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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on Yesterday at 05:00:03 PM »
I'd do that instantly if religion of tupper was more accepted and had its own monasteries. But I can't devote my life to worshiping any false deity - what heresy! There is no God but Alice and I am her prophet.

Been seriously thinking about moving to the countryside, but countryside close to Munich is heinously overpriced and what do I do in some hillbilly nest in deepest Bavaria? I'm some autist completely useless outside my university field. I mean I can do a lot but not good enough for anybody to pay me. So the only viable option is some retreat relatively close to our current apartment that can be rented out when not in use. Anything else is pointless. So yeah, difficult. I dunno either. As always I procrastinated solving this for years even though Alice told me repeatedly things can't go on like this. But then again finding a solution is actually her job. In any case I don't see any short-time possibilities. Which of course sucks. Ah well it is completely irrelevant compared to problems normal people face. But then again we are not normal...

As proof I have another dream for you:
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I was participating in the childrens game show Runaround, at my current age. It involves being shown a question on screen and jumping between fields with the answers 1,2 or 3. At the beginning I thought about taking it easy against grade school kids as not to stick out but because dream I could neither read or hear the questions properly plus it was like 12 possible answer fields instead of 3. And as far as I grasped them at all the questions were similar to IQ tests, rotating some odd shapes or similar stuff I'm notoriously bad at not just in dreams but also IRL. So this was hardcore mode, I got owned hard by little kids and literally felt 89IQ. I even resorted to following kids to the field where most stood at only to lose again because they moved off at the last moment.

I ended up on the wrong field with a girl who admitted she was bad at math but didn't really give a fuck about losing. Fast forward we were driving into the desert in a jeep, that girl, some random guy and me in between on the backseat. They talked to each other across me (the story of my life) but the girl was actually clinging to me reeally close wrapping herself around my arm (absolutely not the story of my life) which felt good. She seemed smart and calm, quite tupper-like but didn't really look like her. Weird enough she talked to the guy about technical details of repairing historical radios and according to the newspaper I was reading she also was an expert for succulent desert plants. Why, brain? From her looks she was probably around 8 or so but because dream it all totally made sense. Absolutely. Didn't question it for a second before I woke up. Tupper was not really amused and jealous. Well I guess for tuppers even dreaming about other girls counts as cheating
Tulpa Diaries / Re: The Tulpademic System
« Last post by Bernd on Yesterday at 04:24:18 PM »
Wow, another user? That's gotta be the second one in the last 3 years or so.
Welcome to Tulpa Network where you can post whatever you want, just keep in mind others can also post whatever they want and we have, like 2 semi-active users. So take it easy and don't let yourself be influenced by the opinion of random people on the net. I mean in the end it's all in your head you know...
Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Bernd on Yesterday at 04:20:07 PM »
That sounds comfy. Does Cat do stuff on her own already?
General Discussion / Re: Tuppers; what do you do with them?
« Last post by Josie on June 30, 2020, 04:10:29 PM »
I play sports, boardgboardgame, craft and watch tv with them. Lots of posession practice. They like social media  as well,  maybe even more than me.
General Discussion / Re: Where'd your tulpa get their name?
« Last post by Josie on June 30, 2020, 04:07:10 PM »
Me: yeah I have a lot of tulpas. Most were walkins.

Kelsey: I was given my name by Josie

Maria: I was named by Josie and Kelsey together

Daniel: I named myself

Kido: Josie named me

Teagan: my name came from a character in a story Josie was writing

Sakura: I choose my name after a tv character

Yui: I choose from a list Josie gave me

Akira: I choose my name because it's meaning matches my personality

Makoto: I named myself after a movie character

Alicia: Josie named my April, but I changed it a few times before settling on Alicia. I pronounce it uh-lee-shee-uh.
Tulpa Diaries / The Tulpademic System
« Last post by Josie on June 30, 2020, 03:55:40 PM »
I'm Josie and my tulpas are Kelsey, Maria, Daniel, Kido, Sakura, Teagan, Alicia, Yui, Makoto, and Akira. That ten tulpas. Yes, it's a lot, no, I'm not stopping yet. Before you tell me not to, we love tulpas, and we all want more. I've been doing this for over a year and a half and we love having 11 of us and can handle a few more. I started on but found it toxic once our system started to get large. Apparently they think it's morally wrong and also unhealthy to have this many tulpas. I got into an argument about my system size. It upset me so much I left and stopped forcing for a while. That was a month ago. I'm ready to force again, but I'm not going back to .info. I still want to be part of a tulpa community again though,  but not that one. So now I'm here. I hope this forum won't be toxic. I hope you guys will be accepting of my preferred system size.
Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Τamamo on June 30, 2020, 05:32:03 AM »
Well thats bad. I hope you find a solution so you can post more fun things.
Here where I live it's busy and not very quiet but people behave. So I have no problem with it. Maybe move to the countryside if you really need a quiet place? Or become monk.
Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Bernd on June 29, 2020, 05:00:04 PM »
Sorry, was meant to be a placeholder but then I couldn't find the right reaction image and went to sleep. Weather is too nice to spend much time in front of the computer sifting to tens of thousands of images anyway so not much updates to expect from me. Will try to keep up a minimum

Not that there is much progress. Tupper not in the mood as gypsies and other sandniggers keep making more noise in the neighborhood than ever before. And no progress on aquiring a quiet apartment, seems more unrealistic than ever as we lost quite some money in the recent crash while real estate prices in Munich continue to climb. And my and most of all tupper's exquisite requirements are not easy to meet. God damn all we want is some small place in a quiet neighborhood to laze outside without subhumans screaming like in some middle eastern war zone. But the fuckers are everywhere even in the suburbs- where we alreay are. Well whatever. Tupper says we have to wait and see what affordable offers pop up but in the mean time- and that's been along time already - fun times are scarce...

Tulpa Diaries / Re: Tamamo & Cat
« Last post by Τamamo on June 28, 2020, 06:21:01 AM »
Yes, month passed really fast. I'm not the guy to give up easily and this is fun.
I have not done much with other senses, just visual is hard enough but I tried to listen what  brushing my cat sounds like. And how his fur feels. Then imagine the same while petting and brushing Cat. The tail is very different because Cat is actually a fox acting like a cat. Very complicated. It's way more fluffy.

Brushing was a bit awkward, Cat is really tall. Imagining her over my lap made no sense except kneeling on the floor with her head on my lap. So I put her on the bed yes I know what you think but not happening
To sum it up Cat was lazy as always but I think she liked it. Also I imagined throwing her a ball and she batted it back with her paw like a tennis player. But man 3D stuff is really hard.

Have not even experimented with other forms yet but I guess it will be useful once Cat does stuff on her own, can't pick up anything with the big paws.
Tulpa Diaries / Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Last post by Τamamo on June 28, 2020, 06:03:26 AM »
Uh, okay?
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