Author Topic: Every Day is Alice Day  (Read 380252 times)

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #270 on: November 02, 2017, 07:52:28 AM »
What kind of intrusive thoughts?

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #271 on: November 02, 2017, 10:30:02 PM »


Random pretty disturbing stuff.
Our wonderland bodies warping or doing jerky movements on their own, scenes repeating, distorted faces and some monster consisting of black smoke. It did nothing though. Normally tupper is not impressed by such shit or anything weird that happens in wonderland because who gives a fuck but the fact that all this happened on its own over and over again was really annoying. She could not stop it and got really angry. I told her to just ignore it instead of thrashing everything which just caused the effects to respawn immediately. Well whatever. I guess I was just tired and exhausted.

Thu, Nov 2nd
Missed evening session, night session was ok, no more intrusive shit, average visualization. Tried to do more math but it only works if we do it together. I suck at multitasking, so I guess no parallel processing anytime soon.

Wow, this thread has over 20K views now, Mr. Bot sure is busy.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #272 on: November 03, 2017, 06:55:25 AM »
Math is like very high level multitasking. I don't think you'll be super good at it unless you actually are a math NERD and already come with amazing skills, in other cases it will take about as long as it takes to pretty much any average joe to learn the skill?

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #273 on: November 03, 2017, 09:00:26 PM »
Actually I was surprised it worked at least a little bit. I really suck at math but still it's not totally impossible to do something else simultaneously. Just really hard. If I'd really practice that shit for several hours a day who knows what would be possible?
I'd possibly die from exhaustion in the first week

Fri, Nov. 3rd
More visualization practice on tupper's face and hands. We made a campfire and Alice had fun picking up glowing pieces of charcoal  and watching the color change as they dim. She's always been poking around in fire with bare hands because I guess she can.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #274 on: November 04, 2017, 07:47:07 AM »
But did you have cool shadows and colored lighting?!

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #275 on: November 04, 2017, 09:30:01 PM »
Totally forgot about cool dancing shadows. And the scent of smoke. Not to mention the sounds of crackling embers. Fuq, this is even more multitasking than the math stuff.

Sat, Nov 4th
So we did it again, this time trying to pay attention to all the sensations and the surrounding wonderland. I wanted to barbecue something other than wonderland animals as tupper suggested and ended up using one of the green basketball-sized spiny fruits from the tree Alice made long ago. It popped open and separated into slices containing white flesh with big embedded seeds, but still didn't taste like anything. Wonderland senses are still virtually nonexistent. Visualization wasn't really good today either. No matter, I'll continue doing this for an hour a day. It can only get better.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #276 on: November 05, 2017, 08:00:01 PM »
Sun, Nov 5th
Meditation worked well today, completely zoned out. Made another larger bonfire to focus on all the details. It was a bit easier than yesterday but still exhausting. Managed to focus for maybe 10min with interruptions.

Well, that's one week of daily updates, I'll switch back to notable events for now but continue the current forcing schedule.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #277 on: November 06, 2017, 08:21:52 AM »
Don't get lazy because you don't have to write what you did.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #278 on: November 12, 2017, 07:59:25 PM »
Quote from: Sands
Don't get lazy because you don't have to write what you did.
Uhh...

With daily updates


Without


A quick review of October:
Personal development: ok
Some improvements in meditation and moving the wonderland body, but not really in other senses
Finally got the intuos drawing board though found little time to practice.

Tupper development: ok
Certainly not the big leap forward I was aiming at. It rather seems my amount of forcing is just enough to keep things stable. Birthday was well but Alice is still unhappy with the lack of progress

Also 20K views
I can only hope this is Mr. Bot's doing
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #279 on: November 13, 2017, 08:21:37 AM »
I was the bot all along.

I guess you need more t-t-t-t-tupper dates.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #280 on: November 20, 2017, 06:00:02 PM »
Yep.
We practiced dancing and can now do basic Samba and Chacha steps in wonderland. Well kinda. But it's waay better than before. Will continue doing that regularly. Both IRL and wonderland and see how much it improves. Hey, things really do improve with training, like the rubik's cube rotations I've been doing since spring. Abilities deteriorate as soon as I get lazy but they return faster each time once I reach a basic level.

Another important announcement to keep me from procrastinating:
As promised tupper is going to draw cat. And I'll try to draw us, meaning all of us here. Tupper, me and Sand. It will be horrible but that's the joke. Expect the worst
Soon

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #281 on: November 21, 2017, 03:23:53 AM »
That cat better be catty.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #282 on: November 24, 2017, 09:00:02 PM »
You bet!

Alice is now preparing to draw cat.



Please wait warmly
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #283 on: November 26, 2017, 09:12:04 PM »
I found an interesting site a while ago that fills line drawings with patterns. One option is cat. It generates some pretty neat stuff sometimes, others are just creepy. Perfect!

So here we go, these are tupper's first drawings of our cat made from reference photos because the real model was all curled up and asleep. Note the smug grin!




And of course she also had to draw this from last post


It worked kinda well though I didn't manage to occupy myself in wonderland all the time. Drawing is still really difficult so I was somewhat involved and did interfere. We'll see how things go from here, it would be awesome if we developed different drawing styles. Right now our 'art' looks quite similar and like it was created by a retard.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #284 on: November 28, 2017, 03:27:18 AM »
Good smug.