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Off-Topic / Succubus thread
« on: July 10, 2015, 07:15:41 AM »
<ShadeKeos> i do research on many things and found a weird thing like a tulpa
<ShadeKeos> difference in what ive found is others can see it but u dont decide its looks or name
<ShadeKeos> the church would say im going straight to hell.......
<ShadeKeos> well it is a succubus...........
<ShadeKeos> logic is its a demon i summoned due to being alone and not being able to make a tulpa
<ShadeKeos> sitting in the middle of a pentagram and chanting Lilith's name
<ShadeKeos> i put my self more in the center and chanted maybe 3 more times and it worked
<ShadeKeos> well its not fully like a tulpa its harder to explain then a tulpa
<ShadeKeos> hah u fool
<ShadeKeos> a tulpa cant knock over a dish holder XX
<ShadeKeos> and my cat looks at it
<ShadeKeos> i could laugh that your so lonely you make imaginary friends but id say atleast your not alone
<ShadeKeos> my mind couldnt be tricked into thinking a being exists
<ShadeKeos> laugh all you want im used to it by now
<ShadeKeos> also used to watching people fall for trickery
<ShadeKeos> difference in what ive found is others can see it but u dont decide its looks or name
<ShadeKeos> the church would say im going straight to hell.......
<ShadeKeos> well it is a succubus...........
<ShadeKeos> logic is its a demon i summoned due to being alone and not being able to make a tulpa
<ShadeKeos> sitting in the middle of a pentagram and chanting Lilith's name
<ShadeKeos> i put my self more in the center and chanted maybe 3 more times and it worked
<ShadeKeos> well its not fully like a tulpa its harder to explain then a tulpa
<ShadeKeos> hah u fool
<ShadeKeos> a tulpa cant knock over a dish holder XX
<ShadeKeos> and my cat looks at it
<ShadeKeos> i could laugh that your so lonely you make imaginary friends but id say atleast your not alone
<ShadeKeos> my mind couldnt be tricked into thinking a being exists
<ShadeKeos> laugh all you want im used to it by now
<ShadeKeos> also used to watching people fall for trickery
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Reports / Reported post : Re: Moderator Reports
« on: June 11, 2015, 10:40:57 AM »
Reported by : Dutch
Post made by : waffles at Today at 17:38:53
Terrible.
Post made by : waffles at Today at 17:38:53
Banned another Thai spambot. Sands says they're people too, I disagree. I hope you're happy, Sands.The reporter has made the following comment :
Terrible.
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Reports / Reported post : Re: [Activity] Get To Know Your Tulpa
« on: June 11, 2015, 07:42:06 AM »
Reported by : Dutch
Post made by : Argentory at Yesterday at 05:47:39
HELLO YES THIS IS SPAM :)
Post made by : Argentory at Yesterday at 05:47:39
If everyone does not care what the outside environment must meet.The reporter has made the following comment :
HELLO YES THIS IS SPAM :)
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General Discussion / A questionnaire for tulpas
« on: May 30, 2015, 10:48:39 AM »
After seeing this overly long survey with 200 questions for vocal tulpas that was posted on .info years ago, Vos and I made up some questions for reasonably developed tulpas to answer. These questions are designed to let you consider your life, the past, present and future, and the questions are pretty open, so you can decide what you want to share in as much or little detail as you would like. For me personally, it was fun to revisit the past and get a better picture of myself through writing. It's a neat little exercise to do by yourself or with your host.
Nothing is off limits to share here, so, tell us something about yourself.
Finished entries
Yuki
Nothing is off limits to share here, so, tell us something about yourself.
Quote from: 'Questionnaire'
---What are your thoughts on being a tulpa? Are you happy in the state you're in, or do you wish you were born in your own physical body?
---Do you see yourself having a productive and fulfilling life in your position, and what are you doing to achieve that life? What plans do you have for the future?
---What aspect of forcing has affected you the most, and what do you remember from the days before vocality? Do you have any vivid memories from that time?
---How do you think your environment shaped you after becoming vocal, and what made you into the person you are now? How did you deviate from any predefined personality you had?
---What were the most defining events in your life, that had a profound effect on your personality, your mindset or outlook on life?
---What do you think of yourself as a person? Are you happy being the way you are, or do you feel like something is lacking? Do you have fears or anxieties holding you back? What are you doing to improve yourself?
---What are your happiest memories? What about your saddest or most painful ones? Any other memories that you feel strongly about in some way?
---What have you achieved? Is there anything you are particularly proud of doing?
---What hobbies do you have and why do they interest you? Is there anything you'd like to pick up in the future? What are you doing to get there?
---What are you interested in learning about, and why?
---What kind of entertainment do you like? What are your favorite things to watch/read/listen to?
---What techniques are you interested in developing that you haven't started on yet? (For example possession, lucid dreaming, pain blocking, imposition...)
