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Sorryman

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A redo.
« on: January 07, 2015, 09:22:15 AM »
I think it's time to go ahead and do a reboot.

Somewhere close to 3 years ago I tried making a tulpa. I half-assed it thoroughly. I felt that I didn't do it right. I had countless doubts and never really seemed to get anything to work, but I still think Shy was "real" to a degree. I had her in my head for a few years but life took a turn for the worse. I stopped forcing, and ultimately, forget of her altogether.

So I've decided that I will begin traversing a slow road to starting again. I have an idea of what I'm getting into and know of my previous mistakes. This time around, I'm going to exercise as little control as possible. I won't be giving it a name and I plan on giving it a small number of traits that are purposely vague as can be.

It feels like the right thing to do - letting a failure remain just that, a failure. I won't be picking up on my previous work and have no plans to ever do so in the future. I want to start fresh, and it just feels right.

I haven't ironed out many details yet. I'm not sure what to put for the exact traits as of now. I will write more, even if no one reads this. I just don't know when I will write more, is all.

Thanks for reading.
« Last Edit: January 07, 2015, 09:31:41 AM by Sorryman »
I have no time for time, only results.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #1 on: January 07, 2015, 09:28:04 AM »
Go force faggot.

When it comes to traits and stuff, I'm not even sure how much those affect the end result. I always saw any kind of personality forcing as narration for babies, as it's an easy subject to talk about. While it might influence the tupper at the start, as they live and experience the world, they are going to grow and become the person they really are. Not some random adjectives some random douche chose for them.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #2 on: January 07, 2015, 09:45:34 AM »
I have great expectations for your soon-to-be bassoon! Now get to action and start working that woodpipe

Re: A redo.
« Reply #3 on: January 07, 2015, 09:51:53 AM »
Go force faggot.

When it comes to traits and stuff, I'm not even sure how much those affect the end result. I always saw any kind of personality forcing as narration for babies, as it's an easy subject to talk about. While it might influence the tupper at the start, as they live and experience the world, they are going to grow and become the person they really are. Not some random adjectives some random douche chose for them.

They give direction to the early forcing process. Talking about traits you want in a tulpa for a long time will help you understand those traits, find out what they mean on a deeper level and if you're doing it like how we did, you'll think about how those traits manifest in a person. Regardless of whether or not the traits you try to implant will be present in the tulpa, you will have a better understanding of the depth of certain personality traits, which will allow for a tulpa with more depth as well, I reckon.

And yeah, I agree with that mindset. Once your tulpa starts exploring the world outside you, talking to other people and learning from different influences, you'll probably find their personality developing much faster than it did before.

Dutch mentions that Fluttershy is hot.

Sorryman

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Re: A redo.
« Reply #4 on: January 07, 2015, 10:14:07 AM »


They give direction to the early forcing process. Talking about traits you want in a tulpa for a long time will help you understand those traits, find out what they mean on a deeper level and if you're doing it like how we did, you'll think about how those traits manifest in a person. Regardless of whether or not the traits you try to implant will be present in the tulpa, you will have a better understanding of the depth of certain personality traits, which will allow for a tulpa with more depth as well, I reckon.


I see it as a way to influence them from the start. It gives the personality basically a push in a direction until their experiences shape what they are. Basically what you said.


And yeah, I agree with that mindset.


Dutch mentions Fluttershy is hot.
She had a human form for the majority of her time.

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I have no time for time, only results.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #5 on: January 07, 2015, 11:23:22 AM »
Yeah so in the end it doesn't really matter, so chill and proceed without worries. Narrate about faggotry, young faggot.

By faggot I mean bassoon.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #6 on: January 07, 2015, 03:45:52 PM »
I'll rate your method 4/10

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Re: A redo.
« Reply #7 on: January 07, 2015, 04:57:17 PM »
Git gud or go home

Re: A redo.
« Reply #8 on: January 08, 2015, 08:44:22 AM »
You'll always be my imagination, baby.

This is a sign that Sorryman has to force more or his thread will be turned into a circlejerk where we cyber all day.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #9 on: January 08, 2015, 10:36:01 AM »
I cum.

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Re: You motherfuckers
« Reply #10 on: January 08, 2015, 11:07:43 AM »
This isn't meant for circlejerking, goddamn.
I have no time for time, only results.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #11 on: January 08, 2015, 11:35:26 AM »
Maybe you should force more then.

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Re: Wunderbar Wonderlands.
« Reply #12 on: January 09, 2015, 05:26:13 AM »
I have been resting and visualizing my wonderland for the past two days.

It's virtually unchanged since it's last rendition. It's a small cottage, and pristine lake in front of it with some willow trees, and a flat grassy plain surrounded by snow-capped mountains.

It seems my skills at visualizing haven't degregated terribly -- I can still get a somewhat clear image if I concentrate enough, which is where I will utilize Eye-Bo to improve.

I feel this is a good start. I don't have the visualization problems I did the first time I tried years ago. Bodies don't morph and shit when I imagine them and images aren't so contorted. The good thing is that my skills can only improve from here on out.
« Last Edit: January 09, 2015, 05:28:39 AM by Sorryman »
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Thanks to a hefty package of inspiration from Fede, I have managed to decide after deliberating for hours about a form.

Meet Anon.



I will be going for a much more carefree personality this time. One who's much more their own person and less submissive. I found the form appropriate for many reasons: the actual person's personality, the tattoos, the barely noticeable scar on the forehead. It just clicks to me.

That, and she's fucking hot I mean holy shit.

I have yet to come up with a name yet. I doubt I will. I'd like to leave it open for her to choose. After all, not too many people get to choose their name.

I know it's a small update but I'm slowly but surely making progress. I've been thinking more about the whole tupper thing as a whole and find myself, when distracted, thinking about my own soon-to-be tulpa. Things can only go up.

EDIT: The name will be Elizabeth.
« Last Edit: January 13, 2015, 05:21:46 PM by Sorryman »
I have no time for time, only results.

Re: A redo.
« Reply #14 on: January 13, 2015, 02:59:47 PM »
So you like the boyish girls? Figures...

Awful tats tho.