Author Topic: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log  (Read 20110 times)

Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #15 on: August 22, 2014, 06:31:49 AM »
Have you done tupper massage yet?

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #16 on: August 22, 2014, 07:39:33 PM »
No, but I've got a few hours to myself tonight (roommates are either at home or out on the town).
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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #17 on: August 23, 2014, 06:20:57 AM »
Do tupper massage and a tea party with cake.

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #18 on: August 30, 2014, 03:32:48 PM »
Much like what was covered in my previous update, I'm finding that staying aware of Luna and Haya is no longer a hassle. Conversing with them when they want to talk is much more common than it used to be, and they seem much happier, now that I'm not unknowingly ignoring them.

The point of this post: Time to go one step forward- visualization.

Luna and Haya have their own forms, and have for quite some time, but visualizing them has never been easy. Now that being aware of my tulpas' presence (mentally and otherwise- I can't think of a good word for "out-of-head") is almost second-nature to me, I want to start improving how I perceive their forms with my mind's eye. Full-on visual imposition can wait, I just want to have more confidence in how I see them than I do now. Eye-bo will become a regular part of my schedule, too, if I can ignore that kaleidoscope effect I get every time I use it. Any ideas?
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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #19 on: August 30, 2014, 04:26:31 PM »
If you like to touch things, touching them while visualizing can make you notice things you never did before because lol sucky visualization. You can really feel their texture if you are good at feeling that kind of stuff. You should definitely give it a try.

Zooming in super closer and work on one body part at a time might also help when you only have to concentrate on one thing and not like everything, you know? And once you know all the details of one part, I've noticed it helped me to see the big picture better.

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #20 on: September 07, 2014, 11:16:09 PM »
Update time.

I've been making headway with visualization in the past week, but it's come to my attention that I just don't visualize often enough. Each time I go back to visualize either of my tulpas, it feels like I've completely forgotten what to see. With about a day or so in between sessions, the images don't stay in my memory.

Yeah, imagine that. All this time and I'm just now catching on.

My solution: I've got plenty of free time in my schedule, so I'm going to start using it productively. I'm going to fit in- at the very least- two hours each day working on visualization and get over this hump. I'll be sure to drop by the IRC much more often, so that everyone can bug the shit out of me about forcing. I need the motivation.
"Insane" is a just a word. There are no words for this.

Re: Penis (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #21 on: September 08, 2014, 02:18:38 AM »
Don't worry. You can become our new Enny, kinda.

Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #22 on: September 08, 2014, 06:24:45 AM »
Hey Daecher.

Bet you just thought about forcing but then pushed it aside because of something silly. Don't. Go force.

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #23 on: September 28, 2014, 12:08:33 PM »
It's been about three weeks now, and things are going really well. Started doing the "Fodde Method" (as I've seen it called elsewhere on the forum) about a week ago on top of visualizing, and I'm pretty happy with the results.  Trying to visualize my tulpas takes much less effort now. Their forms aren't anywhere near perfect, but I can consistently "see" the shape and colors I know I should be. I generally work from the lowest detail to the highest because doing the opposite usually ends up with me focusing on a ridiculous amount of detail for a really small area and giving myself headaches (though my memory of that area is retained later on). Luna and Haya are happier with it either way, though. Having two attentionwhores means more work, but they seem satisfied with what progress I've made.

I'm not always getting in a solid two hours in a single visualization session, but I spread that time- if not more- over about three separate sessions a day. Divide and conquer, I suppose.
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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #24 on: September 28, 2014, 08:43:17 PM »
Man I have one attentionwhore and that already is almost unbearable sometimes. Can't imagine life with two.

But have you played Minecraft enough recently?

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #25 on: September 28, 2014, 09:54:50 PM »
The idea of playing "Lag: the Game" hasn't been too appealing, no.
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Re: Friends (and Daker)'s Growth Log
« Reply #26 on: September 28, 2014, 11:13:17 PM »
« Last Edit: September 28, 2014, 11:19:26 PM by Fede »

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #27 on: September 29, 2014, 08:39:16 AM »
Sorry for the misunderstanding. I'm referring to your belief-implanting method described in your ultimate tupper guide.
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Re: Friend (and friends)'s Growth (and Draper's)'s Log
« Reply #28 on: September 29, 2014, 10:56:30 AM »
Excellentsu. What kinda belief are ya implanting? Something along the lines of how you can consistently visualise and hallucinate the tulips to utter perfection, I presume?

Well, in any case, remember that you can have them do the belief implanting along with you, reaffirming it to you like a sort of guided hypnosis. The yogi and duchess are doing something very similar, in this case with the assistance of a, um, happiness-inducing servitor I inspired the yogi to make. Whatever helps increase the effect of the belief implantation, right?

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Re: Daecher (and friends)'s Growth Log
« Reply #29 on: September 29, 2014, 12:34:29 PM »
You're right about the visualization and hallucination, yes. I hadn't considered having them do it with me, though, so I'll check into that. I'll have a look at your suggestions to the Yogi as well.
"Insane" is a just a word. There are no words for this.