Author Topic: Every Day is Alice Day  (Read 380352 times)

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #390 on: December 04, 2018, 06:00:07 PM »
Dec 4th
Fell asleep, no wonderlanding.
Pretty much the same routine today, imposition is already somewhat improving. Tupper's mood and my focus however are not.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #391 on: December 05, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 5th
Practiced precision shooting.



Alice was unusually enthusiastic, probably because of the good weather. Tupper shooting via possession is still very awkward as obviously I can't really afford to completely zone out while operating a firearm. Not that tupper would act irresponsibly but it could make me to go into servitor autopilot mode which regularly leads to SHTF situations in daily life. Not the best idea. Results were mixed for both of us but generally I'm better in stuff requiring fine motor skills and strength. At least something while regularly being outsmarted by tupper.

Letting Alice read out in her mindvoice is strangely exhausting. A clue she lacks practice. Also I can't really rmember stuff she reads compared with what I read myself. Guess brain ressources are needed elsewhere. Again something that I feel will quickly improve.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #392 on: December 06, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 6th
Bought a balance board to resume practice after our holiday.
At first it seemed as if tupper had better balance but there's no significant difference. Still lots of fun. Keeping dissociated is hard when you're about to fall though.

Also resumed meditating after slacking off for some time. Still no serious efforts at wonderlanding as I'm mostly tired in the evening. Maybe today.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #393 on: December 07, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 7th
Tupper cleaned the house with a mixture of possession and a bit of actually switching. At least for parts of it things went really well but still aren't quite sustainable. Still Alice is happy everything is neat and shiny again.
Dancing and reading were ok too, attempts at active forcing in wonderland sucked both last evening and this afternoon. Will try again.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #394 on: December 08, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 8th
Still no luck with active forcing, this is getting ridiculous.
At least got some IRL stuff done which pleases tupper. But no productive forcing today.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #395 on: December 09, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 9th
Practiced imposition outside, dancing was good, reading even more exhausting than ever. Drastically improved performance on the balance board, can stand for prolonged times with eyes closed now. I think it's a very good visualization exercise as you have to try really hard to get both balancing and visualizing done at once.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #396 on: December 10, 2018, 06:00:08 PM »
Dec 10th
Good meditation today though cat was kneading me from head to toe like a maniac.
Alice was angry and refused dancing. She's definitely most real when angry. Like really real.

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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #397 on: December 11, 2018, 06:00:03 PM »
Dec 11th
Had a tupper related dream but we don't remember any details.
Resumed dancing after Alice got into a better mood and isn't mad at me anymore. Well, it was deserved.
Practiced fine motor skills by drawing simple shapes and lines with the drawing board. Both suck but I'm still significantly better. Tupper's enthusiasm to practice is limited however.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #398 on: December 12, 2018, 06:00:17 PM »
Dec 12th
Went shopping for edible Christmas tree decorations which turned out hilarious with tupper explaining in detail how and why each sort of candy decoration was absolutely plebejan, too expensive, unhealthy or just ugly.



Gotta love this stuff.
We did settle for a few bits and a will get the rest which has been arduously planned and described elsewhere. Tupper autism best autism. Not that I disagree though, Alice has good taste and excellent arguments, but the effort she puts in such details just endearing.

Dancing was also great somehow, the apartment is already really Christmas-like which really adds to the whole experience. That all aside still no decent wonderland stuff yet.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #399 on: December 13, 2018, 06:00:02 PM »
Dec 13th
Finally some attempt at active forcing in wonderland after a meditation session. Alice made a Christmas-themed wonderland as our usual one is too tropical for this season. It was kinda ok but visualizing something compeletely new isn't the best idea if you lack practice to begin with.

Reading was really exhausting as well even though tupper has clearly improved her mindvoice so it sounds and feels distinctly different from my own. At least some tiny progress.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #400 on: December 14, 2018, 06:00:02 PM »
Dec 14th
Was lazy today, tupper displeased to put it mildly.
Still a good dancing session in the evening and also some wonderland action practicing moving around both me and Alice. Even a brief snowball fight.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #401 on: December 15, 2018, 06:00:04 PM »
Dec 15th
Long reading session.



Some improvements but I'm still wasted in no time doing this.
Balance on balance board has further increased but more for me than for Alice.
Also practiced imposition while walking outside in tupper's snow leopard fur winter outfit. One day, one day I'm gonna draw it. Probably as soon as Sand delivering his gay-test results.
Alice says I spend too much time online which is not untrue. Let's see if she can do something about that.
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Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #402 on: December 16, 2018, 05:59:38 PM »
Dec 16th
We made Christmas cookies today. Well we started. The fun stuff with icing and decoration will come in the next days.
Practiced new dance figures. Man, you think you got gudbut then as soon as something new comes up reality rears its ugly head. Some reading and dancing, so ar we've ben able to kep up this routine all month but still far too less for significant progress. and too much different stuff instead of focusing on improving one skill. As always. But it wouldn't be fun otherwise.

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #403 on: December 17, 2018, 06:00:03 PM »
Dec 17th
Tupper was tired and possession for christmas cookie frosting did not really work out so she settled for instructions and remarks. Eh, still a lot of this stuff to do in the coming days so she'll definitely get some practice. Reading and dance imposition worked well.

Will get Christmas tree tomorrow. Will be a hassle even worse than the candy decoration I can already hear the nagging and complaining. On the other side tupper quickly settled for a tree last year so who knows?

Re: Every Day is Alice Day
« Reply #404 on: December 18, 2018, 06:00:03 PM »
Dec 18th
Christmas tree shopping was actually extremely fast and completely painless. Well, for me. Alice wasn't happy about the masses of stressed people diminishing the experience and wanted to get the thing done. In the end it went better than expected. Tupper soon was fond of a big and cheap tree even after close inspection and me asking her several times and we actually had a nice chat with an old man who also thought our tree looked good.
This time it was me feeling tired though and we didn't work on Christmas cookies though the clock is ticking. Very good dancing and reading session but fail on active wonderland forcing again.

Wasted all evening sorting reaction images. Serious business. So much for doing less online stuff.

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