Author Topic: Sparks' Progress Report  (Read 19510 times)

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #60 on: May 30, 2016, 05:29:57 PM »
nb. She combed through the Monster Manual for a few hours and found some scary stuff.  If there were a dragon, it would probably be a dracolich because the party is in catacombs under the capital city. But she's soft like a pony, so the worst she'd probably throw is a pudding. To quote her on the matter, "Stop touching me. It's too hot and I'm trying to sleep."



Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #61 on: January 07, 2019, 11:12:56 PM »
There is no need to accurately tell from the way it has been suggested that another is wanted fit.

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #62 on: March 24, 2019, 05:51:31 PM »
Begone, bot.

Where's the Colonel? This place has gone to shit.

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #63 on: March 24, 2019, 06:10:13 PM »
Colonel and woflo haven't logged in for half a year, I think they're kill.
Update moar, if enough people return maybe they'll start caring for this place again
as if

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #64 on: March 24, 2019, 06:22:32 PM »
Might as well, I guess.

Today Clair watched my step brother drool on his plate for an hour. Her fascination fascinated me, so I stared, too. Then Sophia noticed. She'd been hovering over my grandmother's birthday cake. She sat on the table and stared. It was one of those long, slender strings. The kind that linger like the last drop of syrup from a bottle. It dangled and swayed, and it seemed to stretch to infinity, but it refused to fall. We took bets on how long it would last. Sophia won.

Stupid moments like that encapsulate our life together. I like having tulpas.

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #65 on: March 26, 2019, 06:35:50 PM »
Hmm, interesting way to spend the day! Tuppers really are fascinated by strange stuff I guess.
So what happened in the past 3 years? How did Clair and Sophia change? Still have their same form? Any progress?

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #66 on: March 26, 2019, 07:41:57 PM »
Um excuse me that's a very personal question.

But since you asked politely, I'll tell you.

I refuse to read old journals because they make me cringe, so I don't know where we were three years ago. I've even forgotten last year.

Their forms have gone unchanged. It's too much work, you know. We've spent years on the details of their current forms--a labor of love--so I can't imagine them being anything but ponies. Literally, I can't imagine it. Not that I mind. In spite of received wisdom, I knew what I was doing when I created them. Their forms are as much them as anything else. To want them to change would be like wanting them to be different people.

And, again, let me restate how much work went into their forms. This is very important. Do you know how hard it is to develop a clear and distinct mental image of a wing? It's insane. I don't recommend it, unless you hate yourself. There are a lot of feathers.

And of course there's hair. Sure, manes are one thing. Rendering follicles is a wild ride. But they're horses; they have coats too, and their coats are comprised of hair. A lot of hair. Short, soft hairs that do what they want and render in sections like a modern game on a subpar pc. It's a nightmare. I mean, it's a dream come true, but that dream falls into the subcategory of nightmare.

But I ramble. Progress? I don't know my down from up anymore. I can securely say that we cannot switch. Well, what does the community consider switching these days? I'd say we're masters of possession, that state in which tulpas take motor control of either a limb or the whole body but the host remains aware. But in what I mean by switching, that state in which tulpas take motor control of either a limb or the whole body and the host loses awareness, we are lacking. Not that we've tried much, since I was scared away by the agonizing terror one feels before their consciousness snaps. Our focus has been on real-world interaction and imposition things, as alluded to above. That's going as well as ever, or better than ever before, even. It's tough to measure. I always think I'm doing well, but then we discover some other detail we can use, some sliver of their being concealed, and I think everything I've done up to that discovery was the airy fantasizing of a neophyte. I'm probably not wrong.

So, yes, progress. You know, since you're working so hard, maybe we'll work harder, too. Can't hurt, right? What should we do? It's been ages since I've properly meditated. Maybe we'll try some of that.       

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #67 on: March 28, 2019, 07:54:38 PM »
Meditation is always a good thing to do.
Well, any sort of activity you can do together is fine I guess.

You seem to have gotten pretty far with visualization. At least way further than me.  I never went into such details, both because lazy and having a no-nonsense tupper which isn't exactly fond of watching me stare at her for hours when I could be doing more productive stuff.

How are your other senses doing? Touch, smell, audio?

And yeah, I always find it funny to rate your skills from 1 to 10. How am I supposed to know what 8 or 5 should feel like? We're definitely not extremely good at anything, compared to lucid dreams everything in wonderland or even open-eye is basically nonexistent.

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #68 on: May 26, 2019, 12:44:17 AM »
Oh, uh, I'm not that late to reply. Um.

Everything imposed. I don't know where that is.

Hey. Hey, buddy. Hey. You want some drugs?

I like singing love songs with Clair. She has a nice voice. It's easy when you don't have to practice, isn't it?

See you in another three months.

Re: Sparks' Progress Report
« Reply #69 on: May 28, 2019, 06:44:15 PM »
That's why I love this place.
Where else can you have a conversation with months between replies?

Singing is always neat. What songs do you like?
Also I always recommend dancing for supreme imposition practice of all senses.
Even better, do both at the same time. We still can't do that very well but it rocks!

Also do the psycho personality test with tupper and post results for my entertainment. Sand never delivered, maybe you will.

inb4 never posts again