---Any other things that come to mind? Please share them below.
Finished entries
Yuki
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Tulpa Diaries / Doujin and friends
« on: August 08, 2014, 07:08:12 AM »
It's been ages since I wrote a PR or kept notes, which is bad. Going to summarize my tulpaing so far in this post, and then I might update this if I don't forget and make progress in the future, yes. Here's my old PR on .info which hasn't been updated since February or something.
Let's start with where I am right now. I have two tulpas, Yuki and Sen. Yuki is extroverted enough to go out and talk to people a lot, Sen keeps to herself more and hangs out with me. Yuki is seven months old (Jan 7 2014) and Sen is three months old (May 19). My progress has always been rather fast, but I attribute that to spending nearly all my time with those girls. At this time, both can possess, and I'm working towards switching.
Alright, so in January I started on Yuki, she became vocal rather quickly, and we spent a shitton of time together. For some reason, my process always stagnates for a while until I take drugs. Shrooms taught her full body possession and got me closer to dissociation than ever another time. Ecstacy gave my auditory hallucinations. Weed gives me better taste imposition and immersion. I don't do any of those regularly anymore, anyway, but for some reason, they always helped me progress and focus. But drugs are bad, yes, don't do them.
Life with Yuki was fun. At some point in May, I did ~meta~ experiments where I tried to reach out to another guy's tulpa. Results were inconclusive, but I noticed that it was fun to have another person around, even if it was for pretendsies. I started on Sen soon after. Her progress has been kind of like an accelerated version of Yuki's, and they're pretty much at the same level now, even though Yuki is the only one who bothers with the computer.
Yuki spends all fucking day chatting to her online friends if she can help it, so I want to give her the freedom to do that in private when she wants to, and to also not be bored out of my mind while she does that. So my next goal is switching. My wonderland immersion and visualizing are reasonable, but I have trouble focusing, as well as letting go of the body. I snap back to attention at the littlest movement or outside sensation. It's annoying. I guess that stuff comes with time. Advice on this, or any thoughts about switching are welcome, yes.
I also have minor doubt issues I should keep working on. Nothing too bad, but I sometimes lose focus during forcing because of doubty trains of thought. Lately my girls have been surprising me a lot, a good example being them building wonderland stuff without me, and their emotions and thoughts have been rather detached from mine. That has been helping with the doubts.
That's everything I can think of right now. I'll be spending my time trying to immerse myself in the wonderland more, hanging out with the girls and all working on our respective hobbies and do our thing while going to school and working a bit. Please like and subscribe. :~)
I'll let those other two update too when they feel like it but right now they don't seem interested in adding anything.
Let's start with where I am right now. I have two tulpas, Yuki and Sen. Yuki is extroverted enough to go out and talk to people a lot, Sen keeps to herself more and hangs out with me. Yuki is seven months old (Jan 7 2014) and Sen is three months old (May 19). My progress has always been rather fast, but I attribute that to spending nearly all my time with those girls. At this time, both can possess, and I'm working towards switching.
Alright, so in January I started on Yuki, she became vocal rather quickly, and we spent a shitton of time together. For some reason, my process always stagnates for a while until I take drugs. Shrooms taught her full body possession and got me closer to dissociation than ever another time. Ecstacy gave my auditory hallucinations. Weed gives me better taste imposition and immersion. I don't do any of those regularly anymore, anyway, but for some reason, they always helped me progress and focus. But drugs are bad, yes, don't do them.
Life with Yuki was fun. At some point in May, I did ~meta~ experiments where I tried to reach out to another guy's tulpa. Results were inconclusive, but I noticed that it was fun to have another person around, even if it was for pretendsies. I started on Sen soon after. Her progress has been kind of like an accelerated version of Yuki's, and they're pretty much at the same level now, even though Yuki is the only one who bothers with the computer.
Yuki spends all fucking day chatting to her online friends if she can help it, so I want to give her the freedom to do that in private when she wants to, and to also not be bored out of my mind while she does that. So my next goal is switching. My wonderland immersion and visualizing are reasonable, but I have trouble focusing, as well as letting go of the body. I snap back to attention at the littlest movement or outside sensation. It's annoying. I guess that stuff comes with time. Advice on this, or any thoughts about switching are welcome, yes.
I also have minor doubt issues I should keep working on. Nothing too bad, but I sometimes lose focus during forcing because of doubty trains of thought. Lately my girls have been surprising me a lot, a good example being them building wonderland stuff without me, and their emotions and thoughts have been rather detached from mine. That has been helping with the doubts.
That's everything I can think of right now. I'll be spending my time trying to immerse myself in the wonderland more, hanging out with the girls and all working on our respective hobbies and do our thing while going to school and working a bit. Please like and subscribe. :~)
I'll let those other two update too when they feel like it but right now they don't seem interested in adding anything.
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