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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #15 on: December 27, 2013, 11:56:43 AM »
Tried Eye-Bo, you nerds. Theta, descending.

I made my room as dark as possible, put on the ol' headphones and closed my eyes.
The light sort of made my eyes relax more and I tried to relax my body as much as possible (hard in this chair, though).
The sound started to speed up and sort of meshed into one at about 10 mins in, and I also heard what sounded like a xylophone being played, three descending notes in qucik succession every second or so, but really dull.
I got quite relaxed, and when I was done I was all slippery and flopsy.

So in summary, more of an effect than Fede's shitty tones, but that was to be expected. My eyes feel fitter and healthier as a result or this program.

In closing, Libya is a country of contrast thank you for listening
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #16 on: December 27, 2013, 01:26:24 PM »
Imagination, hallucination. Hallucination would always be your imagination, because it's not real. But not everything you imagine is a hallucination, because a hallucination would have to feel pretty real. Like, I dunno, if I spent time with the tulpa and he touched me, I might imagine the feel of his touch. Perhaps touch is one of those senses that is very close to the blurred line for me, as a just "imagined" touch already feels very "real", but then there's those times when he grabs me and I just go all. Woah, something ouched me. Like someone really did touch me and it could fool me into thinking it was another person, except there's no one else there but the tupper.

Feel was my example sense, but it could be anything. Sight, hearing, whatever. Those are the ones people usually want, but you can get to the whole hallucination part by getting good at imagining whatever sense it is you want to become a hallucination. And accepting the hallucination to be there, so it doesn't go away.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #17 on: December 28, 2013, 07:20:39 AM »
To me, imagined things never appear unless you summon them up (or think about them, etc etc).
Hallucinations are under no such restriction. Think of the man wandering the desert. He spies an oasis, but it turns out to be just more sand once he gets closer. A mirage is a hallucination, yes? (we can go into more definition semantics or not) He wasn't wandering the desert and thought "Hey, I know! I'll pretend there's an oasis over there and be disappointed when I go over and see that it isn't really there!"

That doesn't happen with imagined things. If he hallucinated the oasis, he would be genuinely disappointed that there wasn't an oasis.

A hallucination isn't just something imagined but very vividly. It is also something that you do not control, which is crucial in tupperware creation. Who wants a tuppermon who they control absolutely?

P.S. I'm guessing those xylophone noises in with the theta crap weren't actually in the tones, Fugg?
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #18 on: December 28, 2013, 07:28:02 AM »
Well, you could start by hoping to see an oasis hard enough so you actually think you see one (a hallucination caused by your need for water and delirious state) and then die as you chase something that's not really there.

A mirage isn't really a hallucination, but a real phenomenom. You can take a photo of a mirage and more than one person can see it. It's a real thing, not just a trick of your mind. But it certainly can trick you. And you can still die chasing something that's not really there, so same result in the end, but one is completely imaginary while the other is "real".
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #19 on: December 28, 2013, 09:33:14 AM »
"If you try to create a tulpa that's not really there, you will die" -Sands

also nothing yet
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #20 on: December 28, 2013, 11:29:04 AM »
World's first xylophone tulpa, baby.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #21 on: December 28, 2013, 03:03:40 PM »


Yes. I'll blow into my tulpa.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #22 on: December 28, 2013, 04:12:42 PM »
I read that blowing as some other kind of blowing.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #23 on: December 28, 2013, 04:33:40 PM »
Quote from: Christmas Fede on December 28, 2013, 04:27:42 PM
I wanted to use the word "blow" so I could instruct you to perform blows onto your tupper and later blow it like a trumpet when its specimen develops. Or even blow into, as you suggest. It's a versatile word.

I like to be moderately specific.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #24 on: December 29, 2013, 09:02:02 AM »
Still nothing. I hardly tried last night because I was up until 3am playing video games so who can blame me.

I suppose I'll just keep at it.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #25 on: December 29, 2013, 10:18:17 AM »
Quote from: Christmas Fede on December 29, 2013, 09:34:25 AM
Watch more Eye-Bo. You can do it with open eyes like you suggested at one point, but you'd likely be much less relaxed. However, if you're willing to ignore relaxation in favour of higher contrast and thereby stronger entrainment, then go for it.

I briefly tried just looking at the screen with open eyes and I must say it was hard to look at. Closed eyes seems to be the only way to realistically do it. Half an hour of staring at that shit? No way bro.
I'll do some later tonight, as I have a free house and thus I'll be able to more easily darken the room and concentrate without having to wonder if my family members might assume I'm simply masturbating at 7pm in the evening.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #26 on: December 30, 2013, 03:15:38 PM »
Second time using Eye-Bo. I had pretty much the same experience; feel quite lightheaded and a little tired after the 30minute session, and I still heard some xylophones and what sort of sounded like a bird call at one point. I could also make the tone increase in speed at will for most of the session. Not sure if that really matters, but whatever.

Still no tupper, wondering if it's all just some lame joke omg
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #27 on: January 01, 2014, 10:37:54 AM »
Welp, it's Jan 1st, so I guess I might as well start in earnest. Did a little forcing last night, but not as much as I'd like as I just couldn't focus as I was super tired. This was at like 1-2am because new years celebrations of course.

I still just sat in a white room with my back to my tupper, and I talked to it. Just about stupid stuff, whatever came to mind. Not quite sure where to go from here, or at what point I should stop or change it up.

Input it of course still appreciated.
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #28 on: January 01, 2014, 04:16:09 PM »
Quote from: Fede on January 01, 2014, 12:57:03 PM
Quote from: Avalanche on January 01, 2014, 10:37:54 AM
Welp, it's Jan 1st, so I guess I might as well start in earnest.
You could've started in earnest any day.

No dude jan 1st is sepcail becase its the frist day of the calmendar clok thing so its epdical
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Re: Avalanche's progress report
« Reply #29 on: January 01, 2014, 04:53:11 PM »
Keep us updated with things. I also suggest you write everything you happen to notice during forcing for yourself somewhere - like here if you want it to be public - as there might be a pattern you might miss otherwise.
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