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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on Today at 12:00:04 PM »
Tue, Oct 18th
400 posts!
Practiced possession while walking in the park, went surprisingly well. Tupper had barely been active in the past days but became more lively while possessing, touching trees and picking up leaves. Meditation in between varied, some good moments, mostly bad. Been even more lazy than usual this endless summer, time to step up on forcing, especially visualization. It's even more awful than it used to be.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on Yesterday at 03:00:02 PM »
Wed, Oct 17th
Uneventful day, Alice was mostly inactive and I was tired.
Practiced dancing and some wonderland visualization in the evening.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on October 17, 2018, 09:00:04 AM »
Tue, Oct 16th
Meditation in the morning was better, also tried meditating while waiting during the day. Imposing Alice while walking in greater detail as usual with focus on feet.
Evening meditation session was the worst in a long time, ended up thinking what to do in winter holidays. Wonderland session wasn't any better, some Samurai figure impaled tupper with a spear which had the usual effect - none.



Alice gradually absorbed the spear and then the unfortunate Samurai before hitting me over the head with a rolled up newspaper. Bad host, bad!
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Off-Topic / Re: Personality tests
« Last post by Bernd on October 16, 2018, 01:45:04 PM »
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on October 16, 2018, 06:00:03 AM »
Mon, Oct 15th
45 min. meditation in the evening, lots of intrusive thoughts. Only got better at the end. Some forcing in wonderland but was too tired, eventually fell asleep.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on October 14, 2018, 05:00:04 PM »
Election Day.
Tupper made the cross on the ballot which took a loong time and people were probably wondering what the hell I was doing in the voting booth but whatever. Meditated in the park at sundown, was gud. I'll start a week of daily updates ahead of Alice's upcoming birthday.
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Off-Topic / Re: Cats
« Last post by Bernd on October 14, 2018, 04:55:27 PM »
Cat wanted to occupy a sunspot but 2 other cats had the same idea. This lead to some half-hearted hising and other angry cat noises but eventually they shared the sunspot together.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on October 10, 2018, 05:00:03 PM »
Was hiking in the alps. Beautiful weather, Alice delighted by the changing colors of leafs. Just fun how much solar-powered she is. Tupper does not like shade at all and drags me out into the sun agin as fast as possible. Looking for interesting rocks to collect was also not taken well. First because Alice thinks I already have too much trash that should be thrown away, second because it takes resources from imposing her.

Did I ask for a nagging wife?
I do not remember. But probably. Ah well, at least she's not old and ugly.
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Off-Topic / Re: Personality tests
« Last post by Bernd on October 02, 2018, 02:18:44 PM »
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on October 01, 2018, 04:59:53 PM »
Walked by a mother with a small child today.
The child pointed at me and the mother said "Yes, the man is returning home from work!"
Tupper burst into laughter.
Work...



Been slacking on meditation lately, summer was too beautiful to sit around with closed eyes. So I'm still as absent-minded as ever.
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