Okay, so I've been working on making a tulpa for 3 days, and progress has been fast. I can see Joy (my tulpa) vividly, and the wonderland as well. So far so good. But today we were praciticing visualization, in a void of sorts; and something interupted my thoughts. I saw a dragon spewing flames and raw anger. Whatever, just an intrusive thought. i waited for the thought to pass and resumed the session, and when I did, Joy was riding on it's back. So I went to the wonderland, and sure enough, it was there. It seemed to really like Joy. I asked it it's name. He said, (through telepathy) that his name was Aknard. He did not care for me at all, I could tell. He told me I wasn't mature enough to be a tulpamancer, I'm not ready, etc. Here's the strange thing though, many of the things Aknard says are thoughts I've had about this process. Also, how did he become so real, so quick? Aknard is as real, if not more so, than Joy.
Did my tulpa create a tulpa? Or did my insecure thoughts form a sentient being, if so, would that be healthy to keep? What should I do?
