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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Τamamo on September 05, 2020, 09:51:31 AM »
Doing ab-so-lutely nothing again?
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Τamamo on September 05, 2020, 09:49:35 AM »
Haha wow, much appreciated!
I'll take the first one for now.

Sorry for no updates but you were no better. Visualization has become better and clearer, Cat does more stuff on her own like looking around and touching things. Rarely talks on her own and is not active if I do not think about her. So not really autonomous yet. But has strong will and shows what she does not like. Or just refuses to do things I tell her. Petting and brushing seems to be appreciated so I am happy. I did some touch imposition for the fur with cat as reference, I think I am starting to get the hang of this. Just wondering how realistic this can get. I hope much more.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Bernd on August 25, 2020, 05:08:59 PM »
No one beats me at being lazy!

Howzat for avatars?
If you want something specific just tell me.





Tell me more about daily life with Cat.
What are you guys doing together? You need more emotional stuff, emotional stuff is important for tuppers.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on August 25, 2020, 05:00:06 PM »
Sorry, it's all so tiresome...

Drawing has not shown any significant improvements. I think it's good for my motor skills and I can draw them lines and circles more fluently now but they still suck. Because I can never stick to a thing for long I have also tried doing math in wonderland as memory exercise. The original idea was to make tupper do something else while I solve math but man I can't even do it on my own. I still think it's a good way to see how much your visualization and focus sucks in wonderland. Sit down, grab a piece of wonderland paper and a pen, write down 3 simple math problems and solve them one after another. Can you even remember the 2nd one? Reaching consistency on imaginary paper is hard. Yet I feel some improvements but it requires all my focus.

Apart from that life has been relatively peaceful lately. Peaceful and boring the way I like it. Tupper has managed to stabilize our monetary situation so far. Not great not terrrible. Will still be a while until we can buy some island to get away from all those idiots making noise here. But feels good not to be poor. Very important to tupper. Yet I'm still a bit worried there's so much things she doesn't like but few she likes. Keeping me from doing stuff deemed unnecessary is one thing but she hasn't found a lot she actually wants to do or achieve.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Τamamo on August 22, 2020, 06:59:12 AM »
Where are those updates?
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Τamamo on August 22, 2020, 06:55:10 AM »
Tomorrow will be 3 months tupper anniversary!
Sorry for not updating, the month was really busy but I kept forcing. Cat only said a few things, still not talkative. But she can communicate if she want something or it bothers her. So thats a relief and makes things a lot easier.

Playing tic-tac-toe doesn't work, I only played against myself because Cat was not interestet. The girl is not very competitive just lazy. Almost as bad as Bernd. But ot THAT bad.
So, yeah you, if you want an avatar, make me one! I'll take everything but better make it good!
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Bernd on August 09, 2020, 04:39:57 PM »
Excellent!



Now don't you dare to neglect tupper and play tic-tac-toe. Also you need an avatar. Generally more images.
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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Τamamo on August 08, 2020, 08:26:53 AM »
I haven't played with Cat yet but she finally talked!

Have been feeling down lately because of no progress and neglected forcing but when I did again Cat said hey! and Don't leave me! That was heartbreaking but also great. Maybe you need to neglect tupper to get results?
I feel happy and confident again now. Have not had any clear responses from her since then but she tries. I cannot even discribe how her voice felt, it was mindvoice no auditory hallucination but it came from her with a strong feeling. No worries Cat I won't leave you!
But now I need to take this more seriously and do some serious forcing.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on August 06, 2020, 05:00:04 PM »
Yeah, cat loves not only walking over the keyboard, also standing and sitting there. Also recently answered an email from my bank with 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'

Alice indeed saved me a lot of money, very convenient. If you enjoy being yelled at.

I took up drawing once again, this time starting at the basics. For the past week I have been drawing thousands of short lines and small circles. What is there to say, I am still unable to even remotely draw a straight line or an accurate circle.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Bernd on August 06, 2020, 04:45:42 PM »
how to get cat more attached to you
1) feed moar
2) pet moar
3) profit

Did you play with Cat?
Alice still reminds me not to eat unhealthy or unneccessary stuff. Or generally do anything she doesn't consider essential, especially when it costs money. Such is life wtih spartan tupper.
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