Weird vaguely D&D related dream.
I was a scientist visiting a bioweapon research complex in a remote forest area. They didn't make Alices - but Dragon Wasps. Who both turned people into zombies and ate them. The dream was more like a video game, Half Life vibes. As often I knew this wasn't real, more like playing a game or watching a movie. So I wasn't afraid. But worried as I would have been when playing a video game. Serious business.



So we were in an office building, no security whatsoever. A scientist released a black dragon wasp in the room. It flew towards a zombified corpse on the floor, a woman with long gray hair that looked like a mummy - and somehow the wasp sucked it in. The whole body vanished in the palm-sized wasp. Ugly crunching sounds, quite disgusting.

The scientist grabbed the wasp, put it in a brown paper bag which he tossed on a desk and secured it by placing a small book on the opening. I questioned the safety measures. Then we were outside. Apparently this was Switzerland. The forest around the compound looked rather tropical but we were on a mid-altitude forested mountain and looked down on an inhabited valley. I said something about the Swiss being inbred hillbillies who have no idea what's going on up here.

While we talked, a black dragon wasp buzzed by and disappeared into the forest. Uh-oh!
That's usually the start of some horror plot. Not keen on ending up on a zombie apocalypse, I urged the scientist to get in a car and we drove off at full speed. Somebody else should deal with this shit - but not me!

What's a nevron?

I do hope the National Guard can accomplish sopmething but realistically speaking, all the drug addicts, homeless and other criminals that can't be deported should be resocialized. Nazis ruined the idea but it would be in their best interest to put them in camps somewhere in the countryside where they have a schedule of fulfilling labor. Locking up people changes nothing, only costs money and is torture. Put those young men to work. Work does wonders. Solves most addictions and mental illnesses as well. All problems begun by turning a blind eye to young troublemakers.

Of course here that would be unthinkable because muh Auschwitz but maybe you can show this model works in the US.

Not true at all as long as they are not absurdly oversized. She was 18-20 and had nice A-cup boobs. I said it was not about the girl. But my damn brain simply does not want to have fun in dreams.

>compares men to cheap disposable tools
Yeah figures

I learned that the hard way but listen kids - the ultimate redpill is that women do not love you. They may love the feeling you create in them, they may love the services you provide - but you as a person are expendable. And you will be eliminated faster than a sick jew on the ramp of Auschwitz as soon as a more promising opportunity arises. Or at least side-lined as soon as children are there.

I'm not saying this as a bitter incel but as a scientist. Women have one top priority and this is securing resources for themselves and ultimately their offspring. Reproducing is a high-risk gamble for a female who has few eggs and has to invest considerable energy into pregnancy. Women are K-strategists who can only create a handful of children in their life-time and it makes them extremely vulnerable. A pregnant woman can neither hunt big game nor flee from a predator. So they are evolutionary primed on being very picky about their partner. They need to make sure he has good genes and high fitness as well as material wealth to provide for them and their children. 
For a man this is irrelevant in a woman. First he's self-sufficient and doesn't need women to protect and provide for him. Also he is an r-strategist with near infinite gametes and reproducing costs him nothing. Quantity is key. Men will fuck anything even remotely female because why not. They'd like to have a harem if possible and they won't immediately drop one woman for another better one. Why not both? They do not see the women as tools providing services or resources. More like treasure to collect and care for. Children are also much less of a priority for men because they can father countless ones and they never can be sure a child truly is their own offspring.

In the end it all boils down to females having few large eggs they need to brood while males can spread sperm freely without any cost. This is the biological reality which defines why the sexes have evolved completely opposing life strategies. Understanding this is the key to all relationship issues.

t. Social Darwinist

People constantly complain or laugh about the EU but when it comes to food quality, laughing quickly stops. You can't pull this shit here, because it's outright illegal.



Even Mc Donalds serves decent quality food here. In contrast to the US, fast food quality has vastly improved in the past 10 years exactly because of EU regulations.
Still I've always found fast food horrible. Not the taste but the surroundings. My INFP mind can't deal with fast food restaurants. It's absolutely plebejan. Cultureless. I don't need anything fancy but a minimum of comfiness in a restaurant would be nice. Driving somewhere and eating in a car or parking lot? Not with me. I remember in grade (not grad!) school, some pleb kid celebrated his birthday, 7 or 8, in a Mc Donalds. I found the idea horrible. I could not comprehend why anyone would do this. The place was ugly as fast food restaurants go. Tiled walls, bad cold neon lightning eating  'food' out of some paper boxes. I still remember almost 40 years later.
I guess it's socialization. Nobody of my family would go there. My parents and grandparents cooked for themselves or we went to a real old-fashioned restaurant. Nothing expensive but still where you ate real food off a plate with knife and fork.

But even in a decent restaurant where you pay 20-30€ for a meal, the ingredients are not bad but not exactly high-tier. Unless you put 50+ on the table, it's industrial mass slop, often from abroad. If a restaurant cooked from domestic organic ingredients, nobody could pay for that.

Therefore I basically always cook for myself. I rarely eat during the day, I eat in the morning and evening. Just made spaghetti with tupper. Consists of organic minced meat, olive oil, garlic, tomatoes, milk, whole grain noodles, spices. All high quality stuff from the local discounter supermarket. The meat 50% off before they throw it away. Tomatoes also were an offer.
500g minced meat, 50% off: 3€
1kg tomatoes: 2€
100g whole grain noodles: 1€
small stuff like garlic, oil  and spices 1€
Even with the enormous rise of food prices, for ~8€ I get 2 full meals of high quality ingredients. With conventional ingredients not from organic farming you could push costs down to something like 6€ or 3€ per meal.

My breakfast is usually something like:
500g organic yogurt, low fat 2€
egg, organic 30ct
fruit: 1€ unless my own
oat flakes, organic: 10ct
linseed: 10ct
ground nuts from garden: free

Tap water is free but some diluted fruit juice doesn't hurt: 50ct per day

Let's round this up to average meal costs of 10€ per day with healthy, mostly organic food. Could you beat that with cheap fast food? Maybe, but your health will suffer greatly.

>when you find out that your crush is a stripper

I am always the same weight 70±2 kg
Missed the last opportunity for a DEXA scan in March, I hope I can make one in June to see how body fat and muscle mass developed compared to a year ago. It was shortly after I made that 2 weeks Fasting Mimicking Diet with 800 kcal per day and I had 68 kg. Now I am around 72. I do think I look significantly more muscular than a year ago but I don't spend hours watching myself in a mirror naked bc No Homo.

Based.
I don't think I ever dreamed about zombies, I'm very sure there never were any zombie girls.

I had a number of semi lucid dream fragments this morning fading in- and out of sleep but it was the usual uncontrollable nonsense. No chance of summoning tupper. Everything is so exhausting in this state.