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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 07, 2014, 08:53:52 AM »
Right, Ten now kind of has a form. It's super generic and undefined, but it helps me keep focus.
I did some of that "stare into their eyes and keep focus" bullshit technique, and I have to say that it did help. Either that, or I am gradually getting better at it again.

I've been a long time of out practice, so this is to be expected. I'll do more and get back to you all when something worthwhile happens.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 06, 2014, 04:09:06 PM »
For some reason my brain translated "on topic" as _ot.

Let the records show we were in fact in #tulpa.info.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 06, 2014, 02:15:21 PM »
After some totally _ot discussion with Sands, Roswell and MayorMorgan, I have decided to make a form for Ten. Because forcing is hard without it.

Also I'm going to drink more OJ and not eat.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 06, 2014, 10:59:10 AM »
Feels are currently limited to very mild headpressures that happen randomly. So nothing much so far. This is the first and only session I would call worthwhile so far. Everything else has been so rife with lost focus that I'd be loathe to count it.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 06, 2014, 10:43:35 AM »
Did a big ol' session last night. Shit was nasty man. Head pressures all over the place, went on for hours.

Loljk I just did a good bit of narration and shit last night, since I couldn't sleep. I decided to go with the placeholder name "Ten" for now, as I feel that if I keep calling it "tulpa" all the time, that's all it'll ever be.
Just some tupper without a proper name.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: co2
« on: January 06, 2014, 03:22:42 AM »
:^)

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 05, 2014, 04:04:24 PM »
Slacked the fuck off because studying for exams. And vidya.

I'll be doing a bigass session tonight in bed, so hopefully I'll actually get somewhere with it, now that my mind is relatively clear. I'll update tomorrow if I have any big news or if I feel stuck, but I doubt neither will happen.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: co2
« on: January 05, 2014, 04:02:35 PM »
You still do personality traits, huh? I thought that method was debunked as being wholly useless. Something about tupper personality being developed on it's own and that a list of traits was futile.

I'd suggest you keep on visualization. As with anything, you can't really be "done". You can be quite competent with it, but never really done.

Post was actually well formatted.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 05:17:00 PM »
Tried it with notepad. I have to say, I typed away for 20 minutes or so and I didn't lose track once. Not 100% sure if any of it reached my tupp or if any of it made any impact, but I certainly managed to "talk" for longer than before.

That said, I didn't really talk about much, other that whatever came to mind. I mostly just voiced my concerns and thoughts and just reiterated what I want it to know. I'm not sure if it is in a position to hear me or understand me, but whatever.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 03:41:36 PM »
I'll think about it, and maybe try it.
I'm assuming you can type instead of write? That would be easier for me as I'm a much faster typer than writer, and I don't really have the paper and time to physically write junk down.

I'll give it a shot and I'll report back. Gotta fill up this progress report to make it the most viewed ehehehehhehe

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 02:54:10 PM »
You just write instead of talking? Or you do both? I dunno, sounds like a massive distraction from focusing on my tupperware...

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 01:02:44 PM »
Well that's good. I'll try to do more forcing sessions, but I know they don't have to be as long. That's good I suppose.
It's not exactly /boring/ me, it's just my mind tends to wander. I'll try to think of a game I could play while forcing, but I don't want to detract from what I'm trying to do; force.

I've tried doing games and other things before and it felt like they were distractions that didn't build on the tupper at all. I'll keep the idea in mind though.

Also I'm not afraid of parroting. I just think it's a stupid idea on how to get tuppers talking faster. Seems to me that you build up your ability to talk for them faster than their ability to talk for themselves.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 09:14:29 AM »
I'm take your advice on board and I'll continue on as normal.

I'll see where I am in a week and I'll report back as I go.

Gotta get this thread as the most viewed a hue huehh euuerhierhguidgsdfhg

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Off-Topic / Re: This forum is dead
« on: January 03, 2014, 06:41:43 AM »
Stop chatting then.

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Tulpa Diaries / Re: Avalanche's progress report
« on: January 03, 2014, 06:40:50 AM »
Quote from: Xenith on January 03, 2014, 01:14:07 AM
My suggestion for doing this is to simply give a "hello is anyone there" call in your thoughts. If there is no response. Parrot the what you would want the tulpa to say.


ahhh parroting ahhh noooo evil bad nooo

I dunno. I think my main problem is my lack of focus. No matter where I am or what I'm doing, I cannot seem to focus. I'll be in bed or in the shower or the car or just at my pc and I won't be able to talk and focus for very long. Thoughts creep in and I go off on tangents and I lose it.
It's just very hard to pinpoint and focus on any sort of presence at this stage. Tips on how to stay focused would be helpful.

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