spend a lot of time with your tulpa.

I would try to stockpile some medical supplies and other things that would make life easier. Hopefully I could barricade myself somewhere with plenty of food. Oh, and I don't think I would ever really use a gun, haha. I just wanted the golden gun, because I liked how it looked.

I am happy that I can paint again, haha. I wonder if there is something else I could try, as well. It takes such a long time for the paint to dry.

I have been painting more. It takes a while for the oil paints to dry, so you need to stop painting often, haha.

Imposition, yes, that is what I would call it. Your tulpa is with you and you are trying to hallucinate them in some way. Perhaps it is not the sight you are working on at the moment, but you are definitely trying to hallucinate something, yes? Saying it is imposition isn't wrong, though you could of course say what exactly the goal of the sessions you are having is to others, if you want to.